Tuesday, December 28, 2004

S.C camp~

hmMM....today and yest, tt's rite...there was the Student councillor 'day-camp'..hAIz...it's really nth comPaRed to any previous s.c camp there was before! hAiz...i finally realize tt *'s choice was right. i'm reAlly on the VErgE of 'quiTting' le...hAiz...it's not 'councillor' now, i want to be a councillor, not a "someone else"..i really got this feeling tt, student councillor is on its really steep road dwn to nothIng!! wad have gone into it?
Now, no one is shoWing any respect (other than some ex-cos tt's still experienced), unlike thE past...when there's fun, there is...but when it comes to real stuff, everyone's playing their part, no one dares...or maybe, no one even want to interfere, even the corrupted ones (my frenz) noe wad to do...however, when 'someone' jz toOk over...it's not JAmes, he's doing well....it's jz someone else...After thE senior batch jz left, the new ones...like know nothiNg abt 'respect' anymore. I got this assumption that, to get into the higher post, all you have to do is to know 'that' guy very well and you'll be the good ones...wad's this? democracy? we're not even voting!i'm not going to let this happEN to my unit! dn worry my uniT (Siglap.R.C.Y), we practice "one for all, all for one" stuff.
SorRY abt my rudeness...jz can't stand their sense of being an 'ex-cos' or 'advisors'...
haiz...dissApointed! by the way, back to me! hahaz... oh no manz..the fancY drill is still not completed yet, though the steps are done, i still can't get them to complete it...haiz...think, we may not be able to showcase it on wed manz...so, no surprise eh?
wAH...reallY miss * So dAmn LOtZ!! hahaz....really wanna see her!!! i tried to this moRn, but...nopE! up to no avail! but nvm...it's jz part and parcel...really want to have her photo man! ARGh!! DeSPerate!! hahAz..no lar, is just...er...dnNOE how to saE la hor... =P, so many days liaoZ lor!! mind you~ hehez... la la la
hmMm...i tink, after the sec 1 orientation, i'm just gonna brg up to the tcher in-charge on my opinion, after tt...i tink i'll jz remain as a student...izzit ok guys? plz gimme your feedback? anw...i tink i'm deciding to leave tt failure thingy la...hehez...no mOod to continue~

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