Ns Approaching

As days, weeks and months passed by, I just don't seem to realise my manhood days are coming really soon. Are you guys feeling the pinch at the butt already? zzZzz...

Ok, my plan is to work till the end of August and then leave the whole of September to free myself of everything and just enjoy my last month as a boy. How does is sound? loL!

What's your plan, guys? Keep me updated yea?

Haiz...I don't want to leave ikea yet... I'm still chained with unfinished task. zzz~

full moon nights!?!

F*** SIA!! I'M SO FRIGGING EXHILARATED NOW!! WOO HOO!! CAN'T WAIT TO VERIFY THIS FACT AND SHARE IT WITH JEREMY, FRANK, SHANE, MAX AND ETC!!

YES AR!!!! 10TH MARCH!!? REALLY?! WOO HOO!!!

sorry, i think i lost control, but I can't describe this flame that re-lit again in my heart! =)

I'll go all out this time now. I've felt this very awkward feeling during those down period. Now, the game is on!

Moon

How the moon look like at 3+am from my bed.

Yea...wasn't able to convince my mind to stop brooding and sleep. Just had to look up and catch the moon with my eyes.

Jeremy once said that the moon is satanic and it's evil. Nothing good happens when it's full and round. Maybe he's right. What say you?

Horror movies' directors always choose full moon nights.

Police in Brighton, Sussex patrols more on full moon nights.

Dogs and animals bite more on full moon nights in England.

And... Werewolves were(are) revealed on full moon nights.

so, tell me more about good and sweet full moon nights.

I can't refrain from staring at it every night. Despite Jeremy's words that constantly ring inside my mind, I still think full moon nights are what made me realise I'm actually safe. The lights make me feel peaceful, in some sense.

Haiz. Moon moon moon. Why are you such a mysterious satellite. I want to get so much close to you, yet I know it's quite impossible. There's already a barrier since a long time ago before I finally realised you're actually there. I can't find those unique craters you have so easily in anywhere else. I can't find the lights you shown to me when i'm alone anywhere else. I know your light reaches to so many others but do you know I'm the one who percieves your moonlight more than I know?

Shucks. I even see moon when I pee in my toilet.

Haiz. If only moon is closer to Earth.

Game over

Shucks man... the secret have unveiled.

I'm totally devastated upon knowing the truth. Sometimes, it's better not knowing it...

Haiz... words can't describe even the least how deep my heart had crashed. The minute i found out that crude fact, everything has fallen apart. What am i to do? Is there any choice for me? Can i simply stop keeping it in mind and move on?! WTF!?

The whole lot of things in my mind had just crumbled. Everything.... the smile, the eyes the ... argH! dang! ALL GONE!

shucks...it must be a retribution. A freaking hard knock on my head. who are you? Hercules?

damn.






Game Over.