Chemistry = no hope!!

From the title, i guess you should already know what i'm going to say right? I'm beginning to see myself collecting a F9 on my result slip next year february sia!! hahaz...it's so real that i feel no surprise if ms wee come and whack me!! =P ok la...a message to myself...i'm not really placing my hope on Chem, not say i'm completely giving up la, but won't concern that much lor. Blame it on my stupidity~ hahaz..sorRy mss wee!!

kekex...but, sth that really touched me. Ms wee didn't gave up on me! so glad...she didn't tell me straight..but she always give me this feeling that she still had hopes on me. Felt as if i'm disappointing her if she know what i had said in my previous paragraph, but...still...i repeat, i'm not entirely giving up!! =) okok..that's today...tmr's physics!! wahahahaz~ let's see what's my reply tmr?? just wait and see!!

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i don't know, i don't know...what happened this morning?! Was that a nightmare? Did I see wrongly or was I too sensitive?!? I don't feel me... i really don't feel RIGHT!!!!!!!!! damnz! what's going on!?!?! Instead, i think i can feel how someone so miserably felt already...i'm starting to be like him... the books, what i actually need now at this period of time...I can't look! I can't!! It's occupying me...it is!! Well...my exams...my life... ...-no point-

4e1 rawks!! I know Darren's not here~ =( anwyway..nicey pizzas!! Hungry? =P 

alright, let's call this de..."7 ge bai chi zhen fa!!" 

okok...advertisement~ It's Sigl..erm...sigl...condary hooL!! =P 

"alright people, please don't take photos while crossing road..." well..this...THIS is an exceptioN!! =P 

oh yah..i also forget, it's been so long i put photos up for posting...just finished dwnloading the picasa~ alright...here's all the pix taken from ms lim's camera~ it's on the teachers' day!! *memorable*

Practicals, practicals, practicals...

wahahaz...the week of PRACTICALS! hey, what am i happy about? Did you know? i flung my physics and chem practical...'delibrately'!! why would i say delibrately...who wants to fail in the first place? alright..it's because i knew my mistakes...but, i didn't change it? Why? It's because i'm unsure about that...that's for Chemstry...i doubt i'll even score anyway~ Physics? Worse...first, the graph i drew had the axes appearing on the wrong side! Next, the other question..i finished the graph with wrong units! No wonder my answer were so different from others! Quite angry about that, but who to blame?? stupid C.A.R.E.L.E.S.S.N.E.S.S!! If only i had checked on them more thoroughly??ok, that's another case..the time was limited~

but, hey hey...today was Bio...i was already demoralised badly...i thought my bio's sinking down with the double too, but...neh~ in fact, i was quite surprised mdm su gave us that question!! WAHAHAZ...i've scanned through the pass papers and it was exactly the same as one of them!! =P Quite confident, but...nope..i'm still not very happy bout' the double sciences, gonna get 2 pieces of 'their' minds!!

erm..ok, one more week to go...after that week...quite another numbers of breaks...it's gonna be the crucial 11 days!! Quite short I wud say...just tahan that 11 days...hoWever, i'm still not certain myself..."Am i ready?" My results are fluctuating~ i've told myself that, but the answers received from my bro are getting me well-pumped! Jia you jia you~ Not foRgetting my MotivatioN!! -which one? BASKETBALL!! hahahaz~!! k la..still got sth else la...=P go guess~ kekex...i'm concentrating on eating up satays!!!

alright..no more jokes and stuff...i got myself kinda stucked with initial d cartoons -They are great!! so many theory behind a stupid 86 and mazda rx 7. Kinda stupid, but i like the way the cars were drawn, impressive! okok...having ss tomorrow...essays, essays and more essays~ ok, go exercise my hands liaoz...cya guyZ!!

Weird dreams~

Weird, weird...i'm having weird dreams? Both are related to 'death'...is that a message or sth? If it's not, then why does it looks and feel so real?? We usually forget dreams don't us? Why does these 2 dreams carve such a deep impact in my mind?? weird, weird...

Alright, the 1st dream (Sunday morning), I dreamt about my Father's mystery death (TOUCH WOOD!! CHOI CHOI) but..it was true...then when i woke up, i saw my dad was missing...luckily, he went to the market la..pHEwz..but, it did freak me out a little~ =(

Another one was about a boy commiting suicide~ Freaky it is...but, i witnessed...nono, i heard the "boy" jumped down with his dad chasing behind shouting "oh shit!" Then down he went... I was with zachary then, i can remember every details...we were chatting with Mrs khiu at the 'new 3rd storey Staff room' when that incident happened. I also remembered zach looking at that boy saying.."aiyo, so smelly..." then he came to me...and ask: " do you know why the boy's not there? do you know? do you know? coz...his grandma came and took him away..hahaz, gotcha"...ok..i'm still quite freaked out by this dreams...weird?

Alright..someone passed a test~ congratz!! remember! A1, with the photo on the projector screen!! ; ) JiA yoU!!

hehez...forget~

Hahaz...sorry, i forgot to blog~! =P hahaz...yay~ my prelim's starting!! (hey, what am I happy about?) alright..it's because it also means that the big Os are coming...which also means that my secondary life is ending...really really sooN~!! how much am i gonna miss it? - LOTZ!!-

ok...English last Friday...honest speaking, first time i wrote so..."emotional" during an English paper for an exam? I don't know how it will rate...but, i hope i've done well? However, i can't say the same thing for my paper 2? "Screw" comprehension..(* hehez.."screw" 's Brian's favourite word!!* ) hahaz..

Ok, anyway...Happy Mid Autumn Festival! everyone!! hehez..the school celebrated it yesterday! Everybody were having lotsa fun~ Selling items, singing, chatting, walking...and 'eating pomelos' oh well...went up stage to 'gobble' down half of that 'ewl' fruit~ kekex..Clarence threw up! Come on, it's not easy stuffing that 'thing' down!! hahaz...well, we did it! and...la la la~ you can't beat me when you're eating fruits!! =P!! *but, one sure-thing, i was damn embarassed to eat/stuff/swallow/gobble down in front of so many people..especially xi xiang sia!! dArn! hahaz...nvm, had fun~!

however...not so after that...someone got really down, i can't smile either..you can say my mid-autumn's mood is spoilt...but i can't enjoy that nite...hehez...after the trip to tamp, reached home and went dwn again~ zachy + brian they all were under my blk! hahza..if only we can have such night-gathering more often?? =) ok la...receive another bad bad news..alright, wrong problem at wrong time..don't worry, it's not me...ok, let's go settle that - with others, okie dokEYz..cya guys! remember, i've bloggEd!

ObsesSion~

"I float like a butterfly, sting like a bee,

Keys to ignition are like gloves to ali.

To and fro, flowers and sea, the sunlight is my peace..."

wahahaz..i'm so obsessed with this song! hehez...do you know where it comes from?? Do you find it familiar? (Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee..)

ok la...free those that are guessing now from your suspense. It's a song in Initial D during its beginning when they are showing the cast and "ah tuo" delivering his tofu~ hehez...the song is very cute, but sadly..only total 4 verses...-_-'''

hmmMm...alright, today we had our first prelim paper...it's CME alright (don't laugh). It is still important to grade our 'moral values' lor...hahaz...(jOking!) Okok..that's not my point...i'm only concerned about my NAME(+surname) found inside one of the question in the paper!! Grh!! It was about a guy's reflection of 'pre-marital sex' That guy was agreeable to that, and in fact..i NEVER agree to that!! "He's" an IMPOSTER!! hahaz...that's not me k!! Like the bracket says...Not his real name! hahaz..okok..and that Mr Azam scare me lor...doing mcq halfway, he suddenly asked "Melvin, how's your sex-life??" I swear I was like.."Huh!?! What sex-life??" so..it was the question..hahaz..-_-''

Sleep

oh my, i seems to get sleepy more easily nowadays...what's going on?? i used to hate sleeping so much, but amazingly my eyes tends to close these days...is something the matter?? hahaz...hecK!

alright...i love these weekends! I got more than enough time to sleep sleep sleep!! =P told you i love to sleep nowadays! i slept on bus, on mrt and...while watching tv!! hehex...

erm...problem now, will i be like Bear bear?? omG!! his hibernation skill is superb! he can sleep within 10 minutes and no sound/noise/screams/shouting can wake him up! powerful eh? hahaz...i'm afraid that i will learn from him and sleep during classes! how how how?? never mind la..i still got last part of me - Perserverance! (Just slap myself when i start to doze off...=P)

Alright..got a new and nice song!! erm...i'm kinda 'touched' by the music...but it's still too short to be a 'good song'? Anyway, it's still a nice song..enjoY~!

"Tanning In you Sunray - Initial D movie OST"
Chilling in the love shacks
Summertime, Number 9
Everytime, I think, my dreams come true

Here we-o time
Nearly everthing mine
Get in time, with the things for you

What time will you be here now?
It's a quarter past 7 now
And I'm waining for you...

What you gonna do?
When it hits you,
you and me, I
Hold back my shine,
when i realize
I'm getting my tan in your sunray...

And we see,
through the mirror,
that you got me
thinking clearer.
And i'm gonna be under your skies I'll stay..

Practical~

hehez...we had Practical practice(s) for today's biology make up lesson~ wee heE~!! so fun!! kekex...and..i learned so much in just one day!! wahahahaz!! i'm so happy...that's the thing i feel so comfortable with today! I took miss wee's advice: "we must at least learn something every single day, or else your brain will start to "lag"!!" I followed and...wahahaZ~ the one thing i learnt linked to so mucH!! happy happY!! =P!!

kekex...rushed home..and went out again~ hehex...did nth but took a little bus trip to toa payoh and back, all for fun! hehez...quite bo liao right? I know la...but no choice wadz =) *Don't worry la, still have next time k?* hehez...'you' will know what i mean.

Then night time, went to Song's house till quite late...for what? Again..nothing better to do~ I know, any of you will ask me to revise...i told myself that too! It's just not the right mood and atmosphere, cause i already 'set' my mood for my Thursday...so, it's just this waY! =P

now..i'm hoME!! okayz..go get some bath! Sleeping soon...btw....

HapPy BirThdAy BriAn!!!

hehez...sorry i cannot make it tomorrow. My Father specially took a day off to stay with me at home on Friday out of my whole holiday, so i thought i would sacrifice my Friday with you guys to be with him one whole day yea? Sorry bRo!! anyway..you're one year older!! Congratz!! Nc 16!! hehez..k la...must keep on going arH! =)

cya peEpz!! Take good care! Esp. those people who are bothered by lots of stufF cheeR uP!! Everyday's gonna get better!

Prelim

ok, prelim coming right up after this holiday. Prepared? no answers to that right now~ hehez...

okok, something bad...i'd lost all my forms for past few days sia!! cannot even shOoT!! hehex..lucky on tuesday, i found my form back b4 leaving sia!! pHewz...hehez...I'm B.A.C.K!! watch out guys!! wahahahaz~

sad sia...Alvin got his leg badly injured, followed by Xiao ye when he collided with Yi song..and, in the end yi song got his hand hurt when i snatched his ball..does this explain "the world is round?" hahaz!! it must be man..then sculy next week is me arh!! die die die...=P nvm..as long as my form's back..OFf you all go!! kekex...

anyway...just found a new song introduced by Alvin, name " Qiao Duan" by "jay chou"...to tell you all (those who knew this song), it isn't sang by jay~ it's some who wanted to imitate him so much so that he even lied that he's going to join ALFA music next year...it's all fake k!! heard me? No doubt the song's really nice..it's not sung by jay!! remember!!

haix..so tired during the lessons..tmr still have Bio and p.O.a...wah lao!! dnnoe what to do manz! so tired lor...2pm then release...haix..no choice la..tahan a few more weeks...TAHAN!! just hope everything goes on well?

hehex..made a promise with fatin, that we're gonna tag on each other's blog everyday~ hahAz!! so...notice the "katrina" in my tag board? it's her! hahaz...cya guys~ off to do my hmwk..lotsa them to complete!! tatax!

Hakuna mAtatAz~

Hakuna Matata, what a wonderful phrase~
Hakuna Matata, Ain't no passing craze!
- It means no worries, for the rest of your days!
It's my problem-free philosophy

Hakuna Matata,
Yeah, it's my motto!

kekex..how's it? I'm beginning to fall for these words!

HaKunA MataTa~!!

the unexpected (Jue Dui Superstar)

Alright, the unexpected happened! Wei Lian won the champion for Jue dui superstar...why why!?! how come he won?? alright...like what Darren said, We lian's album was sold more than Kelly's....-_-'' ok, i'm quite speechless now..i thought Kelly was a much better singer what? =(

ok la, shan't be such a wet blanket la..he's indeed daring enough to stand on the stage la...good luck in his future being the superstar. i'll still see Kelly more as the superstar...hahaz...After all, it's Still Derrick that i'll prefer~ =P

Alright, alright, it's not much of my business anyway...so...forget it, i'm just not watching that specific show anymore...hahaz..la la la

ok~ the end!