Friday, March 25, 2005

Badz~ bAdz~!

hMmm...well, this weEk had bad stUff happening!

hAHaz...firstly, let me apologize for not updating first! Was really busy this week...not because that i'm playing or whatsoever k! it's due to my revision and hmwk mah...sudDenly then got the will to do that! =) spent late nights, or should i say..early mornings? hahaz...alL alone lor...quite coOling la~ =p

oK, the first week of schooL seemed rather smOoth, and even more, we had only 4 available days on this week! (Fri is good friday!) hahaz...lesSOn was as usual the past 4 days, but Mr kek was unable to attend class as he got some problem at home..hope his mother's fine!! Nothing gonna happen! ;)

welL next, the previous sunday, i've made the worst mistake ever! i can't forgive myself! why did i do that!?! haix...no point crying over spilled-milk~ nvm...all i can thiNk is only 'positive! positive!!' no others...

hAIyo..cannot do cme project sia...the stupId band...everyday so later then release, even sat was not spared! it's only syf rite? If they didn't get a gold or at least a silver, i'm sure they're gonna cry! =P

Sva, we didn't win...stiLl we received our cert of participation...and our heart for this competition had yet died down! Miss chan's spirit's stiLl with us! hahaz...don't worrY Chan mali Chan! golD/platinim for you next year...don't be toO excited arh? teacHer facilitator! =P

hehex...this weeK is overall, stiLl counted fairly good? nt much troubles? yeah..maybe..>

let's talk abt Red croSs...amazingly, i pumped the sec 1's contigent on wed! It was my first time pumping a troop without needing other nco for opinion! i felt guilty of course, but i think..it would be rather worthwhile if they know what went wrong! =)

tT's abt all loR...can't wait for later in the day!! hehex...tatAz!!

Friday, March 18, 2005

Ncc camP/hike~

welL welL welL, had been spending my past 3 days in school, doing almost...noThiNg!! hahAz...stupId right? what did i do to filL myself up? carry on to check it out...=P

1st day (wed), went to lesson early in the morning, which is...er...P.o.A and bio...Ncc camp already started, but...i'm joining them later la~ so, after the lessons...went back home, pack my bag, take my bike and off i went to the schooL! =)

hehez...was suppOSed to be excited, wah..gonna have fun, but what? was having some project meeting(cme) with jovina...(I DN WANT!!) hehez...not because she is someone i dislike, but...
-the project is about...out of all things....M.A.R.R.I.A.G.E!! :@
-she belonged to zach! you know how diff i have to carry on?
-not only her...i'm also already engaged!hear that! E.N.G.A.G.E.D! i dn want 2nd marriage!! (although it's not)
-it's supposed to be once in a life-time thingy!
but then hor, bo bian lor...teacher's command...whole class it's for the idea..i can't possibly reject lor...somemore, it's good we can be prepared for it nxt time lor(think positive!) and, counted myself lucky that i NearlY paired up with a ginger mountain..thank god! =P ok la...i'm not being bad or sth...coz, i'll really find difficulty if i were to group with her...*imagine*

hehez...ok, after the discussion, carried on with the camp lor...i'm being left alone la, coz i can't be possibly disturbing the ncc guys mah (they're busy), so..i occupied myself copying some notes and did my hmwk~ =P

night comes and..hehe~ the best part!! muAHaHahz!!the day was like sianz sianz lor...so kekez, did occupy myself la...~ haiZ...but sianz...can't enjoy too much, coz of some company~ hahaz...hafta entertain them also mahz..but, i seemed to be more concentrated on the other one~ =P hehez..was on seven heaven when i heard 'something'!! hahaz =P

okok...true true, i finally accomplished what i had wished for ever since sec 2++...slping alone in red cross rm? ok la..i know it's no big deal or wad la, but...that time young mah...sort of 'afraid' la...but then hor, now right..i seemed to have 'pei yang gang qing' with the room le leI~ and...dn worRy...nth happened! *although i was turning and tossing around the -stretcher-*

Next day, nothing unusual until the hike!! muAHAHz..cycled in the night to Old siglap then bedok reservoir and to school!! so shiok~! hehez...but then, of course tired la!! especially when we're returning siglap! poOr me cycled randal all the way back from bedok reservoir to schOol~!! hehez..i know i was tired la, but then...he seemed to be in a very difficult position mah...so, yeap..i volunteered! that cut short his torture by soOoO much!! hahaz...felt so 'xin wei' when i helped him~ heHez..=D

third day...nth much lar...just like this lor...

okok, match coming up to saturday..okok, better show some result~ (it's with dunman 'b' boys'), not much confident though..but the thought of able to play with reuben and kenneth makes me excited!! hehez..tt's alL folk!! better go catch more revisioN! =) tatAz~

Monday, March 14, 2005

End!

ok! cooL! misery ended as of today~ pHEwz~!

attEnded a lesSon/workshop on 'genes' today~ coOlz!! chromosomes! tt's what 'wrigglIng' in your nucleus! coOl right? all the dna...all the hereditary information..interesTiNg though! what's more...food!! hahaz...=P

ok...after tt, recieved a call frm darren..and bus-stop was where i stayed on! hahaz..waited and yeapz! hehex..got tT! lucky me! =P

well well well..after tt, was supPOsed to have an outing with nan feng? sad enough...no where to go...what did we do? hahaz...bb at hm-court...(bad news! p.a's under renovatioN!!!) yeapz...was under-performing today...no-moOd! y? dnnoe...>_< i just sucks today!! =P night-time oso..haiZ! i think i upset shafique again....shit me la! why am i always doing this!! jer's affected as welL! i always make things worst for others!! wah lao!! so jia lat man me...how to improve neh?? hAIz~ yeapz~ tt's about it...better go catch some slp! nitez~

What relish is in this? how runs the stream?
Or i am mad, or else this is a dream:

Let fancy stil my sense in Lethe sleep;
If it be thus to dream, still let me sleep!

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Victory?

Yeapz, like the title says...we won! hehez...but, sad to say...nth to be proud of, due to some 'dnnoe-how-to-play' ppLz~ *shake head*

Firstly, the players (opponent), it's obvious they didn't know how to play!! haiYo...then act like "you are young ppl, you are noOb, i'm older, i can play better so you shut up!" those kind..hahaz, and to think they're older!?! laughing stoCk~ la la la...

Next, the referee..nono, shld i sae 'commentator'..example...
Referee : FOuL!!!
Me : Huh? why?
Referee : You touched him! there shouldn't be body contact!...opponent's ball!
my mind : - huh? what do you call a contact game like basketball to be when you can't 'touch' them! -

hahaz..of course i'm like 'w.t.h' inside my mind, so disappointed in their ' rules'! but nvm..fnf! hehez...stiLl, i enjoyed myself~

oh yaH! remembered few 'special moments'...i caught foul leh!! very nice!! not one kayz, alot!! very nice ones i admit! but..hahaz, the referee dnnoe...then say i foul~ wah lao...very chio leiz!! if i'm at official court, i'm sure i'll attract cheers and applause! wonderful! =P but..hahaz...still, no use...the ball always turn out to be theirs~ la la la
(caught foul = going up the basket purposely to retrieve foul from opponent, on the way push ppl aside, get the points, if not..opportunity to be given free throws for the team)

hmmm...overall, i was able to plunge in 13 points(out of 42) <2nd> for the team...so glad~ although i wasn't managed to get the 20 (which i was suppose and able to get) i'm still ok with the result la...if only i can apply that to my studies as well~ hahaz... -_-''

after the whole thing, took a shower in the club, and off we went! supper and straight home~ tiring! had a good night slp~ =)

okok..the end for the match, my today was usual, just tt..i found myself reading more articles and texts now..i'm gonna work hard!! really hard!! =) okok..the end!

*P.S : i got the 13 pts, not by myself..but you!! =) why i say so? coz...i was mad about the game until i heard 'something' - tell you next time-..yeapz..then, the 13 pts was for you! ;) hehez...hopE you had enjoyed your activities! ;)
-MmX-

Saturday, March 12, 2005

misery....

hmmm...now i know what makes love 'blinding'...if you're unable to meet with the one you love, you'll then start to realise what's going on around you and making you cherish more of what you have now and not taking it for granted... =) -lesson learnt today-

yeAPz, yesterday was the '1st day', the beginning of my misery...i thought i could handle it well and nothing could make me 'unprepared', still...8pm! 8pm was the longest i can hold until...how miserable~

Called Ms lim yesterday night for the conversation between my mum and her, yeapz...she told me mum everything...and, true...i agreed on it, mum nodded as well!

Burnt the midnight oil yesterday...i just can't get myself to sleep! stupid brain!! flipping and rolling on the bed throughout the night, till i finally gave up and sat by the study table...Maths file's just a hand away, so open it up and hmwk! *is it true that maths is much easier late at night and when you're lonely? maybe*...

wrappEd up the whole maths assignment at 1am...cold and lonely...everyone's asleep and i'm just...cannot-sleep! grh...nvm..forced myself to...how? blindfold, off the lights and 'psycho!' -no choice-

yay!! got a match later on! :) located at some 'ulu ulu' cc...2 hours trip there...gooD! -far away from home!- yeapz...gonnA enjoy my last match for the year...siGh~ -too bad, but don't worry, still i'll have some recreation weekly~ of course not as much as compared to now! =) -

okAyz...gonna meet zach and xiao ye up later at 4.30! wish me luck! ;)

*P.s: I'm going to win this match all for you! so what's your 'requirement'?...hMmm, i'll set for you, winning them less then 20 considered lose? how about that? deal then! waiting for you to be back on monday! =) -MisS yA lOtz~!-
-MmX-

Thursday, March 10, 2005

bad...bad...bad...~

hMMm, yeapz, like my title says...BaDz~

okayz, firstly, lemme apologise for not bloGging till now...coz, my com's down with some stupiD, unconsiderate virus, still waiting for anyone who can to remove it!! it's so irritating!! grh... yeapz, i was prevented from being connected to the net then until now... so, take my every chance to blog now! =)

ok...let me share my regrets! or should i say..disappointment? haix...1ST TIME!! i ever get such thing in my life, even my dad, my sis, my everybody! got shocked...not excluding me...ok la, although i know something's wrong already..but i gotta admit..a downright poor f9 for my ENG!! stuPId ShiT!! add on to tt...a 32% humans and careless-full maths e8!! i hate myself for tt period of time...!!!

but, relax everyone...i've spent the days thinking through...the marks were already recorded, nth i can do to change it or whatsoever, so...i'm gonna just learn from any stuPId mistakes i ever made and stop it once and for all!! b4 my 'O'S!! okok..breathe in..breathe out....

'some' ppl out there...i know, you were good, so?does it mean you'll have to condemn ppl by every chance you have? do You!?! you didn't do very well this time as well, ok...i've lost, i admit defeat...but remember...don't forget what you did today!

nVm..fnf! =) these days...though i did not blog and remind ppl, i've got wonderful afternoons and evening *except those on wed, sat and sun!*...just felt so 'myself'! =) la la la...so contented...hmMm...but dn worRy, this have nth to do with anything else! ;) and...haix....coming up wouLd be 4 days of...'mental torture'...terrIble, let's see how am i gonna 'handle' the problem~ haix...bad bad bad...but..hahAZ!! did you noe? the day right after the 4 days would be something else!! muaHahaHaz!! a sort of 'confirmation day'!! yayz!!kekex...*dn tell you* =P

yeApz..there's a match coming up this sat(basketball)! anyone interested?i think, not..hahaz...i'll be at upper serangoon cc or sth...to play with some guys...kekex, wait for my results then? hehex...cya guys!!

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

O levels...hMMmM~

okOKz, have not been writing, sorry..only coming online on Wed, fri, sat and sun...so only can bloG on THeSe days k? yeapz...let's start with...O'levels?

Monday, the release of o'levels result 2004! woAHz, the horror...well, the whole graduating classes was being called up to 'view' the whole environment...fillEd totally with 'nervousness!'

Result was out only after the principal long spEech again, and Mr marica's presentation...though long, but..ok la..i see the 'seriousness' of it.. then...taA da...Sharon's top in sch with 9 pts...and bla bla bla~

haiZ....after alL these, not enough...nxt day go back sch, wah lao...all teachers emphasise liaoz~ jia lat...kinda pressurizing though, but nvm...i'm sure it'll at least 'inspire' us to work harder! ...stilL, more problems coming up...many of my friends / classmates had dropped subjects, shi ming as well! haiZ..this made me like, sort of going to be influenced like tt..grh, but no! i'm sure i'm gonna strive and do sth abt it~ haiz...hard though~

still...don't care! hahaz...i passed my physics test!! yay! so happY~ =P it was given out today..but then hor, gonna have a meet-the-parent session on friday le, haiz...gonna tok tok liaoZ~ dnnoe what they going to tell my parents?no, shld be what my parents going to tell them! grh~

oh yAHz, red cross had attached 3 vis, all from tkgs~! grh...thought they were 'good', but NO! they ARE demanding!! haiyo~ lucky i stepping down soOn le~ =P

hMMm..what else, oh ya! today was photo-taking!! kekex..last year liao..die die must take! last year wasn't able, due to the stupid national camp...so this year don't care!! even student councillor oso! actually, feel abit pai seh lor...budden alvin pulled me de mah~ bo bian..shi ming wasn't with us oso~ haiZ~ stiLl...it's taken...same as 2 yrs ago, i'm standing beside khairul~ hahaz..but bad bad bad...for informal, i dnnoe what to 'pose', so just turned my head...then alvin go push! hahaz....=P

haiZ...sat got match lei..shld go mah?? please choose for me!!! grh~

the enDz~