GraduatioN!! =) or =(??

Finally, after four years...since 2002 when we first entered Siglap with high socks and short hair, we're finally graduating! Now, when we look back..the registration day seems like yesterday! I kind of miss it now... sincerely... ...

Yesterday was the night that marked the last day of our secondary life, Graduation night. In this special night, we received our certificate of graduation. We went up the stage one-by-one...and i thought it was going to have our name printed on the cert, but...hahaz..no?

ok..let's start from the beginning. We were all discussing about the prom nite ever since the first day teacher mentioned to us...until the eve of grad nite, xiao ye meet me up to get his clothings. That was the day we boys were all discussing how all of us are going to look like. Darren was so excited for the event. I was too, but...not really after the tragedy of my hand happened. Well, i did turn up for that special night, of course...with my hand like that...i don't look as great as the others...but...i still hope my hand can recover as soon as possible!

Then, the day came...i was still playing my game in the morn..heez..all the way until Darren came. He looked great, i was abit caught off-handed. I never see him like that before...hehez...at least he's not wearing that nike/slurpee clothings...hehez...then, he reminded me about the meeting time, so i found myself abit too late...so..changed! Handicapped is really a Disadvantage...took me 15 mins to got myself ready. (+change the bandage)

we set off! Darren and I to pr station to meet up the other guys. Bus trip was around an hour or so...some of us slept, hahaz..but...we did have many interesting conversations during the trip. It was sad when the thought of parting with them soon came to me... not really seperated, but...we might not meet up that often after next year.

Got to orchard, Zac, yi song and I put up our jackets on the junction outside the orchard hotel...we thought we were late, hahaz..but..we're early! Got stucked outside the venue for quite awhile...haha...went to register, kekex...the counter looks so...erm...la la la~ pretty la! kekex...then, snap some photos tgt...Mr kek didn' wear anything special...so farni...Mr lim worse, exactly the same as what he always wear to school! kekex...

Got into the hotel..then the activity went on...first time i'm doing such activity, was quite nervous la...hahaz...but i did adapt to it quite fast, hehez...coz someone was there mah, maybe that's the reason...so...got settled down and sat with the same bunch of guys + liyana, Gina and Denise. Kekez...Moley came to join us soon after (someone took his seat! hehez..)

The food... I wasn't suppose to be caring about the food..but..hahaz...i was 'said' by somebody that it's wasting...quite true yea? My mama also say i'm stupid...hand injured doesn't mean you're gonna go there without eating..hahaz..it did make some sense..so i didn't disappoint them...i skipped my lunch to be filled up during the buffet....fortunately it was Human food...not bad tasting la...=) then...some performances....What i really like and touched throughout the night was the slides. Not that it was very well done, but..it really made me travel through the memory lane which i'm going to depart soon.

The slides alone made the whole dining room so silent...i'm sure they feel the same as me! True enough, secondary life is when you start to find your circles of friends. I know we're going to seperate very soon, but..i'm very sure..we're going to stay connected no matter what!

During the photo session, i cherished every moment of it...i tried my best to take as many photos with them as possible...since they're all so good-looking and it might be our last opportunity too..

After that...everyone danced like crazy...hahaz..Mr Ng too!! he actually danced, only then..i found out that he wasn't that kind of "only-serious" guy..he's quite fun too! He even asked about my hand when i received my cert...everyone still in siglap..he's still a good principal...cherish him!! (anyway, anyone who wants to see him dance, ask me...i got his video..wahahaz!!)

ok..the night ended...we were the last to leave the hotel..it was already midnight. We wanted to loiter..but...no where to really have fun at, in addition, we were already worn out..hahaz..so..we decided to go home after buying drinks. We wanted to take bus home..but...hahaz...we watied at the bus-stop for 1 hour sia! only to find out that the bus's not operating that day..so we divided our cab, then home we went! I nearly puked..hahaz...i was too fulL!! hahaz...what a day...it ended...

alright..i'll leave some words to all ppl that's still in sec sch...cherish your time! It's running short...now that i'm leaving...i don't bear to part with it...really, i'm going to my next chapter of life soon..so..i'll hope that you people all the best, and do well...thank your teachers by showing good results! They'll be thankful! hahaz...bye Siglap...

3 down..4 to go!!

Wahahaz~!! I'm back again!! erm..back as in..blog la..not the cast removed...hehez..well well well...our papers had started..well, i can say..'quite' smoothly?

To start the papers coming was Maths 1...hahaz...you can say the use of that paper was to give us...confidence? more of, morale booster la. hahaz...can handle, i'm sure everyone can la! Then on the same day was also social studies. Because of the 4 hours 'interval'...we went to xiao ye's house..hahaz....then all arguing which topic will appear for SS... until the paper started, all of us heaved a sigh of relief..."Venice came out! Venice came ouT!" kekex...coz all of us placed our hopes on that topic. DId you know how serious was it? Let me give you an example...if Venice didn't come out then, the percentage of -siglapian- passing combined humanities can be less than 10!! That was the situation...hahaz!!

Follow up was an empty day...just stayed home to revise...

Wednesday...the MOST important paper i should say...English Language! hahaz...so farni...after the paper, ALL the foreigner were so happY! kekex...very funny la, especially xiao ye...he seem to have a devil's horn on top of his head...coz...the following papers will not be any...i repeat, will NOT be any problem to hiM!! hahaz....that's how overjoyed he is...=P

Thursday, our bio's nightmare...Mdm suriati was scaring us all, ever since the start of sec 3 till the start of the papers...however..we thought the paper was 'do-able!'(i learnt this word from some guys) hahaz..I still thought it was VERY difficult...luckily i can understand what the questions wanted. Ok..it might be easy, but..hehez, don't look at me...if i could get a b3 for biology, i'll be over the moon!! hahaz... which means..don't expect me to get good grades! =P

okok...Friday..maths 2...ok la...not very difficult, nor very easy...again, it's "do-able" hahaz..quite tricky la...i got so fed up for one 10 marks question..i didn't know how to use my sister's calculator!! stupid!! Lesson learnt - "please use the calculator that you're familiar with during examinations!!" hahaz...

Finished....there's up till next wed for my next paper....it's not good! I'll have to do 4! papers on the same day!! omg..i'm not sure if i can handle...but...no choice, who asked for my papers to clash..stupid! somemore 2 paper 2s sia!!! and one geog in the morning...(my hand will be damn tiring lor, now tt i'm left with my right hand to survive....haha!!)

ok la..that's all..i shall wish everyone all the best!(not good luck according to mr kek) hahaz...jia you jia you jia you!!!

I WANT MY LEFT HAND....NOW!!!!!!

ARGH!! i want my left hand so much...boo hoo...~!!!

wahahaz...guess what? I'm typing with my both arms!! Felt soooooo good!! hahaz...i love it so much this way!! kekex...just hope when the stupid, idiotic, torturous cast is removed, i'll be able to use my left arm like never before!! wahahaz...type with my left arm, eat with my left arm, dribble with my left arm, shoot with my left arm, steal with my left arm, scrub my body(while bathing) with my left arm...wahahahaz!!

okok...still dreaming now...WAKE UP!!

okok..i can't wait! few more days and the battle shall begin! I can see the troops of questions marching nearer!! well, a few more memory games and i'm set for this war!! hahaz...2 weeks! 2 weeks!!

Till then...cya peepz!! wish me luck!

夜曲 - 周杰倫

Alright...this is jay's brand new song..."zhu da ge" ...if you all can't see the words, go "view - encoding - then click ' unicode' " you'll then be able to see the lyrics...

need the song? look for me! hahaZ 1 for $10.00!! =P jkjk..

anyway, it's a nice nice song!

一群嗜血的螞蟻被腐肉所吸引 我面無表情　看孤獨的風景
失去妳　愛恨開始分明　失去妳　還有什麼事好關心
當鴿子不再象徵和平 我終於被提醒　廣場上餵食的是禿鷹
我用漂亮的押韻　形容被掠奪一空的愛情

啊　烏雲開始遮蔽　夜色不乾淨
公園裡　葬禮的回音　在漫天飛行
送妳的　白色玫瑰　在純黑的環境凋零
烏鴉在樹枝上詭異的很安靜
靜靜聽　我黑色的大衣　想溫暖妳　日漸冰冷的回憶
走過的　走過的生命
啊　四周瀰漫霧氣　我在空曠的墓地　老去後還愛你

為妳彈奏蕭邦的夜曲　紀念我死去的愛情
跟夜風一樣的聲音　心碎的很好聽
手在鍵盤敲很輕　我給的思念很小心
妳埋葬的地方叫幽冥

為妳彈奏蕭邦的夜曲　紀念我死去的愛情
而我為妳隱姓埋名　在月光下彈琴
對妳心跳的感應　還是如此溫熱親近
懷念妳那鮮紅的唇印

那些斷翅的蜻蜓　散落在這森林　而我的眼睛　沒有絲毫同情
失去妳　淚水混濁不情　失去妳　我連笑容都有陰影
風在長滿青苔的屋頂　嘲笑我的傷心　像一口沒有水的枯井
我用淒美的字型　描繪我後悔莫及的那愛情

為妳彈奏蕭邦的夜曲　紀念我死去的愛情
跟夜風一樣的聲音　心碎的很
好聽手在鍵盤敲很輕　我給的思念很小心
妳埋葬的地方叫幽冥

為妳彈奏蕭邦的夜曲　紀念我死去的愛情
而我為妳隱姓埋名　在月光下彈琴
對妳心跳的感應　還是如此溫熱親近
懷念妳那鮮紅的唇印


btw...there's one song in jay album which i find him damm daring!! he 'scolded, insult, accused' the 'gou zai dui' until damn power man!! he wrote the song + 曲 himself...all to put down the 'gou zai dui' hahaz..li hai li hai!!

麥芽糖

這蜿蜒的微笑擁抱山丘　溪流跟風唱起歌
我像田園詩人般解讀眼前的生活
麥田彎腰低頭在垂釣溫柔這整座山谷都是風笛手
我在啞口聆聽傳說跟著童話故事走

遠方的風車　遠距離訴說　那幸福在深秋　滿滿的被收割
老倉庫的角落　我們數著　一麻袋的愛跟快樂　初戀的顏色

我牽著妳的手經過　種麥芽糖的山坡
香濃的誘惑　妳臉頰微熱　吐氣在我的耳朵
摘下麥芽糖熟透　我醒來還笑著
開心的　被黏手　我滿嘴　都是糖果

牽著妳的手經過　種麥芽糖的山坡
甜蜜的四周　我低頭害羞　我們愉快的夢遊
我在草地上喝著　麥芽糖釀的酒
鮮嫩的　小時候　我好想　再咬一口

我滿嘴　都是糖果　我好想　再咬一口

Can i say...sorry?

"Alright boy, there seems to be slight chances that...your left hand will never recover...just wait longer alright? If it's still not any better, we'll have to carry on with the surgery, ok?"

Yes..that was what he, the specialist's consultant, told me, with a warm smile. Lucky he did smile, cause if he didn't, I might just...(i don't know). It's obvious...i can't get rid of my cast as yet. It might even take up to 3months, 3 months for god sake!!!!!!! What am i going to do!! WTH!?! I really hate myself! DamN iT!!! Why must i break my arm!? now...ALL my post exam activities' down to the drain...i was having some great plans..but now? sad...

It's ok that i fracture my arm...the pain's not defeating me, i'm no kid! I can bring my friends some joy (they enjoy teasing you when you're weak), at least they can draw on my cast too, it's fun..so it's good. I won't irritate my friends now, because i won't annoy them if I don't go out with them. They can carry on having fun, without me by their side being an 'extra'. Isn't these all the good and benefits??

but...i just feel so discouraged whenever i trouble any1...any1! Given my current situation...i can't do lotsa things! My practicals...if you think i can handle, it's true..but, i really hate to order people, especially elders! Miss Lim had to help me with my apparatus. My mum also have to suffer with me, she have to skip OTs to stay at home for me, which of course create inconvenience in her job and private life. My Dad had to take leaves to accompany me to the appoinments. I've told them, i can do it myself...but, they didn't bear to see me suffer. I'm actually so touched. Any1 out there...if you still don't believe the sincerity your parents have for you or you still assume that they don't care about you...go break your arm! I mean it...i really despise those people who ill-treat their own parents.

Also one more thing...i am so guilty...all for one. For those who didn't care bout me, i don't care...on the other hand...i seemed to have drag those people that needed me down! Jeremy...i really want to cycle with him to the beach alone tgt again! It's been so long since we did that. Xiao ye and Ho yin, they're returning to their homeland after our last few matches , i really disappoint them! We might not have further chances for all these matches too... Rc, starlight...they're going for the cup tournaments too, i can't help them in any part. My o'levels...i still don't have the motivation to go all out for it as yet...Alvin, Zhi yong, they need my accompany too! Wei Hong, i'm suppose to help him with his P.O.A. Brian..yes you! I felt that I had disappoint you the most!together with Zachary, Shi ming, Darren...Our SVA! we had so much hopes on it yea? still....I'll try my best as far as possible ok? and one more... haiz..i don't want to say...i feel so useless when i come to think bout' this myself...=(

haiz...nvm...i only have one wish now...just this wish - I want my left hand back as soon as possible, if there's any miracle healer...you know what to do yea??

If my hand's still not improving...i'm going for surgery..."metal hands" then...seriously, i'm really not afraid, in fact..i want the operation now! so long as I can use my left hand again..i want it...I WANT IT!!

soBz!!

sobX Sobx...really feel like crying man~ cAn I?! I really hope there's a way out for me!! Do you know? i still believe that i'm dreaming, serious!! haiz...no point crying over spilled milk yea? i know..but, can't time reverse!?! Stupid...i hate myself...i really do!! can't even type a simple post properly~

alright...i did my bio prac today without my left hand. I start to realise how impt my left hand is now, really..like what people always says, you won't realise the importance unless they're gone! I know now...great lesson learnt...but, completely at the wrong time...why..WHY!?! Luckily miss lim helped me to handle the apparatus today, if not for her...i'll have to take next year already..

sorry everyone, if any1 see me very moodless, plz dn misunderstand! I'm not angry at u or whatsoever, i'm just thinking of the worst case senario...(coz my grandma thought i was angry with her just now)..Hmmm...if i really have a wish now....i really want my left hand back!!sincerely! I just hate to see ppl troubled to help me out...i really can't bear to see them help me do some things like carrying bag or etc. sometimes when i ask ppl to help me carry things, i'll ask 4 it back as soon as possible..now? haiz...just hate to trouble them...really learnt alot already~ and..i also begin to see who's really friends when you need them...that's why...isn't this 'punishment' really very meaningful...well, at least to me!

haiz...nxt wk will be chem and physics prac...this time, i don't think i'll be that lucky..coz these experiment will most likely require both hands rite? *sigh* fated, fated..let's see how i going to watch my grades drop so drastically...regret is only too late now...

hmmm...you know wad??i'm quite excited with my appointment tmr...cox i really want to hear some positive things from him...let's pray? hahaz...sorry, i free-thinker~ =P yeapz..tt's all...hope those getting their papers back "good luck"! and...please take good care of yourselves k? byez...

Day to remember...

wahahaha~!!! today's a special day!! coz...i've been through so many first times today~ whoOpee~

however..i paid a big price..big big big!! so big that i may even regret for the rest of my life...why??? coz..it's the timing that these 1st times occur...

still don't understand what i'm trying to say??you'll see on monday...and i'm sure, the first word you're gonna tell me is..."good luck!"...

well...good luck Mel...just hope eve0rything will be fine yeah? hope! =)

*Anyway, you all know what's wrong with my blog??hmmm~*

Prelims over...1 more month, i'm counting!

yAY!! Prelim's over!! ok..is that something for me to rejoice for? oh well~interested in my L1B4 and L1R5 only right?? i know..all people are only interested in this~ I know...it's embarassing...but, this is what i really got! I've got nothing to be ashamed about anyway, this is my harvest!! hahaz..laugh all you want! =P

L1B4 - 17
L1R5 - 23

okayz...tell you something worse, my L1B4 didn't even include any of my sciences. In fact, my L1R5 only manage to add in Biology which got a grade of C6! Pathetic 6! just managed to passed! hahaz..count myself lucky in the sense...and according to my previous post about the chemistry?? Let me tell yea...my Physics suffered just as much!! Argh~ Both D7s...not from the fault of theory papers, but the practicals!! believe it? believe it!nvm...its over...no point brooding over it now, that's why you still can see the "hahas" in my post! =D alright, i'm being optimistic here..i'm not trying to say i'm contented with my results k!! I could have done better..(-_-'' everyone would have said that)

hahaz...something great..other than my sciences - disappointment, i'm still quite pleased with some improvements i had! If not for these improvements, i wouldn't have been so optimistic~ =P (btw, learnt new words! Deprove - no such word..it should be "retrogress"!) My E-maths shot up! It was like magic! hahaz...ok, don't misunderstand..i'm still weak in those stupid algebra~ tao yan!! English too! For the first time in examination (excluding the one which Mr Tan hh marked) i passed my English! In fact, pass by 2 grades!! wahahaz..nothing wonderful lah..but, i got this sense of success within me mahz..don't blame me lahz...

Combined Humans, i maintained right smack at the same percentage as the previous papers, p.o.a...nothing extraodinary...mt, not taking...Double sciences, D7(s), Biology with C6! hahaz...end of progress report!

and...today was the day i marked...no, WE marked the last session of bb before O'levels...7th October. Did you all notice, our 1st theory paper falls on 7th November! 1 just nice! 1 month later!! 4 weeks!! just four more Thursdays!! but wait..i can't explain this mix feelings inside my mind, it just looks as if...it's still early~? MELVIN!! WAKE UP!! ONLY FOUR MORE THURSDAYS!! hahaz..warning myself~ =P

hehez...can't wait for the big O's to start. Anyway, other levels are having their papers in this period now too right?? Wish you people good luck!! especially you lAhz!! Better get all A1s!! wahahaz..you can do it!! For others, include my band of brothers...stop..i mean STOP playing all your stupid computer games now!! hahaz..coz i'm so irritated by the name "maple story" I swear, if he wasn't James(jerome bro), i would have shouted and gave him that look...He just looked so innocently at you and... ..."Melvin, do you play Maple Story??" grh~ stupid game and name!! arGH!! get it outta ma head!! =P

ok la..had enough~ hehez..going off le...remember to return to my blog after the exams k?? coz i know many other blogs are down too..remember to check back after exams arh!! cya!! and..zach~ i've updated!! =)

Chemistry = no hope!!

From the title, i guess you should already know what i'm going to say right? I'm beginning to see myself collecting a F9 on my result slip next year february sia!! hahaz...it's so real that i feel no surprise if ms wee come and whack me!! =P ok la...a message to myself...i'm not really placing my hope on Chem, not say i'm completely giving up la, but won't concern that much lor. Blame it on my stupidity~ hahaz..sorRy mss wee!!

kekex...but, sth that really touched me. Ms wee didn't gave up on me! so glad...she didn't tell me straight..but she always give me this feeling that she still had hopes on me. Felt as if i'm disappointing her if she know what i had said in my previous paragraph, but...still...i repeat, i'm not entirely giving up!! =) okok..that's today...tmr's physics!! wahahahaz~ let's see what's my reply tmr?? just wait and see!!

...

i don't know, i don't know...what happened this morning?! Was that a nightmare? Did I see wrongly or was I too sensitive?!? I don't feel me... i really don't feel RIGHT!!!!!!!!! damnz! what's going on!?!?! Instead, i think i can feel how someone so miserably felt already...i'm starting to be like him... the books, what i actually need now at this period of time...I can't look! I can't!! It's occupying me...it is!! Well...my exams...my life... ...-no point-

4e1 rawks!! I know Darren's not here~ =( anwyway..nicey pizzas!! Hungry? =P 

alright, let's call this de..."7 ge bai chi zhen fa!!" 

okok...advertisement~ It's Sigl..erm...sigl...condary hooL!! =P 

"alright people, please don't take photos while crossing road..." well..this...THIS is an exceptioN!! =P 

oh yah..i also forget, it's been so long i put photos up for posting...just finished dwnloading the picasa~ alright...here's all the pix taken from ms lim's camera~ it's on the teachers' day!! *memorable*

Practicals, practicals, practicals...

wahahaz...the week of PRACTICALS! hey, what am i happy about? Did you know? i flung my physics and chem practical...'delibrately'!! why would i say delibrately...who wants to fail in the first place? alright..it's because i knew my mistakes...but, i didn't change it? Why? It's because i'm unsure about that...that's for Chemstry...i doubt i'll even score anyway~ Physics? Worse...first, the graph i drew had the axes appearing on the wrong side! Next, the other question..i finished the graph with wrong units! No wonder my answer were so different from others! Quite angry about that, but who to blame?? stupid C.A.R.E.L.E.S.S.N.E.S.S!! If only i had checked on them more thoroughly??ok, that's another case..the time was limited~

but, hey hey...today was Bio...i was already demoralised badly...i thought my bio's sinking down with the double too, but...neh~ in fact, i was quite surprised mdm su gave us that question!! WAHAHAZ...i've scanned through the pass papers and it was exactly the same as one of them!! =P Quite confident, but...nope..i'm still not very happy bout' the double sciences, gonna get 2 pieces of 'their' minds!!

erm..ok, one more week to go...after that week...quite another numbers of breaks...it's gonna be the crucial 11 days!! Quite short I wud say...just tahan that 11 days...hoWever, i'm still not certain myself..."Am i ready?" My results are fluctuating~ i've told myself that, but the answers received from my bro are getting me well-pumped! Jia you jia you~ Not foRgetting my MotivatioN!! -which one? BASKETBALL!! hahahaz~!! k la..still got sth else la...=P go guess~ kekex...i'm concentrating on eating up satays!!!

alright..no more jokes and stuff...i got myself kinda stucked with initial d cartoons -They are great!! so many theory behind a stupid 86 and mazda rx 7. Kinda stupid, but i like the way the cars were drawn, impressive! okok...having ss tomorrow...essays, essays and more essays~ ok, go exercise my hands liaoz...cya guyZ!!

Weird dreams~

Weird, weird...i'm having weird dreams? Both are related to 'death'...is that a message or sth? If it's not, then why does it looks and feel so real?? We usually forget dreams don't us? Why does these 2 dreams carve such a deep impact in my mind?? weird, weird...

Alright, the 1st dream (Sunday morning), I dreamt about my Father's mystery death (TOUCH WOOD!! CHOI CHOI) but..it was true...then when i woke up, i saw my dad was missing...luckily, he went to the market la..pHEwz..but, it did freak me out a little~ =(

Another one was about a boy commiting suicide~ Freaky it is...but, i witnessed...nono, i heard the "boy" jumped down with his dad chasing behind shouting "oh shit!" Then down he went... I was with zachary then, i can remember every details...we were chatting with Mrs khiu at the 'new 3rd storey Staff room' when that incident happened. I also remembered zach looking at that boy saying.."aiyo, so smelly..." then he came to me...and ask: " do you know why the boy's not there? do you know? do you know? coz...his grandma came and took him away..hahaz, gotcha"...ok..i'm still quite freaked out by this dreams...weird?

Alright..someone passed a test~ congratz!! remember! A1, with the photo on the projector screen!! ; ) JiA yoU!!

hehez...forget~

Hahaz...sorry, i forgot to blog~! =P hahaz...yay~ my prelim's starting!! (hey, what am I happy about?) alright..it's because it also means that the big Os are coming...which also means that my secondary life is ending...really really sooN~!! how much am i gonna miss it? - LOTZ!!-

ok...English last Friday...honest speaking, first time i wrote so..."emotional" during an English paper for an exam? I don't know how it will rate...but, i hope i've done well? However, i can't say the same thing for my paper 2? "Screw" comprehension..(* hehez.."screw" 's Brian's favourite word!!* ) hahaz..

Ok, anyway...Happy Mid Autumn Festival! everyone!! hehez..the school celebrated it yesterday! Everybody were having lotsa fun~ Selling items, singing, chatting, walking...and 'eating pomelos' oh well...went up stage to 'gobble' down half of that 'ewl' fruit~ kekex..Clarence threw up! Come on, it's not easy stuffing that 'thing' down!! hahaz...well, we did it! and...la la la~ you can't beat me when you're eating fruits!! =P!! *but, one sure-thing, i was damn embarassed to eat/stuff/swallow/gobble down in front of so many people..especially xi xiang sia!! dArn! hahaz...nvm, had fun~!

however...not so after that...someone got really down, i can't smile either..you can say my mid-autumn's mood is spoilt...but i can't enjoy that nite...hehez...after the trip to tamp, reached home and went dwn again~ zachy + brian they all were under my blk! hahza..if only we can have such night-gathering more often?? =) ok la...receive another bad bad news..alright, wrong problem at wrong time..don't worry, it's not me...ok, let's go settle that - with others, okie dokEYz..cya guys! remember, i've bloggEd!

ObsesSion~

"I float like a butterfly, sting like a bee,

Keys to ignition are like gloves to ali.

To and fro, flowers and sea, the sunlight is my peace..."

wahahaz..i'm so obsessed with this song! hehez...do you know where it comes from?? Do you find it familiar? (Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee..)

ok la...free those that are guessing now from your suspense. It's a song in Initial D during its beginning when they are showing the cast and "ah tuo" delivering his tofu~ hehez...the song is very cute, but sadly..only total 4 verses...-_-'''

hmmMm...alright, today we had our first prelim paper...it's CME alright (don't laugh). It is still important to grade our 'moral values' lor...hahaz...(jOking!) Okok..that's not my point...i'm only concerned about my NAME(+surname) found inside one of the question in the paper!! Grh!! It was about a guy's reflection of 'pre-marital sex' That guy was agreeable to that, and in fact..i NEVER agree to that!! "He's" an IMPOSTER!! hahaz...that's not me k!! Like the bracket says...Not his real name! hahaz..okok..and that Mr Azam scare me lor...doing mcq halfway, he suddenly asked "Melvin, how's your sex-life??" I swear I was like.."Huh!?! What sex-life??" so..it was the question..hahaz..-_-''

Sleep

oh my, i seems to get sleepy more easily nowadays...what's going on?? i used to hate sleeping so much, but amazingly my eyes tends to close these days...is something the matter?? hahaz...hecK!

alright...i love these weekends! I got more than enough time to sleep sleep sleep!! =P told you i love to sleep nowadays! i slept on bus, on mrt and...while watching tv!! hehex...

erm...problem now, will i be like Bear bear?? omG!! his hibernation skill is superb! he can sleep within 10 minutes and no sound/noise/screams/shouting can wake him up! powerful eh? hahaz...i'm afraid that i will learn from him and sleep during classes! how how how?? never mind la..i still got last part of me - Perserverance! (Just slap myself when i start to doze off...=P)

Alright..got a new and nice song!! erm...i'm kinda 'touched' by the music...but it's still too short to be a 'good song'? Anyway, it's still a nice song..enjoY~!

"Tanning In you Sunray - Initial D movie OST"
Chilling in the love shacks
Summertime, Number 9
Everytime, I think, my dreams come true

Here we-o time
Nearly everthing mine
Get in time, with the things for you

What time will you be here now?
It's a quarter past 7 now
And I'm waining for you...

What you gonna do?
When it hits you,
you and me, I
Hold back my shine,
when i realize
I'm getting my tan in your sunray...

And we see,
through the mirror,
that you got me
thinking clearer.
And i'm gonna be under your skies I'll stay..

Practical~

hehez...we had Practical practice(s) for today's biology make up lesson~ wee heE~!! so fun!! kekex...and..i learned so much in just one day!! wahahahaz!! i'm so happy...that's the thing i feel so comfortable with today! I took miss wee's advice: "we must at least learn something every single day, or else your brain will start to "lag"!!" I followed and...wahahaZ~ the one thing i learnt linked to so mucH!! happy happY!! =P!!

kekex...rushed home..and went out again~ hehex...did nth but took a little bus trip to toa payoh and back, all for fun! hehez...quite bo liao right? I know la...but no choice wadz =) *Don't worry la, still have next time k?* hehez...'you' will know what i mean.

Then night time, went to Song's house till quite late...for what? Again..nothing better to do~ I know, any of you will ask me to revise...i told myself that too! It's just not the right mood and atmosphere, cause i already 'set' my mood for my Thursday...so, it's just this waY! =P

now..i'm hoME!! okayz..go get some bath! Sleeping soon...btw....

HapPy BirThdAy BriAn!!!

hehez...sorry i cannot make it tomorrow. My Father specially took a day off to stay with me at home on Friday out of my whole holiday, so i thought i would sacrifice my Friday with you guys to be with him one whole day yea? Sorry bRo!! anyway..you're one year older!! Congratz!! Nc 16!! hehez..k la...must keep on going arH! =)

cya peEpz!! Take good care! Esp. those people who are bothered by lots of stufF cheeR uP!! Everyday's gonna get better!

Prelim

ok, prelim coming right up after this holiday. Prepared? no answers to that right now~ hehez...

okok, something bad...i'd lost all my forms for past few days sia!! cannot even shOoT!! hehex..lucky on tuesday, i found my form back b4 leaving sia!! pHewz...hehez...I'm B.A.C.K!! watch out guys!! wahahahaz~

sad sia...Alvin got his leg badly injured, followed by Xiao ye when he collided with Yi song..and, in the end yi song got his hand hurt when i snatched his ball..does this explain "the world is round?" hahaz!! it must be man..then sculy next week is me arh!! die die die...=P nvm..as long as my form's back..OFf you all go!! kekex...

anyway...just found a new song introduced by Alvin, name " Qiao Duan" by "jay chou"...to tell you all (those who knew this song), it isn't sang by jay~ it's some who wanted to imitate him so much so that he even lied that he's going to join ALFA music next year...it's all fake k!! heard me? No doubt the song's really nice..it's not sung by jay!! remember!!

haix..so tired during the lessons..tmr still have Bio and p.O.a...wah lao!! dnnoe what to do manz! so tired lor...2pm then release...haix..no choice la..tahan a few more weeks...TAHAN!! just hope everything goes on well?

hehex..made a promise with fatin, that we're gonna tag on each other's blog everyday~ hahAz!! so...notice the "katrina" in my tag board? it's her! hahaz...cya guys~ off to do my hmwk..lotsa them to complete!! tatax!

Hakuna mAtatAz~

Hakuna Matata, what a wonderful phrase~
Hakuna Matata, Ain't no passing craze!
- It means no worries, for the rest of your days!
It's my problem-free philosophy

Hakuna Matata,
Yeah, it's my motto!

kekex..how's it? I'm beginning to fall for these words!

HaKunA MataTa~!!

the unexpected (Jue Dui Superstar)

Alright, the unexpected happened! Wei Lian won the champion for Jue dui superstar...why why!?! how come he won?? alright...like what Darren said, We lian's album was sold more than Kelly's....-_-'' ok, i'm quite speechless now..i thought Kelly was a much better singer what? =(

ok la, shan't be such a wet blanket la..he's indeed daring enough to stand on the stage la...good luck in his future being the superstar. i'll still see Kelly more as the superstar...hahaz...After all, it's Still Derrick that i'll prefer~ =P

Alright, alright, it's not much of my business anyway...so...forget it, i'm just not watching that specific show anymore...hahaz..la la la

ok~ the end!

Happy Teachers' Day!!

Yay!! Today is Teachers' day celebration!! ...wait wait...what has it got to do with me? I'm not a teacher...hahaz..most probably is the one day "holiday" the next day? hehez...then can wake up anytime i want!! wahahahaz~!!

What did we have in school today? hahaz..morning 'workout', aces day that is. We walked for a distance of up to 2km(sort of) then...3 different routes in total la, and we walked near the water faber park there...sounds pretty weird, but that's our aces day! hahaz...cool eh? Took some photos with Miss Lim's camera...hahaz...don't know when can she send to me? I still have photos taken during the 50th anniversary walk that she haven't shown me yet...long eh? indeed!

Then after that was concert all the way to 11+! So long!! slept on xiao ye's shoulder...he was zzZz'ing too! hahaz...toO boRing le la!! cannot blame ma~ but did not sleep for long ok? =P the surrounding was so noisy~! But...Sufiyan's performance was indeed great man! He really can play real well with his guitar yea?

Okayz...we got Pizza for our Teachers after the concert! hehez...4 of them...not 4getting one vegetarian for Xiao Yong! =) Ran around whole sch to look for teachers...in the end, all the HODs cannot make it...and we got 4 of them...Ms ng, Mr Chan, Mrs Poh and Mr Kek~ how sad...Btw...we made 'unique' cards for the teachers. The bio students seperated the work! I was in-charge of Miss LiM! I made her a "jersey" card! hehez...I sacrificed the number on my jersey lor! Peel off the print to put on the card...hehez...can la...then got them to sign on it. The other teachers were also included. We did a "source card" of reliability for Mdm Gill, A card of "cell" for Mdm Suriati, Shafique created a wonderful "Earth and Moon card" for Mrs poh, some apparatus card for Miss wee and a "cake card" for Mr kek!!

after some 'class photo' i just grab one piece of pizza and off! i went to EppS!!! ARGH!! I MIss EpPS SOOOO muCH!!!!! hahaz..although the whole building have changed, i still like the environment and teachers!! hehez..i saw mdm yew!! Wanted to talk to her, but she got lesson..after her lesson, go find her..but..no signs..wasted! One more thin...stupid sia, Mr Ang on course...no wonder all my classmates didn't come..They didn't inform me sia!! Purposely!! i reach home, went online..shu qi told me le...made me and Jeremy went for nth!! hahaz....stupid~

After that go Bb with same old ppl lor...VERY OFF-FORM! so tired lor...keep missing hundred of shots! Injure 2 person..i myself injured lor!! Kenna elbowed~ hate it when i off form, just can't get things right..think i made Kai Xiong angry also...jia lat ar~just off form la!! StupiD me~!! Now my leg stiLl so tired, it seldom happens to me de lor~

k la..complained enough...i lOVe EpPS!!!! hahaz...i'm going back even next year!! wahhahahaz~ cya guys!!

Extended Geography lesson!!

Yes! We had an extended Geography lesson today which ends at 6 actually, but Mrs Poh said both sides were tired, so released us at around 5.45.

Yay! We met Miss Chan today!! After so long..kekex, to think Ms Ng and Miss chan quite close yea? HAhaz...that Miss Ng told Miss Chan how we kept mentioning her name until as if we like secret admiring Miss chan like tt! hahaz!! where got that bad!?! Only wrote our thoughts and reflection in the journal only mah..=P Then Miss Ng refer us until like so desperate like that..hahaz~ yalar, but ms ng was cute la~ =)

then sway...quite late already, our break ends at 4, so we decided to rush up, as one of the gate was locked...we...NONO, it's I am the one who encouraged the 5 of us to take the lift instead. Quite safe actually until...we reached 2nd floor and door opened. Ms NG!! She shouted us and wanted us to leave the lift immediately..and sway enough, we met Mr Anwar outside!

"The 1,2,3,4...5 of you! Come back here!" die...we'll get it this time round...Ran around the Quadrangle 6 rounds out of the 9! (In unifoRM! so uneasy)

yeah..that's today..and sad, we lost in our inter-class soccer game. We lost the 1st game and draw the other 2 games..how sad, not qualify for next round i think? nvm..try harder nxt time yea? hehez...tt's alL! nitez!

BORED

Whee..
I am bored..


Hint about me:

- I love fries.
- I love potato chips.

- I freaky hate Sphagetti.
- I never eat it.

Thats it.

Teachers, H.O.D...so What!?!

I'm really getting more and more pissed off each day by their faces with "arrogance" carved on their forehead, clear enough for everyone to know! Really hate it, so what if you have higher rank or posts than us? Wow...you people caused all this F'd up problem only for us to overcome? "Sorry, we'll learn from it and not do it again the next year"...yar yar, as if we even cared? I don't think you're gonna spare any thoughts for the next batch as well lor! What kind of school is this!?!

Didn't even respect us in the first place, only pick on what we said...You know i really hate it when people who lacks respect for us but demand respect from us? You all actually don't deserve that in the first place lor! If i'm not wearing the black shoes, nor the white uniform and not named "Melvin", i would have done what ever i could to shoot you back ok!

DArn! stupid, stupid, stupid...i just really hate these people's attitude lor! Can't you even get the facts right b4 jumping into that damn conclusioN!!!!!!!!! Fuming mad as i talk about this again~ I am still pondering about in my head, "what right do you have inthe first place to talk to us in such a manner?!!" So what if you have that 'honourable' degree or masters or whatever you have to prove that you're smarter and went through all the institutes? There's still a word called "Respect" in between one another okay! To think a degree/master holder do not know about this simple things. Like what Kwee yong had said, no matter how smart you are, meet an accident, died the next day and you will not be able to bring all these rotten certificates with yoU! Heard that! Shit you~! really feel like scolding all out...Hope 'you' can just read this entry for goodness sake!!!

ok...sorry everyone, first time....lemme tell you, first time i dislike a teacher sooOo much! To think I even used to have good impression on her that first time...this is really disappointing...heck care manz! 3 more months and i'm going to have enough of this! Are 'you' happy? You're the first!! First to be despised by me...i never like that, in fact i never does that...you make me do it..congratulatioN! F'd up la...

ARgH!! soRry everyone...i'm really going all out to shoot down this freaking problem (or maybe person)...so bothered by this specific teacher, i'm sure some of you have the same thoughts as me too? But i saw deeper into her mind...my apologies everyone...just hope you all don't mind (in case you're a fan of her...omg!) nvm..i had enough...if you all know who i was referring to, just share with me your impression of her too...i want to prove myself wrong!! ok? Coz...my mind had already been adjusted to h.a.t.e her...help me with this, psycho me if possible k? I want my clear and naive mind back!! hahaz..so exaggerating hor? k la...that's all..i'm back to normal again..wheE~!! =)!

StupId chemistry!

ArGH!!!!!! I hate it..i think i really cannot do anything great with Chemistry manz! What happened? Putting other subjects aside to bury under chemistry textbk, only to get 28/80!! What the helL!!!!!

nvm...heez, quite contented actually, coz i knew my mistakes already, kinda too late for the test, but nvm..prelims and o's coming up! not asking much for Chem anyway...who cares if i do better in it or not!

wahahahaZ~!! I feel like i'm the most Fortunate guy in the class manz!! kekex, taught and guided personally by a student teacher!! If xiao ye sees this, You'Re the oNE!! He very Clever lehz!! Even questions and things he don't know..he can solve it by himself! Power right? I feel so academically safe under his guidance~ hahaz...seems to be relying on him too much yea? hahaz...=D Btw..had betted with him over sth stupid...we've made an agreement!
: If he failed his English Oral, i'm gonna take care of him for the rest of life...(in terms of food, shelter and neccesities)
: Whereas if he passed, he's gonna do the same things, but to me and he even volunteered paying for my car expenses too! wahahaz!! I make sure he pass manz!! Xiao ye, zhun bei bah!!! HoHoHO~

kekex..yalar, just felt kind of bad to disappoint him...i didn't do well for my chemistry! Lucky it's not about Electrolysis...if not, he's killing me for sure! Oh yah! i'm more 'confident' in Electrolysis now...ask me questions please!! (to make me more sure!)

yeapz..tt shld be all..haha, saw zachy on the way home under my block...so sweet, waited so long le, and even walked home all alone lehz...

okok, got lotsa hmwk liaoz, burning midnight oil again~ StupiD~!! byez everyone!

*PS: Reminder for bro~ Hey!!Update your blog lehz~!! nth to read!

Strange Feeling~

man man man, been feeling strange lately! What's going on with my mind?? hahaz..i think i know why~ Too little rest!! then, my mind keeps...thinking of irrelevant stuffs, then kp having the feeling that time passes real slow! Well, used to have that during camps...now even occuring in normal life, god!

okok, what's on today?? hahaz..went to sch early in the morning (7am) to meet sxiao ye and grp 4 bb in school. Well, in the end all came late and we didn't play for long, coz all of them have the add-maths lesson at 8.30...then what i did next? hahaz...met up with Alvin and zhi yong to 449's basketball court~! there's a renovated court(one boy died there b4 due to the collapse of lamppost, remember?) yes, that's the one..it's all new now! Wahahaz..i've been keeping it for so long...so new, presence of net and so many people...that's just where i wanna play!! wahahaz..finally, i've let off all my suspense and went 'conquering' with Alvin today! hOhohO~

hehez...we go there for trial 1st, as usual...kept losing the ball possesion(when we played within ourselves) then after that, Alvin warmed up already, zhi Yong stomachache already, I still quite blur blur...Alvin asked for a 3 on 3 with the people from the other court..hahaz...zhi yong cannot play mah, so ask one kor kor to help us...(not really good, just sub, what can you expect) yalor...so played...hahaz..i'm always like that, play with own ppl, always lose ball..but strangers leh..wah lao, 10 balls 8 went in! 9 rebounds!! wahahaz...so 'hot' man~ Zhi Yong even said they were from his sch bb team...hahaz...now you know his sch's standard yea?

ok...of course, we won...they even changed player lehz..*cheat*, but still..we are victorious~!! ho ho ho~!hehez...

then by 10 am, we all changed up then head back to pasir ris...Alvin and zy home while I to school. Saw lotsa red cross uniformed cadets, but not siglapians...Hq came to our sch for some accredtion tests la...saw Alfian sir..hahahaz!Ok, forgot to tell ya, went back to sch for e-maths test. Yet to finish it the other time..so waited for the a-maths lesson to finish b4 i ask mr kek for the paper...12 mins and i'm done! Joined the others in sch bb court again! (until it rained)

then...go home lor...very sick, dnnoe why...like i said, maybe is the lack of rest la...don't feel well la, if not CAN GO OUT le..HATE MYSELF! grh!! nvm...it's over! haiyo...

after one long good afternoon nap, mama and neighbour wanted to shop in bedok, so i followed..then leave them while i go library and do my hmwk...haix..so lonley~ plus the quiet atmosphere..haiyo~ then..until 30 minutes b4 it closes, went to look my the rest and home! Just finished my 6 sets of work Mr lim gave for Poa...omg!! Nearly died! I took the whole evening lor!! so tired and worn off now...going to zzZz le...nitez!!

hahAz...F'd Up!!

Exactly! All's so f'd up today~!! cooL eh! hahaz...i thought i was the only one...but, even faisal beside me (the decent guy) also said the same thing...hahaZ!! great minds think alike! hahaz!!Can't believe both said this man~ kekex..

ok, finally i've let Shi Ming know what i've been keeping since Sunday. Lucky the impact wasn't that great, cause i've been thinking of what to tell him after i blurt it out. Indeed, "zhi bao bu zhu huo," i got him suspicious and finally threatened...(as usual) so, ok...felt a big load off me! phew, can an xin le. Just hope nothing that i expected will happen...let's keep fingers crossed*

hahaz...why's today F'd up? coz..NO PE!! aRGH!! all play bb today, suan wo suan dao yao si!! grh...then, reached class liao immediately come to me.."wah, yu song gai ali la, xiao ye gai wo la etc..." nvm, they good..Saturday i'm gonna suan them back! Coz they got a-maths remedial...wahAHaz~!

Secondly, Mrs poh cannot make it to our class today, so Miss serene im called for me to inform the class with our test. Basically, it became an open-book test, hahaz!! That's what usually happens in a dishonest class without invigilator? =P I innocent k! I got memorise de hor, only notes mah.. la la la

Thirdly, Chemistry. hehez...according to Miss wee, only 5 passed for the 1st batch, and worse of all, she turned to me very seriously and shook her head (so cute!) "Melvin, what happened to you? You did very badly this time round..." and continue shaking... haix...tt got me so well up! I didn't really care bout' other subs except Chem, and i've done badly...wad the fish...got really lots to catch up within these months yea?

When Chemistry period ended, we're supposed to pack our bag to go Physics lab. Miss Wee said sth that alerted me and Faisal..hahaz..so cute sia~ We're both the 'decent decent' type de...seldom scold vulgarities de.suddenly we turned to each other and said "F'd up!"...hahahaz!! didn't expect to hear from him, neither to him from me! kekex..so cute siA~

k la..hafta go le...and, thanks for helping me blog! hahaz...don't think i don't know who arh! =P

Guess Who?

Guess Who am I?
Laughs.
Stop thinking so much
haha.
The more you think its me,
the more its not me.

I am bored.
talk to me.

Stop Guessing!
You wun guess it!
Never.

Poof!*

Hate it!

HmPH! I just hate it when aunties on the streets that are strangers to you to come reprimand you in front of the public!

Auntie!?! Can't you see we're not blocking the whole damn Stairs! you arE! I know, you can't pass, but what's wrong with "excuse-me"? So difficult to come out from a fifty over lady eh? Yar, i can see that someone's coming up...i was about to ask Brian to come out when out of nowhere this aunty came out and started to scream... Yalar yalar, we no brain la you have BIG oneS!

"You all from Siglap arh..." DuH! there's many other schools in Pasir Ris tt's wearing white! Grhz...(Must be another anti-siglapian resident I say~) And one more thing...do you have the right mind to even ask b4 making noises?!? can't you ask politely? Mind you...you blocked out the stair even longer when you stood there shouting and stopped the other aunty from moving up instead...not uS!

..........breathe in...........breathe out...........breathe in............breathe out............ ...........

ok la...sorry guys, i have realised that i'm in the wrong...i don't meant what i 'typed' just now...just shot out from my mouth without thinking but mere anger. Sorry aunty..i knew she meant well...i was just unhappy with the way she shouted at us previously...sorry, really sorry! Okok...i had reflected myself...i did saw the other aunty waiting to come up...but was blocked by us, and my mistake to not asking brian to shift quick enough...sorry brothers, made you all get shouted for nothing...

hMMmm...another blow, Miss Wee said i've done very badly for Chem this time...haiz...it must be really bad! She emphasised my name..."MElVIn! You'd done very badly this time, what happened to you?"..alright, don't ask me how badly i've done..haven't got the paper yet... It's not the grade i'm worried...it's because i stayed late night plus afternoon to go through my tys...but, it didn't help much...i could meet the standard of the tys, but why not miss wee's test?! Must be true that o'levels standard are lower...haix...must really work hard le...jiA you MeL! =)

=) ok..got some plans later on, shan't come online after 10 tonite...sister's using...hahaz..toO badz~! cYaz~!

Thanks!

I'm so thankful, so thankful for my friends around! They did not leave me alone! I'm so glad...they didn't ignore me or left me out...i just can't describe it! Thanks so much!

I'm sure if i'm still in my primary so-called "Em1 class", I'm sure i would long have been left out...and they sure will ignore me de lor! If not..the other way round...they'll be happily discussing their points. Whereas those who didn't meet the standard, will again be despised..hate those time! Also...when you console those who get bad marks, you'll be shouted you know!?!

"what do you know~!! Don't know don't talk!" will be the reply..sad eh? but...dn worry la, not all like that! =D soMe were really great!!

just like this year...especially xy, meng, clarence, zac, alvin, brain and Darren etc....they didn't over-react or anything lor! Even congratulated me...if i have that situation in p.sch arh...i'll be a happy manz! I'm so glad and contented..

however, i'm still feeling bad...i don't know how to console or talk to those who didn't meet their expectation. I'm really afraid that any word that i say may be bad and..wRoNG!! So, very scared to console them...in addition, xiao ye advise the best is to leave them alone to think...hahaz, hope it helped? yeapz...

k la...i think i better shut up le..just went cycling with brian, meng and clarence. So cooling yea? but..so lonely..haiYo~ k la...go rest le, cya guys tmr at 8am!!

English Oral

OmG!! Today's the English Oral...shit shit shit~ what happened? you want to know..i shall tell you!!

daRnz! i got stumped during the conversation when the examiner just shut me up 2 times with questions!! Argh! Is that the way the oral go???

okayz..b4 it's my turn, i remembered what the presenter told us about seeing the examiners as good ppl, they wants to help you..i diD!! I imagined them being so kind to us and giving us the marks we would like. However...my imagination paralysed as i spoke to them! They...S**kS!! But, lucky mine was still ok, just stumped me with questions...the other table was worse! The examiner so slack..*phEwz...

Then, back to me..everything was fine, just that my reading was slighty fast and 'nervous' in the first part...but it recovered and everything went well UNTIL! the conversation! Arghz!!out of all the questions in the world..why this 2!?!?! I've thought of all kinds of 'impossible' questions...but,why abt careers!?!? OmG!!

ok, i've thought of careers questions b4...about my ambition, what's so good about job..but their questions was like..."what courses would you like to take up in college or furthur institutes" and..."do you agree that there's different kind of people that suits different kind of job"

First question..i'm quite confident..I talked abt my target that i've longed for...the Business course, accountancy. I mentioned about money makes my eyes wide, i don't like research all those ( have to lie your way out wadz..) then, i kept bull-shitting about money often come from business making...until she asked..."Is money the only~ motivation that makes you want to get into the course" ok, i was shocked by her question...i maintained my confident look and replied 3! seconds later..."well...yes~! but there's other! when we talk abt business, we mean partnership...i love working with ppl..."etc etc...

phew...that was close! i nearly died! then comes the next question. Darn...i was so confused by that question!! Different kinds of ppl, different kinds of job...of course there is...so, i gave example abt "some ppl were borned with good body-build, so...they will be suited to do rough work, not those office and white-collar jobs.." then she went again.."so you mean the body build is the only factor for choosing a job?" shit...they asked me twice the same kind of qns!! i turned arnd and replied, in quite an annoying manner though. "Well, not all...some have talents for this this this...whereas some depends on interest" haiz...that's shit~ I'm not repeating that anymore! Thank god it's over now!! muahahahaz~

ok la...back home already, just knew this morn' that we're only getting back our MT results tmr...am i prepared? to see the C 5/6 i'm going to get? haix...not much confidence thought...let's see tmr...that's all! Good luck everyoNez!! =)

SBG

Hey hEY~!! Guess where i went today?? hehez..i didn't expect it as well..i went to Singapore Botanical GardenS!! hehez...funNy hor? how come suddenly go such a place? Reason is beacause my leg's still hurt and wanna go sight-seeing, the 'Evolution Garden.' Remember that time during assembly, we had 2 speakers from SBG? (one of which was Mdm su's ex-classmate) They mentioned about the Evolution garden rite? what trees with scales, what 'one-cell' plants..hahAz, so went to check it up yesterday! =)

hehex...Long bus trip, but ok la...finally reached there! Stupid me, didn't know where to alight, so i think i alighted 2 stops away...long way to the entrance!! pHewz...Even inside also sweating sia!! I was utterly wet manz, not because it rain but i really perspire...scary hor? indEed~

then after checking it up..then go back bedok lor(bus 7 mahz) then...hehex..go macdonald, "mixing coke with Milo"...woahz, that was like the 1st time out of soOoo long when i finally drank Coke?? hahaz...kinda missed it manz~ =P Lucky no stomachache arhz...=P

Bedok library was quite neat eh? I don't know...i stiLl think it has a better and yet simpler library as compared to others (national, tamp, Pr)...remembering that time when we took the thumb's up course together with darren and ho yin..hahAz...took so long to find a librarian and ask the location of the auditorium~ =P

Stayed there till it nearly closes...then, then...like this lor...returned home~

Btw...have you ever wondered, does your parents apologise to you b4? Well, i never did except for sometimes when she mistook some words and i explained to her, she'll say sorry..other than that...she never does! I've never heard 'sorry' from my dad yet!=) Actually, i did thought about it b4...why wouldn't they? hmMm..long story yea. 1stly, they seen you grow up, of course they have this thinking that you're younger, and you shld listen to me, why bother apologising to you...

2ndly, they want their 'face', their dignity! Why would they want to make themself feel bad right? so...very seldom parents will apologise =)

3rdly....maybe because i'm really the one at fault?

hahaz..ok la, I know i'm naggy..but..that what i always tell myself mahz~ so, you get what i mean le mahz? Not say, they isn't wrong la...but, they'll never think they're wrong, instead...to solve this, we have to sacrifice, be the humble ones! This way, they may in turn be the guilty ones instead you know?

ok la...i know i know..i shut up k?? ziPz*! hehez... Tmr's english Oral!! good luck~!!

Sport's Day

Alright, the national day celebration cum Sports day today~ how fun! And i meant, "fun~" hahaz...so boRing!! I neaRly rotted to death, didn't you?

Ok...woke up early in the morning..met zhi yong at my bus stop, then was supposed to meet xiao ye in the bus later on. Who knew the bus was so full that we cannot even squeeZe, so hafta take the bus behind (81). Took it to interchange then walked..."laTe!" saw Mrs Yoong shouting for us to rush front.

Sat there for like..2+ hours just to see the runners complete the track. Nothing better to do...so, talk lor? talk talk talk~ then joined the first-aid post later on. (the next batch is really...oMg~) hahaz...i'm trying not to think bout' it! =P

Yay!! Getting Mt result on Thurs! finally..all the waiting..either i'm taking again or not!! At one go...who cares whether i'm doing well or not...just don't keep me from all those suspense can le...i hate these kinds of mental tortures lor!! Waited so long just to get the results...grh~

Ok..after the celebration, went out for a short "dispute", a disagreement actually...all very disorganised. So, in the end...5 remained watching movie and the others (me, clarence +++ ) went home...so...bo liao, that the first thing i reached home was to push everything on my bed to the floOr and *bOom*... ...zZz zZz... hehez...such nice slp lor!!

that's about all? Before that..now's 9th aug le... so...

HaPpY 40th BiRtHdAy SingApoRe!!!

Hope Singapore can be forever peaceful and a nice country to stay in..FOREVER!!!

-MmX-

City Harvest can watch NC 16 already!! CongratZ~

hehez...went to City harvest's service today, as well as their 16 anniversary celebration. It was held in the Indoor stadium...just by looking at their long queue..that would have killed your mood to enter the stadium lor...Clarence made it worse by.."there's over 20,000 people from city harvest, not counting their friends.." i was like...'fainting'? ..regretted going...wanna go home, wanna go home! The blazing sun was not helping at all lor!

Fortunately, we need not queue that long, it commenced shortly after we queued. The queue advanced quite quickly too. Btw..we = Clarence, Eileen(5n1), clarence's cell group members and me! Finding a seat also got problem..and thanks to the "efficient" ushers that led us to south section...to watch nothing but backstage. There wasn't even any screen to show us the front lor!! stupid!

Throughout the whole event, it was just standing, sitting, standing...so sick and tired of it! What's worse..i ain't Christian! I don't understand what they praying, talking, singing about! Nvm...just forget it~!

hehez...after that, sort of lied to Clarence...very guilty lor! hahaz..see...i so good, confessed myself lehz. Come to think about it...i just realised quite recently..he's my friend for 10 whole years lehz!! See...such a long-lasting didi~! You all don't know rite? And out of these 10 years...we were in the same class for 6 years! cool eh?

ok..what's after the celebration? I seperated from clarence's cell grp members...then left for somewhere else...Quite a rush manz~ So hot...ewLz*..but, it's worth it la...then..return to NLB. hahz..not for long..then off we go!! heez~

where? to Willy Wonka's factory!! hehe...started quite late la...but, i must say..VERY CUTE!!!!!!!! hahAHaHaz~!! Then, what's next? Public transport rAwkz~ hehez...I didn't knew from Bishan to Pasir Ris for bus 53 very fast lehz! How come arhz?? It used to be draggy mahz..is there a change of route?? I don't know...the surrounding very dark, so didn't get to see it clearly~ When reaching home that time..omg!! I just can't describe how wonderful it was...hehez...Reached my own home...first thing i grabbed was my diary and wrote it all down!! kekex...so unbelievable manz! Thanks * so much for letting me realise something...hehez...i'm over the moon!! la la la~!! Can't wait to tell everyboDy bout' that...but....NO~! hehez...just me me and me! heez...k la...tired le...SleEpz!! nite~

-MmX-

HmMmM~

hmMm..suddenly felt my blog so cold hoR...izzit because 7th month le...so abit creEpy?? hahaz..

yAy!! yesterday was beginning of 7th month!!woOohoo~!...???why am i so happy arh??? -_-''can see things is it?? hehez...or get the air polLuted by all those incense paper's smoke?? aiyah..stiLl must show respect mahz...so...the smoke is..er...healThY~! hahaz...-_-''' ''' '''

okok...i'm so...dNnoe what to dO!! we're getting our MT results on either Thurs or Friday..how hoW?!? What if it's on thursday...my English oral leh~ will it demoralise me?? omg omg...what if i score very well, and on the other hand..what if i got utterly Bad!! aRGH!?! I so hoped that day doN't coMe! NEvER!! hahaz...die liao, i'm so freaked out now...*relax, relax* hu..xi...hu xi......hu...hU...hu*choke choke*

okok...today so sway..i twisted my knee(old injury) today..it seemed to made it worse! so stupid...can't my leg just recover? Grh!!wait for few days then...hmMmm...

yAYz!! Got speaker for my computer already...i can hear!! =P Songs that i'd waited so long to listen..hehez...but, so sad..now it's Clarence's and Zhi yong's com's turn...*'s one too!! hahaz...so strange hor? Computer down'ing seasoN!!

hehez.... let's pray for these torturous 3 months to pass faster...pray pray prayz...Faster and successfully!! =)!

-MmX-

"Secrets to Oral"

woah ho...amazing yea? just one more week from now, i'm going to face another 2 examiner for my O'levels English oral...fast eh? Just after National day, have to do this already...omg! hahAz...what's worse...we're taking our mt results soon...around the 2nd - 3rd week this monTh... Whether to retake, i'll see...most likely is need...i don't think i did well yea? EspecialLy that stupid oRal!! hahaz..

Well..i don't know why, but i'm getting sleepy nowadays in clasS!Why why?? even sweets can't help...why arh?? even mornings..i have difficulty waking up!! hahaz...yesterday was so late that Alvin waitied 15 for nth! kekex...yalor, maybe dream too sweet le

Stupid Darren, keep asking why today...hahaz...until i finally used 'finished' technique..." One more 'why' and i'm not telling you anything! "...not very useful...but it did work to a certain point of timE! hehEz~

After consultation...we went for a 'lecture', named "secrets to Oral"...i thought was another local, useless course..lucky i went to check it out...it's a "Singlish Ang moh!" hahaz..So lucky..his presentation was great! It seems to me that i'm more interested in his presentation then his content! (cause' i've been listening to the same old styles that they're teaching - Nothing New. ) hehez..so cute sia~ cannot stoP laughing...come to think of it now..reallY humorous lehz! kekex...got the paper clip one..and the "mY turn! my tuRN!" joke...keke...can la, quite enjoyable!

then..next...early in the morning..reached the classroom, the first thing was to see Sva crews gathered together..so i joined up later...It was about the dates we had left for the entire filming. In all, minusing grad'nite and weekends..we had the whole 12 days to clear up! lOoks like we're gonna stay in school for 2 weeks agaiN! hahaz! can't wait...not for the grad nite, but 4 the stayover~ heEz~!!

yeapz...that's abt all..gtg! Cyaz~

-MmX-

NationAl day~

WahAhaz~ It's a whole new month...August it is, it's gonna be the National day's month!! hehez...you know what? This year's ndp parade (school's) it's so..omg!! hahaz..only one pathetic squad...new idea it is, but..it suckS!! i still prefer the old one!! hehez...got every contingent and GOH!! =P

Well...sports day will be on the same daY with National day eve...then, we already had our heats last fri...BAD!! stupiD..because Clarence, Alvin, Zhi Yong, Zach and i went to try out in Meridian Jc. HAhaz...so stupid hor, zach and philip were runners, nvm..they're used to it...Clarence nxt day, muscle strain, whereas Alvin and me...hahaz...the next next day! cannot move our leGs lor!! So stupid! We went to mjc on wed. I jogged frm my house...so didn't brg ez-link card...then..met up with them there.

then..reached there already, jogged a few rounds...then they carried on with the sprintings...ahaz..including me! so fun...run run run, sprint sprint sprint...kekex, so long nv run till so shuang le!! Then...very tired already...until when we were walking hm, my leg got the 'cramp' feeling again...hahaz!! bad sign!

so...the next day...i found it weird, usually when you absent yourself from these kinds of training, and suddenly you do that again, you'll feel that kind of muscle aches. However, Alvin and I felt nth wrong while clarence was complaining abt the pain. Unfortunately, the next day when i met up with Alvin...he started a qn..."eh Mel, your leg ok mah?" then i.. "HAHA!! same!! i thought you don't have, didn't ask..mei xiang dao...same time manz!!" hahaz...the thing is..it's more painfuL!! hahaz..i even had problem sitting doWn! Darn~

ok..after that got the heats. I'm only a reserve...but then, shi ming and taufiq backed out...so, don't want to see ho yin disappointed, i decided to contribute my effort, then xiao yong volunteered to be the starter of our relay.Hahaz..bad start according to Ali...then, Ali 2nd runner and 3rd me! Why isn't it 4 x 200m?? We'd been at the back since start...so, when it's ali turn, he brought the pace up again, but...maintained...then my turn! I grabbed the baton...off I went, when i found out.." OUCH!! mY leg!!" but...nope, i overcame it...and sprint all i could...no prob manz! i ran...and already caught up with 2 beside me one I saw them dropping in speed...muahahaz...then i looked front.."shit! Ho yin!?! so fast?? i still haven't overtake yet!!" darn..just a few more steps to overtake,but had to pass the baton, it's kinda slowed down...then..ho yin tooK the last sprint...stiLl..we lost, the other's last sprinter was faster...

shit manz..we were close!! if that's 200m sprint..i make sure I had overtaken that 2!! wasted...nvm..it's oveR! hahaz... Other than ali's 400(1st), we didn't get much then..so...ho yin and gang were looking forward for the Field event! wish them gooD luck yea? hehez...

ok...after the sports day..my leg already cannot make it...still I ran to school, and ran to bus stop again. What's worse...there's still training at Starlight...OmG!! My leg was already like sending a signal..."plEase stOP!"

nope...no luck for me, when i reached there.." lai lai lai, pao 20 quans.."
Me: " huh? not 10 mehz??"
Cap: "nope, today special...20..."
wah lao~ yeapz...8th round, my leg disobeyed...so paused and do some 'painful stretches'...hahaz..back to normal~ run and catch up with them. When they were at 16th round, i'm still a 10.... "Stretch = 6 rounds!!"

hahaz...not enough, still got layups, alleys, passing...worsestill! the "daily basis"!! heLL!! Shuttle run, push-ups, crunches, star jump, jumping jacks, the 'kallang wave' thingy...wah lAo~!! buay tahan manz! after the training..shaGgEd!!lucky after that is 3 on 3...can play again..though leg's pain..i seemed to forget and woAh~ thrAshed others!! muahahAH!! eViLz~

Next day...hehe..morn play bb with xiao ye they all...leg's still pain, but i forget abt the pain once playing the orange ball! kekex..reached home..wah..leg really cannot take it already, so i didn't turn up for the match lor, my mother reprimanded me as well, so...absent for that match..and, they won 3 pts though! =) that nite...went for wedding dinner with my lao pa...hehex..so simple, 1st time see 2 wedding ceremonies in the same restaurant. hahaz...then, stucked on the phone later on..hehEz!!

Sunday...hmmMm, training again lor...*for god sake, my leg's stilL complaining!! hahaz...then..went bugis and bla bla bla~ ~

ok lor, monday back to sch..nth special la...today as welL...but the pledge was led by some..."newbie" hehez...neEd ppl to company on stage one..shame shame...HahAz~!! jkjK!!

k lar...tt's abt all...and b4 i end must apologise 1st...

*P.S: SOrRy la DarrEn!! xia chi bu gan le...k?? Bu yao zhE me "small gas" la..k? The most, next time i ask qian bian wen da ti, i tell you answer 1st lor...k?? deal arh! ;)

-MmX-

Nat day~

Unfair!!

grh..why can't the world be...fair!?! What's wrong with daughter in the family?? haix... sometimes i just hate the idea of old tradition about son more impt...what's so bad about girls?!?! No girls, how to have boYs!?! haiz...

can anyone tell me how you solve all these things? I'm beginning to have wrong mindsets sooN~

whY!?!

haiz...why did I do that?? WHY!?! I waNt to turn back time, to as early as poSsiBLe!! I didn't want it this way, why did i have to choose it this way...stuPid Melvin!!! why..WHY!!!

I just hate myself...why can't i just do and follow what i'm thinking sometimes? Only to regret so much more after it is over?? DarN!! Blame who? No one else!! Can't I just understand? If my surrounding is dark, it's me who didn't on the lights! If my fish died, it's me who didn't took care of it! If I didn't got what i want, it's ME who didn't work for it..get it Mel!!! ...It's not the short circuit, it's not the bad water condition, it's not the others that's in fault..it's yoU You YOU(me!)!!! so, if you (me) got any scolding...you deserve it!!

sigh, pretty pointless now~ stupid Melvin!! No one can save you anymore... ...

Sorry everybody...just realised something about myself...learnt a pretty important lesson today~ that's good isn't it? Yeapz...it is! =)

-MmX-

NOT ME!!!

Grh..tell you something, i really hate who i am in schoOl today!! I really hate myself whenever i felt myself that way! It's something i cannot explain also...It's a feeling where i can't be bothered with anything! I'll feel that something is awfully wrong, but just can't find out what's that! It really irritates me, I'll lost my smile and..."me!" I'll start to avoid my group of brothers, just wish they don't come near me...because, i'm really afraid i will do something nasty to them! I never want to do that to hurt them k! I really hate my "this" self!!!

What happened? let's take today for example...i shouted at Shi Ming and even some 'nasty-words' followed too....That's really not me!!! It's my the other self whenever i got this 'strange' mood! It's not as if i have Pms? I'm a guy! My sincere apologies, brothers...especially Shi Ming...when i shouted, i couldn't control myself then...Just thinking bout' it makes me fuMe!! Stupid MelviN!!

Nvm la...forget it...just hate my this self jiu dui le...So, take note...whenever you see my face got change or seem uninterested in anything...make sure you check how i reply 1st...if you find it's "not-me" right, just avoid...i don't want to get any of you bad...Shi Ming already kenna liao...i don't want any1 next...ok??? and...don't worry...i don't that way everytime la...hahaz...i also don't know why i felt like that today...this seldom happen to me too...don't worry k..what's more, after some long time of "self-argument" with this "other self" of mine, i'll feel better, and return to mE!! =)

k la...just hope you guys understand k? Thanks lotz...(stiLl wondering why i felt this way today too, what's the things that's "missing") hehez...nvm la...i'm back~ =P!!

-MmX-

Nat. Library~

well~ i just found out that the NLB had opened since 2 days ago.. hahaz...i didN't knew about it, Worsestill, it is loacated at a place where i go everyweek and i didn't notice it!! Stupid yea? I still thought "who so stupid go and build such a huge Structure, and right in a place where it seems to be quite 'difficult to locate"...now i know, the government and a place where it's supposed to be used by many!

Hahaz...very sad leh, to think i was 'extorted' by 2 girls yesterday who looks like nothing but Ah lians~!! Where got pPl ask for donations dressed up until like go gala like tt!! haiyo~ Still act pity, speak soft soft...*eWlz* 2 of them somemore! No license, no logo, no nothing! Just a stupid pink clipboard and some sort of a namelist?? I saw only 3-4 names?? then..all donated $10? omg!! Then, when the other gal found out tt i "hao qi fu", she also approached me...now, 2 on 1~ wth!

I even tooK off my earphone to listen lehz...so...they talk talk talk, until finally they asked..."Ke yi juan $5 ma?" actually i already suspect since i 1st saw them already...but, k la k la, since my mood not bad, i woudn't care less what they are up to... When they were explaining i took out my wallet and look for some cash... During explanation, I heard mumbling...but when i say "$2...na!", they immediately change volume liaoz.."wah lao~ $2 bu gou la? ren jia zhi sao juan $5 lehz!" grh...my mind was like: I'm not working, got donate $2 not bad already lor...nvm la..."hao ren zhuo dao di", so i took out my wallet again...but this got me soOo disgusted! The second girl came beside me now...i opened my wallet, then she go peek!! *Disgusting! idiotic!! Freak!! grh..i was so mad! Inside got so many private things and can't she just...*EXCUSE ME!!* Grh!! what's more, she looked and went..."theRe!! got $10!" Next, you know what? She reached for the $10 notes and pulled it out, lucky i turn my wallet away, and gave them a $5 note instead!! *that $10 was for something else much important than this, you @#$%^!! - hehez..that was what went through my mind that moment!*

After that, i gave them the money, they just turned and walked away...i was still standing there in the middle of the walk-way and like.." huh? aren't you gonna give me sth in return? a flag? a receipt? or at least a "thank-you" for goodness sakE!! ok, i turned myself to fate..."i'm really 'lucky' yea?" so...as i continued walking and returning the earphones to my ear i was repeating, meditating and chanting to myself..."forgive and forget, forgive and forget, forgive and forget... ... ..." Well, Melvin, you must be toO nice a guy! or should i say...foLly enough to believe someone you don't even know at all! hahaz...Fate, fate~

nvm la, shouldn't judge books by its cover right? who knows they are really helping those orphans out (according to what they said) hahaz..if that's true then my $5 should be worth it...
k la...back to schoOl already, so sleepy for a monday! hahaz...niteX everybody!!

Physics~ NooOOo~!!!

omg...i hate this afterNooN!! Yeap, it is our phsics practice paper...and, i forgot all my formulas last minute!! That shouldn't be the case!! i went to study descriptions, and explanation...kAoz...don't know whether to cry or laugh lor!! Hate myself~ well..cannot turn back time liaoz!! sobz soBz~

i think, today..as long as it's b4 and during sch..i just find it very sway for me la...
1st - Nearly overslept
2nd - Brushed too hard tt when i spit out the tooThpaste, it's fresh red!
3rd - Stayed in toilet too long, i think i was 5 minutes late for my usual procedure
4th (and which i hated MOST!!) - the damn bus was full + late!
5th - Met alvin late...
6th - Almost slept in class...
7th - Didn't stick the IN newspaper to jotterbk (last min)
8th - Got sort of 'said' by Ms ng...
skip...
14th - I foRgot my formuLaz!! booO hoOO! greatest regret!! studied all wrong de~

k la..think positive...at least, it was much better off after sch when i left tt stupid compound?? hahaz...not very wonderful, still better than b4 tt!! grh...

hehez...oh shit!! i'm feelind the itch in my hands again!! they're tingling!! kekex..BB tomorrow(today)!! what more?? i may receive a call tmr(today)!!! hehez... a wonderfuL call!! kekez... can't wait for tmr...bb! bb! BB!!! So gonna thrash others tmr(today)!! muahahAHz!! here i come!! P.O.X!!!

okok...don't want to say liaoz..so tired...hahaz....may recieve *unusual testimonial for some ppl~ beware!!* hehez...=P the enDz!

-MmX-

Pe? no more...

Wah lao!! I'm sure the 11 of us would agree with this!! Why can't you spare a thought for us!!! We're still Students!! we still need fun! In fact, we need MORE time!! Can't you just squeeze in two small periods in the time-table?? Who care's about the ministry? It's not as if the ministry will prevent us from learning? omG!!

Grh!! talking bout it makes me F.U.M.E!!We will no longer have P.E! Instead, they're substituting morning jog with the fitnesS club students for our 'fun-to-be' lessons!! It's not as if you can play with your beloved classmates for just that 1 hour?? Jog?? haiz...it's not that bad though, it's just the pe that we can't participate!! grh...stupid sch! (oOpx~! =X) okok, i know...just few more weeks then we no need care bout's this anymore rite?? fine, fine..i'm not gonna care bout those laughter and joy in the foyer/quadrangle yea? ...FnF!! haiz... watta do, extra subject? extra sacrfice~

Another sad thing, Ms wee was replaced by Mrs Yoong. I thought change teacher already (the new relief teacher), but then...no change...wah lao~!! It's not that i'm complaining about her meaningful teaching method was not useful, it's just her character i detests so much!! whole class would agree to that! E.g: During one specific lesson, she was SO kind to us, so good...and that's her 1st day... 2nd day? total change!! she shouted at us (unreasonably), take for darren who just sat on the table while discussing our mind-map, she just came in and gave darren a piece of her mind. It's true tt darren was wrong, but...we wasn't told in the 1st place!? She shouted at him! Xiao ye was also not spared...3 of us explained to her already, she chosed to turn him down...wth! nvm la...we knew it's her "...", but...haix...tell ya sth..i'm beginNing to miss MisS wee!! bOo hoO!! i told Honkey this, his eyes widened and hugged me!! (GAY!!) then he say.."S.A.M.E!!boo hOo" kekex...poor us~

okok, forget that...Physics tomorrow...i think the physics lesson would be the best among the other 2! Instead of changing teacher and removed lessons, we had Mr Dawood to assist Mr Azzam in handling our class! We also had more lesson than before! that's the besT!!

NExt...hehez...got back 2 tests again!! I'm so satisfied with both marks, however, i know i can improved more on one of them...I got b3 for that! i should have gotten better, but i left that section out during revision...if not! i could have gotten 2 more marks...A1!! (stupid jovina, got 2 more marks then me, then skipped 1 grade of mine! (me 22/32-b3, she 24/32-a1!) hahaz...sWayz!! The other test was P.O.A! Grh..i didn't put the posittion of the particulars in order! because of tt..i lost 1.5 marks! if not..i would have gotten fulL!! Nvm...cannot be complacent...what i have is what i deserved, is enough for me! =)

haiyo...now reaching home quite late lez...afraid that i cannot pei my family members lor...how? haiz...lucky they don't reach home tt early oso..phEw...felt so guilty about leaving my parents behind while i had fun outside...grh, hate this feeling!! When they're off frm work, i'm either in sch or got a date or meeting, otherwise i'm free to stay at home and they got last min work...how sad!! nvm la...i understand..it's partly my fault oso...( why am i mentioning this? because i 4got my father took off today, and i returned hm frm sch late...due to 'after consultation' work...)

k la k la, getting long on my post...gtg!! byez~!!

-MmX-

I finalLy got iT!! Don't laugh la~ =P

mUahAhaz!!! Finally! I'm so contented today, hehez...i finally understood about the "Nutrition in Mammals" ( a chapter that have been thought last year 1st semester...sloW hor? =P well, at least i'm glad i knew it now then later? =P=P!! okok, let me revise...it is... ...

Proteins (proteases) -> Polypeptides
Polypeptides (trypsin) -> Amino acids
Amino acids (toxicated) -> Urea (non-toxic)

hehehEz...so proud of myself! i'm starting to get the hang of it! hopE it's not toO late still?? However, i still find my only hatred+weakness! Essay questions!! i hate it soOoOoo mUch!! haiz...watta do, if only i can just answer these questions in point form? haiyo...hate describing things, especially experiments. that's why i love it so much when teacher says, " you can draw a diagram to show the answer..." hehEHez~!! =P

well, timetable's changed? however, i had not take it down yet, hope it's not starting from tomorrow onwards right??

hehez...so eviL, made someone shouted/screamed today!! thanks to brian, ho yin and me!! Anybody like "xiao qiang?" or should i say, cockroach? ho ho ho~! pass pass pass, eventually to Brian who showed it in front of jovina and then..." AHHH~!!" kekex, she was actually dodging from ho yin and me, coz she thought we were holding on to it, who knew, she chose to stand beside Brian and...taa da~!

hMm...mdm Su not in school today, did the worksheet on Nutrition...see! thanks to that i learnt so much things today! (tt i didn't got it in the past) then, return to consultation, not really to have peace and quiet but to laugh my heads out! i reallY cannot tahan his jokes leh!! he always can think of anything and anytime..and i mean, anything and anytime!! seriOus!! very cute onez!! sure laugh till buay tahan de~! hahaz!! *tetris!!!*

oh yah!! found out i appeared in 3 so-called big photo in one page of the sch magazine lor!! so pai seh!! One is S.V.A ( took in library), one is Harnessing youth award (outside hall, road to Dnt studio) and school's recruitment drive last yr's december, in bio lab when i was explaining some bio stuff to some primary school students! so pai seh!! i was explaining to them until i sweat, and they go put it in the mag!! omg!! the perspiration was so obvious lor!! so pai seh!! i hate the euditor! grh..somemore mdm su was behind me...hahaz....she so blur! Remembering then, she nearly confused me that time...i explained correctly, then she said i was wrong...hahaz!! then she pai seh...kekex~!! *Crickets were fun!*

hMmM...conclusion for today i learnt more new things today! EurekA~! kekex...continue Melvin, continue!! ; )

Christian?

Alright guys...today was some sort "boring"? lucky got the evening to spur me on! =D

Saturday morning, as usual...basketball with same old friends! Unfortunately...the weather brought us down...as it got heavier, we had to stop the 5 on 5...how sad! Heez~ I didn't knew i could score that good then? MuAhahaz~! Btw, i've learnt sth today!! hoHohO~! I'm so cleveR!! kekex...*bhb*

okok...back to topic, kaoz...didn't know vincent's new home was so great...swimming pool, recreation lounge, "special" facilities and even steam rooM! how coOlz~ must go and try it out after El oral in August~...Got that guys? let's get some fun then! hehez...provided if Vincent allow la...=) Then alvin and zhi yong...so stubBorn onez...tolD them their outfit is unacceptable for the swimming pool already, they refused to listen...haiyoZ...in the end kennA chased out~ how saD!! hahaz...then...tt's all lor, me, kai xiong and ho yin left earlier...my, i was really tired!! tak bolEk tahan!!!

reached home, first thing go finish my geog~ so many things to write - and i hate that! afteR that, got some sleepy spells then slp lor...I DID set the loUD lOud alarm! Stupid me go pressed it, and i slept on... stilL in my sweet dreams until... ..."Bin arh! What you wanna have for dinner? it's 5+ already...i need to prepare..." wah lao!! i actually jumped up from my bed mAn!! kekex...from sleepy to "shocked?" i overslept!! hahaz...my grandma was shocked by my actions...kekex...so cute~ =P imMediately rushed to bathe...prepare myself...go 'da ban da ban' then...ofF i went...stiLl, can't catch up...stupid me...i was late~ indeEd late...you can't just rely on puBlic transport sometimes...not even taxis!

yeap...then entered the church(darn~ i took the entire travel time to ponder about the destination...where the helL am i walking aimlessly!?!) hahaz...then explored here, explored there...until 'someone' tell me it was 2 stops after tjc~ omg, that sure helpeD! (did you know what was the previous clue? - "take bus 12, after it turn...look for a red+white chimney") omg~ can you ever locate a red and white chimney on a moving vehicle?? what's more...the bus turned a total of 7 times!! hahaz...i'm so lucky!! phEw - I didn't lost my way~

reached! only to be surroUnded by so-called "holy spirits" i just don't get it~ you'lL feel somewhat uneasy when you're like visiting church? i don't feel comfortable...ewl, hate tt feeling! nvm...got used and listened to a speaker...welL, he's indeed a good speaker~ i like to hear him talk and present himself! so cool...humorous, serious, meaningful...he's really iNteresting! still, to the end...he wanted more ppl to "follow the god"...i told myself as those people who wanted to convert walked out of the room..."do they really want to?" coz...their face was like, being "forced"? aiyah..i don't know la...comPlicated~!!!

then...go hoMe lor...hehez...Although public transports are unreliable...i still must say, i like to take buses! hehex..=) la la la~! *whistle*

k la k la, abit toO long..btw...can you guYs tag sth about the ongoing nkF news?? I realLy wanna noe hOw you guys felt abt that incident...can??? pLeasE do so!! thanks!! The enDz~!

-MmX-

Mt Listening Compre~

hey hey~ today's the 15/07~! according to my time-table, it's the O'levels Mt Listening compre..interesting yea? hMmm...i hope it's ok? it was broadcasted through radio~ fm 92.4 i think? The papers start at 3pm, and they wanted us to report at 2.20 for god's sake! haiyo..sat in my class for 40 minutes, doing nth!! coOl eh? BorinG!! just played with my beloved mech. pencil~! hehez...=P

hmMm...true, the 'stress / nervousness' was there the first 10 mins...but, as time went by...all seEmed to have relax? we even talked! hahaz...then the CE came, a strong-build guy...he spoke so deeply...toO 'man' liao...kekex, when he came in, the class so quiet~ only hear the rain and the fan, cooL eh?

ok la...the texts, shld be 'nt so diff', it's just the mcq choices that was like...tricky? hehex...

okok..what's b4...sth i'm reallY mad at...they changed the time-table?? NO!! they didn't even touched our class one, even though we needed a change badly!! There's no bio class in both the previous and present time-table!! it's really getting the bio class on the nerve! Stupid managment!! nvm nvm..fnf fnf!! =)

wah lao...i just realised that teachers can change too!one teacher of ours were talking to us so nicely just few days b4...and today she's shouting at some of us like nobody's business...real bad eh...lucky i'm safe~ if not...i don't think i'm gonna enjoy her lessoN that much afterall? hahaz..true eh? but...back to point, her teaching's really not bad..cannot defy that...=), stiLl waiting for Ms Wee!!! hehez...now the class is beginning to miss her already!! hahaz...see, that's wat happen when you got good and cute teachers!

hehez...yesterday, we helped decorate the bio lab, with...bugs and eyeballs! hahaz...cute eh! i put those eye-balls...so cuTE!! especially when they bounced! i played it on the tables...so fuN!!mdm suriati oso follOwed...haHaz!! then, got someone saboh yun ru, put a cockroach into her bag...then she screamed, even to the point of tears flowing...hahaz...so much fuN!!

back to today...gRh!! hate myself...always being slOw!! but...come to think of it..i think i made the right choIce! don't regret Melvin~! it's a good joB well done!! (hehez..praising myself)...

oh yah, btw...i've decided to change my blogskin, i've been fixing it for long, b4 my previous com broke dwn...hahaz...please don't mind if it's badly done? hahaz...that's all~!!

-MmX-

Computer's recovered!!!

HeY Hey everyone! I'm back after so long!! Finally...i'm seeing the yahoo page in my house again after such a long period!! hahaz!! so happy!!

okay, quite a big price to pay la...got myself a new dsktop, not toO bad afterall...quite good oso, got myself a faster internet as well...=) however, something's still missing...no sound yet, haven't install the sound-card i think, so i just transfer to my old com to listen lor...

Omg! Jay's song is so nice!! "piao yi"...kekex..we change some parts! " De piao, de piao, dou fu lan diao~!" hahahaz!!

ok...today's the first monday since the timetable changed...well, with addition of consultation...CoLDz!! quite surprise lehz...didn't know sch library provide 'hot chocolate'...hahaz...can say me swaku la...but i remembered teachers saying no sweet drinks or food outside canteen mahz, what more the library? nvm la...their idea oso, next time i purposely go spill one cup on the books, let's see whether they'll ban it or not! =P la la la~ who's with me? =P

alright...my days are pretty good, thanks to everyone around me! so fortunate~! hehez..esp when my com's back! just needa change the keyboard and mouse(quite old ones) ...which to chooSe neh? hmMmmm

k la k la, nth much anyway...wiLl blog soon~! cya pEepz and thanks for watching! ;-)
-MmX-

SvA camp #02

muAHahahAz!! Though no com to go online nowadays, but hey...i'm using sch's com!! kekex...we're slping in the com lab again, hehez...2nd time now, gonna get frozE to death~ woah!!

hehez...so glAd, gu zheng's having camp as well yea? hehez!! at least can feel that *'s somewhere near~ "P hehez...cheEkY chEeky!! (hehez..SOMEONE ELSE IN MY TEAM AS WELL~ RIGHT DARREN~?!?!?!?! heheZ!!) la la la~

yalar yalar, sad day today sia, zach had his beloved watch smashed and brian got his ankle really swoLlen!! bad bad really bad eh? haiYO...but, lucky we brought him to the clinic near west plaza! woAhz, it's sure very tiring man, piggy backing brian on the back! hehez...so glad you're better if you tell me that! =) i'd complained all day long for my cousin's journey sia...IMM all the way you noe!! hahaZ! (she's heavy!) heez..k la, then had dinner at KOufu... brian, nice seat yea? =P!

hmMM..tt shld be all la...thanks for reading the blog once again~ cya!!

-MmX-

BaD nEwz~!!

ARGH!! bad Bad Bad!! Ladies and gentlemen, i'm going to announce that my com, unfatefully had been reported 'DOWN' again!! hahaZ, well, to add on, i've just signed up for my new internet plan and i'm not using it!! grh~ stupid com! neVer trust laptops grh...hate it~

hahaz...nvm...nothing much anyway, nothing reallY happEned! =) lucky manz, it's just homework, trainings, naps, footdrilLs, lessons and bla bla bla... hAiyo..can't believe this is a sec 4 terms of 'Holiday'! haiz..i guess i'm only waiting for the year-end one~ =P

hMmm..now using sch's com, so cannoT stay toO long~ got meeting going on now~ cya pEEpz...and if you're loOking at this now..thanks for reaDIng~! =D

-MmX-

2nD day

Hahaz, you know what? the ten of us didn't get to concentrate in our lessons today sia~! hahaz...especialLy darren didi~ During Chemistry lesson he knocked out already, and i mean really knocked out! His eyes was like disobeying and you can see his head jerking both front and back (slping mahz..) hehez...i can understand la, we were really spending our nite, no morning i shld say, playing games, using computer, planning, and for my case, patrol and look after the cadets during nite walk~ woAhz...it's a killer!

Alright, sth happened today, Mr Soh came into our class and looked for those down in our group's camp and his face was sort of weird. He came to us very urgently, and even warned the other classmates not to eavesdrop and he was dead serious, cool eh? Okay, at first i thought he wanted to reprimand us for 'messing up' the whole com lab, coz we were surfing net to play pool, messing up the chairs and some even brought soccer ball to play in the lab. With the cameras installed, i thought they could checked us up or sth, that's why, i told Brian...hahaz..."we're going to get it~ kekez..."

Okay, everybody left us, Mr Soh begins...
-"Alright, everyone...Mdm norliza wants to see you all after... ..."

hahaz? Of course, everybody stopped breathing for a while, but after some discussion, we found out that it's nothing to do with us...hahaz..*chey*

Erm, it's about the student councillor's room being ransacked and badly vandalised, not sparing the Drama room which is just next to it. There were footprints and handprints left from the 4th to the drama room which eventually lead to the student councillor's room, windows were left open.

Then, Mdm norliza just wanted to check with us whether there were any suspicious man yesterday, well, i did met with some things not sure whether it was linked with this, but still unsolved under my mind! erm, tell you ppl nxt time if you all want to hear? coz, quite long, and lazy to type here...

Okayz, helped mdm su to paint the bio lab this afternoon after chem lesson. Haiz...because of the camp, i had to leave early and couldn't finish my job, wasn't able to help all the way, sorry bout' that..then, after i went home, i took a nap...who knows, i overslept!! haha...darn! rushed to sch immediately after my shower..hahaZ...

Then, i joined the campfire with the red cross, nono...'torch'fire, again...hehez..had fun, however...now then i realised, this would be my last time to lead campfire songs again...quite sad though, but we grow up one day! Like what Kwee yong said to me just now..."Hai lang hou lang tui qian lang" a phrase to describe the 'lower rank' taking over the 'senior rank'? hahaz...not very sure though, but i get what he mean la...=P

K la, quite late already, better go get some slp, sculy tmr cannot concentrate...cya guys! niteZ~

Today!!

Alright, 7th June, my beginning of Red Cross and SVA camp...or shld i say...sch overnite? hahaz...basically, just staying in sch la...but sure to tell you, not enough sleep! hahAz..

hehez...advantage! no need wake up so early to prepare, just wake up and..i'm in sch! no need to travel b4 coming to remedial..muahahahaz!! cAn finish all my things in sch~ quite fun oso...hehez...i mean, i'm not really doing much now...just enjoying myself in air con rm now? well, i'm like...an assistant of Darren? i'm like his 2nd guy...he's the main script writer whereas i'll substitute him when i think he's tired? yar, that shld be the case...hahAz...

oh yah, lemMe explain what i'm doing first, my team's down for SVA...have i explained that b4? i think i did...hmMM....yar, then i'm not actin...coz...no need, but i'm going for the Director! ho ho ho!! okok, i know darren's better...but, i'll partner with hiM!! muahahz!! we're the brains of this show whereas the shi ming and brian monkeys will be the handS!! kekex...=P=P

okok...we're stiLl planning now...not yet finished, but...starting soOn, most likely tmr? hahaz..just after our remedial!! kekex...i'm so excited...oh yah!! Darren shld be the cameraman! i would take the director!! can i? oh please darren!! can I?! PretTY preTty plz!!

k la k la..stiLl got sth on to do now..so gtg (for the time being..) so..cya guyS!! bUAiz!!

-MmX!-

not good..not good...

ARGH!!! ExACtlyZ one M.O.N.T.H!! i haven't gone onto the net for one whole month! omg...hmMm, hope it at least benefit me abt using my time more on studies? haiz...i hate this time when my com isn't around...i've SO many things to say!! ToO muCh!! but...now..i think, i better keep it to myself and my diarY? sorRy blog...kinDa guilTy...

okok...at least i'll share what's of latest? hmMmMm...got a Big Tv in my roOm now, unfortunately...cannot catch the channel of SCV!! grh...now, not only i can't go online...even watching scv have problem...argH!! Lucky i have the radio to kept me company? PhEwZ~

TitLe => Not gooD...Not GooD... hMmm, welL, i just can't get to mYself today~ haiz...very BaD! This isn't the 1st time i'm letting my brothErs down...i'm reallY guilty of that mAn! i hate myself!! how can i cheeR ppl up when i ISn't! ...=( sorry bRO...i'm realLy fine! Jz don't forget Abt the UpcomIng task...! Together with the remedial programmes, just 1 wk 3 more days to go~!

reMember!! homewoRK everybody~ don't forget to finish your whoLe lot of Hmwk!! jiA you!...well...gtg~ (using sch's com) ..waiting for my com to recover!! just few more days!! tahaN!!