Saturday, December 31, 2005

New year day 2006

Well, today is the last day of 2005, and i'm not happy...sadly, i've been through a nightmare, a nightmare which i'm still unsure of. I am still having bbq at Tampines starlight in the evening with the team, later on the countdown with the gang... i hope i'll be alright before the celebration...i MUST be alright then!

Thursday, December 29, 2005

D'chordals

Well, someone's against me yea? Must always go my opposition one!

Alright, 29th december, the night of d'chordals! Hahaz...it's a choir Dunman sec's alumni formed to continue showcase their singing talent. Yeap, Jeremy, the ex-president, joined them since he graduated.

Erm, not very grand but it was good enough for a twelve man choir. It's held in tampines east cc's auditorium. Lucky i went there to help last year's angklung performance before, if not i wouldn't know where to go with just 1 minute left (yes, i was late). Ran from the opposite road to the entrance...phew, just in time! The emcee just started her speech...

Phew, the songs were great. I just love their songs! hahaz... Don't look down at these 12 people, they are enough to blast the whole auditorium. They weren't even near the mike! (or the mike was to powerful to receive their voice 1 metre away...) Yeapz...hehez, one of the girl very gentle lehz! hahaz..these are the people that made the song sound nice and sweet~ Well, there's also a man who kept slouching, those made the audiences worry~

i don't know why, but everytime Jeremy sang solo, my heart cannot rest..."Jer ar! Don't make mistake ar! everybody's listening to you!!" hahaz... tell you something...Jer hold someone's hand!! The "hand" belonged to Janet Ng!! kekex..can see his sinister smile on his face! He was performing la, then have to hold on to his partner's hand. However, the way he lifted his hand to hold on the janet's hand was SO stiff! that made him look so awkward! hahaz...everyone laughed! (i've recorded your song, get it from me!!)

okok...before everything, i went to nlb in the afternoon to meet moley first (xiao yong). He needed my uniform, so i lend him 2 of mine - which he need for jc. Then we go check on some interesting things, he on economics while I on auditing! DanG!! I'm getting more and more interested in Auditing! WooHoO!! Auditing, auditing, here i come!! yaY!!

Later on, I went to zhi yong's house to help him with his homework. Actually, i skipped my lunch, so i bought 3 pieces of red bean paste pancakes from jollibean on the way to Bugis mrt after visitng NLB. Then, no chance to eat on the way to Zhi yong's house. Have to stand in mrt mah, then...when reach pasir ris, still don't dare to take out and eat. Finally, reached zhi yong's house..i took out and....saw christine sitting there. "you want to eat kuehs?" She looked blur then i hand it to her...hahaz...she like it, so gave it to her lor...='( no lunch for me!! Lucky zhi yong saved one for me...hehez..=P

yeapz...i've got new ideas on my room!! i want to decorate it as soon as possible...and..I MIGHT GET A JOB!! YOO HOO!!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005


PuPpY!! aren't they cute!! Posted by Picasa

6 of them! 3 male 3 female! Posted by Picasa

Christmas Land 2005

Looks like i have forgotten to write about the account on Christmas day itself right? hahaz...well, persuaded by Clarence... Zachary and I decided to agree to his request. Come on, we've been rejecting him so many times! Anyway, it's his day...just listen to him la...hahaz~ =)

It's said that city harvest, his church, is organising a christmas celebration in expo this year and we were invited to join in the 'fun'. Brian and Darren tagged along too - extra 2 victims.

We met at 8.15am in Pasir Ris station then took train for another 3 stops...then... transfer to the expo - airport line. Woah, the people alighting at expo is not little (bu shao) hahaz...this show the population of city harvest manz! We watched the Performance, well...it's really not bad! I love the part where they modified 2 songs during the drama. One from "grasshopper" - the old chinese three man band and Numa hey from o-zone...so cute!! However, i really don't like it when it comes to church's service. I don't feel belonged during their prayers. Well, you all know i'm not christians! hahaz...many things happened too! Well, i guess i better not announce it here, it's rather offensive - ask me if you want! hahaz..not here of course!

2 days later...the cell-group leader even called me!! omg!! hahaz..i think to escape this time is not going to be an easy task! hahaz... sway sway sway~~~ haix~!

well~ Cousins came today! Did you know? One of my cousin's dog gave birth to 6 puppys!! They're so adorable! Even their eyes aren't open yet...i'm uploading some photos up for you all! hehez... but, haix...i don't know why but my granny doesn't seem to like my cousin's boyfriend... poOr him~ in fact, he's asking for $1200 for a pup! omg!

one more thing...another 2 cousins of mine witness the accident scene at kallang station just now lehz...Poor guy, someone handed his passport already. sad... Anyway, i've watched "the maid" ... very sad leh the story~ haix... hahaz...lucky it's story, not factual! hahaZ

I love Dumplings!!

Monday, December 26, 2005

Christmas day, what's my present?

I've got my christmas present for this season already. Well, not acutally a physical present, but more to mentally. I'm so calmed now...hahaz..luckily it's over!!

hahaz...it is with regards to the previous post about the sword and shield thing. Well, good to say that i think I've thought through it already! I'm a free man now!! =)

Ok, after days of struggling for an answer to this decision, i decided to suffer no more! I plucked up my courage, and visited her friendster account. Well, it seemed that she have made her decision! I confirm again by starting a conversation with her through msn. I wished her merry christmas and she replied. Then i thought to myself, if there's really such thing as fate, i'll let this conversation the vital decision. After the christmas greeting, and replying her "ok", if she doesn't reply... then...it's over!

i wait...i wait...and check status again and...yes! She didn't reply! My decision is set! Yoo hOo!! No more struggling with all this stuffs! yay!! This thing have got me sleepless nights, trying to make a choice...well, it seem that i can be removed from all this unnecessary guilt already! In fact, i think i'll be even more guilty if i have chosen that path! No regrets now!

i can swing myself freely and defend myself again!! NO more lost!! wahahahaz!!

However, i still think that i'm in the wrong to keep mum about this...well, i wouldn't want to keep (especially) her in the dark. It will be better if i make it transparent between everybody, but i'm afraid that things will go wrong. Things have been going well all this while, i wouldn't want such stuff to fluctuate anything now! So, what do i have to do now? Wise man told me - wait for your chance , the right time!

ok... that's all for my "worry" this month. I've set my thinking straight, everything should be alright now...hahaz...well, i'm still ease that it's over! It's not my fault!!

and...i'll end this with...yet another....sorry~

Saturday, December 24, 2005

anyway..thanks Darren for helping me to clear those stupid stuffs inside my com! You're the man!!

The story of the 'sword and shield' (mao dun)

Anybody heard of the story about this "very powerful sword that can spoil all shields" and "very defensive shield that can withstand all swords' power"? well..i'm both the sword and shield now...

Should i be the sword that's strong enough to break all shields in the world? Or the shield, powerful enough to persevere through my decisions? I don't know...

Not to keep you all from the suspense...but, i've caught myself up with something. I can't believe i'll fall into such a stage now...really. Should i know, i wouldn't even choose - now that it's too late, everything's a mess in my head... ...

It goes like this...while i was clearing up my room to get it ready for it's new colour (paint) this afternoon...I dug out a file that was given to us in primary school (childrens' day i think?) I knew what was kept inside. I've warned myself not to touch it once i've chosen this path... all too late. I opened it out of serious boredom and browsed through...damn, i fell into it. My heart's just to soft to come to any decisions - i can't decide!

Dang...i hate this caught up feeling...this is going to haunt me for life... sadly...miserably...

I can't swing myself as freely as the powerful sword, neither can i defend myself from all the things again...

I'm sorry...

Friday, December 23, 2005

woRk?

hehez..i worked today leH! hahaz...a handicap working today.

Neh, don't freak out..it's not my job...i'm just a replacement! kekez...quite fun for a first day. Just giving out uniforms and refund or add. However, i heard there's worst case...so i'm lucky today yea? hahaz... Saw 2 girls as tall as me (abit shorter nia) ...then...very "zi beI". What's worse, they are only sec 1... I tried to convince myself - world's unfair!! hahaz...

Christmas coming! mErRY christmas everyone!! especially you aunty!! wahahaz!! THanks for tagging my tag -board!! All the bEst everyone!!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005


notice the grey tape near the wheel? I think the bumper fell off - Policemen are reckless drivers~ Posted by Picasa

yeapz, my sister's new hp - hope she knows how to take care of it... Posted by Picasa

Alright!!!

I think i also had enough of that background..hahaz...nvm, i've changed it to blacK! hehez...better?

Well, my sis got a new phone...so good hor? Don't worry..got photo of the phone. By the way, my mum wasn't very happy when my dad agreed to buy the phone for my sis...hahaz... Fortunately my dad's friend did psycho my dad about the pros of this phone...that made him keen on buying this, plus my sis's eagerness...she got it...hahaz... well, it' s good..i can use it toO! =P kekez...photos, photos!!

Haix...my hand's ok already i think...however, i still have the big fear that i can't feel it again - exactly like the time when i just fell~ HmmmMm I've made a promise, never to hurt myself like this again~ yes!

YAy!! after so many months, i went to bedok (my former apartment's area) to have my ba cho mee agaiN!! WOo HoO!! (minced meat noodle) My dad finally brought up this idea. Before my hand "broke," i used to think going to Bedok with my dad's like so...boring - i took it for granted. After 3 long months (include the days before i fractured my hand), i finally return to that hawker centre! Hahaz...the first mouth was - heaven! There's an aunty (stranger)who even approached and asked me in concern. She also reminded me not to take certain food...she's so kind! Thanks aunty, but i'm so much better now! =) (if only she could read this blog...-_-''') THe places are still the same, should have snap some picture just now~!!

~Digimon world~ : Dang!! I prayed not to get that monster, but my agumon just digivolved to centarumon!! hOw irritating..should have ill-treated my agumon just now, so at least it can digivolve to something fiercer and less 'horse.' hahaz...-_-''' ignore me, i'm talking digimon language, none of you will understand i guess. =P

Christmas's coming~ Wish everyone a merry christmas! Go send your e-cards now, just like what someone did - advance christmas cum new year cum birthday card. Thanks anyway, i love it! =)

Player stats for the whole game~ nice hor? 104 104 76~ =P Posted by Picasa

last of all, the player of the game! Posted by Picasa

this is the overall team stats~ I'm so proud of nets~ hahaz!! Posted by Picasa

Full-time, 302 - 169!! wahahaz....2 TOP scorer, yalar, steve nash also la, zach~ =P Posted by Picasa

well, this is at half-time, VC alone got 80 points already! Posted by Picasa

Digimon World!

Guess what? I'm into digimon world again~ hahaz!! That edlyn la, go dig out my game and chose to play D.W..
hehez...you know, you'll get addicted very easily? =P so, started playing again...(better than rotting at home!)

wahahaz..did you know? I played nba live 06' till over 300 points you know!?! No cheats...i only played the normal rule, which is the duration per quarter, i set it to the official time - 12 minutes. I had so much fun!! wahahaz...yeap, if you all know, i'm using New Jersey Nets...hehez...3 star players mahz, Vince Carter, Richard Jefferson and Jason Kidd. Vc, i enable his shooter freestyle, Jefferson i set him as High-flyer. Also, kidd - Playmaker. This 3 makes a cool team! With a "cheap" center - Krystic and my own draft "something kawn"...hehex...I defeated Phoenix suns 302-169!! wahahaz...Their star player injured and fouled out...whereas my shooting guard and small forward got 104 points each. (carter and jefferson) Kidd got 76 points as well...the last 2 were just to fill up the 5 players. Well, Krystic have enough rebounds and block to uphold his name! wahahaz!!

Think i'm blowing cow(talking big) - adpated from darren...i'll show you pictures!! wahahaz..don't blink!

Sunday, December 18, 2005

NEW BLOGSKIN!!

YAY!! Finally! after so long..i present to you...my new blogskiN!! wahahaz!! damn tough manz!

okok..update my post later...my dear edlyn is asking for me for so long already...Better listen to her...cya guys later!!

Friday, December 16, 2005


this was yesterday's orange sky 14 seconds from the first one... Posted by Picasa

the was yesterday's orange sky 6 seconds after the previous one... Posted by Picasa

this was yesterday's orange sky! Posted by Picasa

yeay...fountain (after the water fall) - that's the best pix i tooK!! sorry~ Posted by Picasa

replying tag-board

hey hey!! i think you all got it wrong manz...i suppose you're commenting on my previous post right?

Come on guys..i didn't say the movie was bad! Not at all!! I was saying that I found out those unnecessary stuff because i was just wondering mah! haiyo... c'mon!! The movie was great!! Don't misunderstand! haiyo..Peter jackson's movie leh!! mai siao siao!! Anyway..it's a must-watch show!

Anyway...went with alvin to National Library...aww, i missed the place SO much!! hahaz..it have been so long since i'm there..right? hahaz...got one pix on the bugis' fountain..sorry, didn't manage to get the good pix...there's one with rainbow..was trying to snap that. First, my phone no space..so was deleting those not nice de..when i got my phone ready, the thing stop liaoz..so..eventually only got one..hahaz..hope ya don't mind! =)

Thursday, December 15, 2005

king kong? real or not?

kekex...i found so many loopholes from this movie..maybe i was feeling too uncomfortable sitting on the chair for 3 hours, that made me think about something else from the movie...

Firstly, the first part of the movie..the main character was no where in sight(king kong), not even a slightest mention about 'it'. They were just showing how they got to smoke "ann" on the ship and the scriptwriter onboard. I thought i was watching the wrong show...=P
They lied about travelling to Singapore for further filming. Excuse me, the story took place in the 30s-40s... is Singapore known already?? I don't know...but it does sound weird...shouldn't it be like "Singapura" or "Nanyang"?

Secondly, they travelled through ocean with a ship, not very big, not small too la...but, it's not like our "star cruise or virgo", yet the ship can brave through big waves and storm..cool eh? When the ship neared skull island's shore, the ship could be hit by so many rocks and big stone with only the wall of the ship damaged. Water started entering..that's all! The ship remained unharmed after throwing their belongings down...(Remember titanic? just one 'touch' on the iceberg, everything started going haywire - breaking into 2 big parts!)

Thirdly, when they approach the skull island, they were 'welcome' by the natives there...gosh, they sure looked like ju-on, then..they killed one of the crew... then...they never appear again in the movie. They were like...disappeared! After they escaped from the skull island, "ann" was still brought back by one of the native. Amazingly, they killed the other guy, but not this girl...well, i think they only offer girls to King Kong? Yeap...FINALLY!! the beast started crawling...no, jumping...no, walking....no, hopping...no... aiyah! just appeared la! then he brought "ann" away..but..no..he didn't get to eat it...ann was "dead" well..she did manage to fool Kong. Alright..although that could be impossible in real life..but, i try to believe that la..coz in the first part of the movie, they did mention that she was comical...

Fourthly, King Kong can fight! Not like those gorillas that we see in zoo which just bite and swing their arms around and run. Kong knows how to fight...in fact, he was great! Dealing two t-rexes at a time. He was bite by the T-rex many times...and it still can swing it around. However, when gun was shot at it...it paralysed. Wierd eh?

(ok, it's getting boring) Lastly, Kong can climg the building so high, well..true coz it is very nibble...but~ how can ann climb up unharm? The space was so limited? ok la...maybe she did know how to hide. Alright..the main thing...if you notice..they first part of Kong's appearance, he was BIG! Really big! As big as t-rex! erm...it sort of 'shrinked in size' near the end...hahaz...it always happened in digital videos...hahaz..

ok la! Enough of those "spot the mistake" thingy la...overall....it was a very good story! Nice footages, interesting contents, the characters were engrossed with the show (not like sva de), the cameramen really showed the details ( i can only see the potential in Syafi, no more..) hahaz!! we were like beans compared to their work! The show also preserved the original story...Kong climbing up the tall scraper, destroying some flying vehicles. Ok...sad ending though. I was really touched by the ending...kong died eventually in the hands of men. He was innocent! Once again, i think man are evil!! grh...never mind...fortunately it was only a movie..if it's really real...i'd complained to wwf!! hahaz...-_-'''
So tired after the movie...shouldn't have watched night show....who's fault? hahaz..=P

Right...that's all for kong! He's a good guy...Good big kong!

Tuesday, December 13, 2005


Look at these children, they're enjoying themselves so much... Posted by Picasa

How i want them so badly! I really want theM!! Posted by Picasa

I want the cars!! Not the children!! hahaz...=PPosted by Picasa

see!! I found this pupa in my plant!! cute right?? Evolving soon...too...ButtErfreE!! Posted by Picasa

old!!

Do you think my blog's getting...sian?? Haiyo...maybe i should change my blogskin one day... Alright, that's settled then!! I'm changing blogskin sOoN!!! Remember to catch the "opening ceremony"!! To know the date to my new blogskin...watch out for my msn's nick, or i'll put up "notice" in my present blog!

hehez..catch the new blog soon! =)

old!!

Do you think my blog's getting...sian?? Haiyo...maybe i should change my blogskin one day... Alright, that's settled then!! I'm changing blogskin sOoN!!! Remember to catch the "opening ceremony"!! To know the date to my new blogskin...watch out for my msn's nick, or i'll put up "notice" in my present blog!

hehez..catch the new blog soon! =)

Saturday, December 10, 2005

sva...completed?

hahaz..yeah yeah yeah...we're still working hard on it... Stupid... we're running out of time and we still haven't finished one major part... the sound-over!! anyway... we still had fun! kekex...lucky i got my phone around...capturing some down..not alot...but, enough la? hehe... here we go~!

Nice? City view... ...
Pumpkin head, anyone?
Dracula Elmo!!! roAR!
Guess who's the mask? It's...Syafi!!
NO smoking in the blog!! Strictly!!
A dead jellyfish...taken in pr park...gross eh?
Musical FountaiN
Syafi's spoilt sole!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

hehexz...

special day!! wahaha...anybody care to guess?? yeapz..it's a day for me to get busy~ well well well.. =P

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Sick!!

Haiz...yeap, i'm still having the sore in my throat. In fact..it seemed to have grown in size!! Dang dang daNg!! Swallowing water also hurts...hehex...That's not impt...the thing is...my head's kinda hot! I'm having fever now! haiyo..hopefully it'll recover as soon as possiblE!! Melvin Melvin, you can do it!!

I don't care...i'm finding the doc to ask what happened!! I must get my full form back as soon as possiblE!!

hehez..i hate doctors though =P

Monday, December 05, 2005

SoRE!!

Oh my god!! i have a really bad sore throat now! dang!! so hard to swallow anything~! Not even oranges! i just hate sore throat!

hehez...went to the hospital for appointment again. Well, this time..it's not too bad!! wahahaz!! I can see some links in the bone during the x-rays!! wahahaz!! happy happY!! kekex...don't be too happy as yet, in case any unfortunate stuff happen. kekex...i just hope it can recover as soon as possibLe!! wahahaz~!

Alright, regarding my previous post, some people don't understand right? Aiyah..come to read about it, unless you go through it, you won't understand de... Actually, in short, i was trying to say that i have 2 phobias hehez... I'm afraid of the place la...i don't know why, so don't ask me why~ =P

okok...photos coming up!! Taken in the park today!!

Yea, beware of coconuts...hahaz..i lOve thiS sign!! kekex!!

Wow, is this inspiring? too bad..the sun wasn't there...=P

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Phobias...anyone?

Alright...I think...it'll be very embarassing for me to put up this post... very..but, i must really put this up to explain matters, which i can't put in words easily!

Firstly...i think some ppl already know, i really hate eight-legged creatures...not really hate, i don't like them on my body, that's all...don't ask me why. Don't worry, i'll try to refrain myself from killing it, they're life afterall.

Next... another one which i find it more amazing, so i defined it as my second phobia.

"pho·bi·a , noun

1. A persistent, abnormal, and irrational fear of a specific thing or situation that compels one to avoid it, despite the awareness and reassurance that it is not dangerous.
2. A strong fear, dislike, or aversion. "

okay, i don't know whether there really is such phobia or i'm just finding exuses.Whenever i go to this place, with the presence of these people, my body starts to get VERY uneasy... uneasy meaning, my heart start to thump abnormally - those who know, my pulse is very slow but not in the case when i'm there. I'll start to perspire despite the air-conditioner (my chair was wet + shiny). I daren't not talk confidently (yep..i'm muttering to myself words). You'll see the coward in me! reallY!! I hate this feeling! Just as disgusting as it can be!!

ok..still wondering what am i talking? Okay... let me admit, i'm not exaggerating but..i think i have a phobia to the Red Cross headquarters, which includes their people and the locations.

haix...the first time i got this feeling was during the ULP. You know? the rank i got...the requirement was to pass the ulp before getting it...yeap! I think that maybe the start of this phobia, the foundation. I didn't really know what's going on...but they created this 'fear' in me. I shall skip that...

The other time...is the 55th anniversary. This is another hq event. If anyone notice...i'll get quiet everytime i'm going to the hq for practice...However, it wasn't that bad during this event. Clarence, adel and yun ru was there. I wasn't afraid. Jazimin and lutfi (pr mates) were there too! I have people to talk to, people to share things with. One more...i got to know the ma'ms and sirs in no time! They were great...so..i think my fear wasn't that great yet. Maybe because it is a volunteer event and that they were thankful, so they didn't have any strict rules...i got relieved soon. We enjoyed the performance.

However..things gone bad. Recently, some ppl have know about this...i joined the VIP (volunteer instructors program) Cool..i was wondering, i might become a VI and come back to help my Unit...wow! I asked CLarence along...cause he have always persuaded me to. We went to the contact session on sat. It was held in the campsite... that was when i really find out..my heart immediately started getting excited as i enter the gate. I knew something was going wrong with me! I perservered...beared with it...but..i was already psychological defeated. I find no meaning in this course...i got really sick of the place and the people...i don't know why...serious...i never got this feeling anywhere else...

Like i said, my heart beat faster, i sweat, i look at ppl with strange glances, i feel really bad!

Maybe, this is the cause of ULP, maybe this is the cause of the High ranks sirs and ma'ms, maybe the place is scary...or maybe...It is me. amazing? i'll say yes.

I struggled through the sessions...i thought hard...and came with a final decision..never to have this feeling anymore...i'm not going to enter red cross campsite and hq anymore! Even if that's impossible...i will say, as little times as possible! I'm not going back there!
Sorry Clarence..i really am...i asked you there, but left you alone...i hope you understand...i admit i'm being selfish here.. please forgive my willfulness, my stubbornness. Anyway..do well in the course, be a vi and do us proud. I'll give you all my support sincerely! If you really need any help...i'll do my best!

"Why did you give up so easily? That's not Melvin's way of life..." True..i thought about this too. I wouldn't give up unless it's really impossible. Care to know why? ok la...it's irritating with me talking about this again...but the problem lies with my hand. Can you imagine how am i going to bathe in the camp!? dang..thought of it makes me red! I know la...it's quite easy for you all to say la..."bring something la" or "the ma'm and sirs will help you de la"...but...do you think they really will? nope..they'll despise you in fact. They might even find you irritating.."Sorry sir, i can't do that...a broken arm here" You know...i hate people looking at me this way..."You can't do it" I had already taken heavy blow from this fall. People have been mocking me, laughing at me... i've overcome it...so, don't ask me to go through that again. Sorry to people whom i have disappointed. Sorry...i really do...

ok la...any problem, ask me, ok? And...have that answer you question, "hai zi de niang"? hehez... long post right? indeed...but it have explained my heartfelt words...it did... ...