Anyway, I decided to make my way down to Kaplan tomorrow to have a clearer picture of what is expected of me to take ACCA.
It's all for the future, I hope I'm ready to handle this! =)
*Never had such a nice Subway meal for a long long time!!*
Btw, I FOUND THE CHOC THAT TASTES THE SAME AS MY CHILDHOOD CHOCOLATE! Damn it, if only that wrapper is printed in English so I can read what chocolate it's made of. Miss that taste so badly.. =(
Wahahaz!! Captain america tmr! Not really into marvel characters, but well..I can always find interest in it!
Haha! As much as I am excited for the outing tomorrow, I do understand it is not going to be an easy day, wonder how everything will turn out. Hope I'll be in the right mood to do the right thing? loL!
Hmmm.. Nearly let the cat out of the bag just now. Wow...I was biting my lips as I replied those SMSes on that bus 53 la!
Haha!! I really wonder what will her response be when she learns about it? Can't even dare to think about it. loL! Pretty useless I am, because I'm still clueless about her opinion and no courage to face the consequence if the truth unfolds; might lose another friend ya?
Btw.. decided to watch Jump with her! Hehe...I know it's a bit too fast, but I don't want to miss watching that show! Ah meng once told me it was nice, plus I've just finished watching 'Hello Stranger' (Yes, Jump was featured in the movie), I'm so going to watch that show!
Really worried at this moment. Hope I don't chu pattern on that day man!
OH YA! It's the start of the lunar 7th month and I clean forgot about it this morning that I went swimming with Zach and Brian! Lol!! We tried swimming in the newly opened sports and recreation center beside whitesands. *And I got a scar across my chest unknowingly*
The pool is fresh and wide, nice! However, I think the number of people in the pool just don't make you want to swim. Every 5 strokes, you have to change lane. Zzz~ So I gave up and try the slide! So embarrassing, only kids were queueing! The lifeguard in charge of the slide was looking at us with one kind of look. LoL!! I ignored! Just play nia! =P Zach and Brian felt so ashamed! *I know deep down inside, they also want to try one!*
Anyway, sent ASTA off at the Airport. What a hassle! She didn't know the actual weight requirement for the luggage when she packed, creating such a big hoo-hah at the airport check-in counter area. LoL! She teared over the pressure. Funny! Girls girls...bring so many unnecessary stuffs!
Anyway, hope she enjoys her exchange program there! Bon Voyage, Asta!
Haiyo!! Where's Jeremy and Alvin when I need them!!! SO many things to confide!! EH YOU 2!!! ASK ME OUT NOW!!
Heard about this Thai Movie from Woon Kin Wang, and many other battery-mates claiming it's one of the best Thai Movie. Decided to watch it just now as I see the same name on someone's facebook. loL! Kinda touching. Just reminds me of another brilliant thai romance-comedy titled: "Crazy Little Thing Called Love."
I really wondered what make me like both the movie so much despite it being so new and foreign? The plot? Setting? Or it could just be the actress. =)
Just hate it but after every romance show, the emotion lingering just brings back memories. Zzz~
Combined Rehearsal 5, granted a chance to cam-whore all day long on that M3g together with the ceremonial 25 pounder guns. Nothing to be impressed about but it's true that this is one of the rare chance to snap ourselves in Number 1 uniform. No film/memory space wasted! haha!!
My mummy very pretty in this dress right? loL!
With my Battery Commander, Guardsman.
Battery Sergeant Major (BSM) Warrant Eddy.
...together with Denny!
And the Presidential Gun Salute(PGS) team.
Well, looking back at all the trainings and saturdays burnt for the rehearsals, we're now left with just 2 more chances to fire the 25-pounders - Preview and Actual.
As National day steps nearer, many things start flashing past me. When the fireworks on the actual day marks my last duty in my NSF period, I begin to reflect what really happened in the chronosphere of this 1 Year 10 Months.
I wouldn't say this 2 year is only grief, remorse and regrets. Many things didn't go well prior to my enlistment until recently. However, it's only these shits and breakdowns that got me to be stronger and more independent.
I know who're my real friends.
I knew my clique's flaw, every single one of them and there's a time where I despised their flaw. Well, army enlightened me, BOSB flaws are much pleasant. Appreciate your TRUE friends while you can, for I've seen people who's so nasty you cannot believe they exist.
Reality and the practical world.
Before army, I still believe the world is what i see it to be, what i want it to be and what i think it should be. Army gave me the big tight slap. I've picked that up and am now moving on. I'm thankful for that pain because it makes me realise the harsh world before it's even later.
To do things for myself.
A friend in my Unit told me about my shortcoming. I care too much for others. There's time you wonder why i do things which is so out of the way. There's time where I can't explain things to you clearly. There's time when I just choose to ignore and smile. If you knew me well enough, I seldom do things for myself. I always have the others in mind before every of my considerations. It's this mindset that make people detest me, because they feel in debt for me when I create guilt in them. Now, I feel my friends like me more for being more outspoken and more decisive. Well, if not for army, I'll still be trapped in that prison!
Things don't happen if you don't work for it.
You hear this all the time, but it's no doubt the only way to make things happen. From Primary sch to Secondary and even Poly, I always take things for granted. I thought things will happen automatically and turn out to be ideal. Another pinch from the army. Look where I am now, because I chose to let things happen 'naturally.' I'm sure there's so much room for satisfaction!
Long story short, as much as I hate the green uniform obligation, I begin to appreciate the additional favour done to me. I think I'm more prepared and confident to face the real world now.
I hope I am not doing this alone. There's this very big part of me which is longing for someone who I can share my ideas and love with. Learning that XX is doing very well now, it's time for me to get my Mary Jane.
Hope I am not wrong this time! =)
"Do you feel cold and lost in desperation you build up hope, but failure's all you've known remember all the sadness and frustration and let it go,
First time visiting Titanium... with the people that never fail to make me experience so many First Time!
Haha!! Drank neat for the 1st time, a break-through in my alcohol career... and as expected, the rash and itch followed closely. Good news, the rash is not as bad as the previous times!
Still, I'm not used to those clubbing and dodgy night-life... but I guess it's the companionship that make the stay there really enjoyable. Without the right people, you cannot really express and let yourself loose! How nice of my detachment and some other battery mates.
Well, some of the person I met in my NSF life is really amazing... I wish they can be around forever..but distance is the most effective barrier of any relationship.
Hi you. *that's if there's even people reading this..*
Took the courage to read up her wordpress just awhile ago, and images start to flash past in the split seconds. Not that it doesn't hurt, but I think i'm so much convinced she's in much better hands now. Thank you, that man.
My torment of being a NSF is soon to be over, and i'm gravitating myself back to the real world. While working on that, I've conversed with some close friends and discussed about their relationship problems. Well, glad to say... I'm not the only one in my kind of situation.
"We chose to leave not because we didn't love her, it's because we want them to be happier. I think I'm not worthy of her. Afterall, love doesn't mean possession."
This sentence gets more and more clearer now as I listen to other people's examples.
Life, that's how it is. Learn to accept regrets and take on new challenges.
"sometimes people learn their mistake the hard way, and some learn it too late." -Taylor Swift.
Enough of emoing. I'm out of that shithole in August! Btw, my last event for my ill-fated NSF life would be marked by the Presidential Gun Salute for NDP2011, themed majulah!
This is what we're doing this year, photo taken by one of our sergeant during the 1st combined rehearsal held last Saturday. I'm one of the firer (the one who press the lever upon "FIRE!")
7th May 2011! It's been four-five years since we last had election!
Then, I'm still considered a minor, so election is just a thing adult will need to do, I have none to be involved! It's different this year though.
The only thing i remembered vividly from then election was Mr Lee's reply to the deteriorating result of the PAP.
"75% is a pass, 55% is also a pass!"
haha!
Yea, and somehow... I wouldn't know the link but it's usually the case right? When this kinds of thing (election) happens... money seems to come our way! If only election occurs more often! hehe!!
However, it'll be pretty stupid to vote based on such rewards. The real and effective govt need not give rewards to tempt the members of public to win themselves votes. I'm sure the citizens have their own reason and are definitely in their right mind to cast the correct votes.
We'll wait for the result tonight. I'm not surprise if there is never-been-before footage, but i'm even more assured that after tonight, Singapore will be a better place after all the pin-pointing scrutinised by the opposition parties in their rallies.
Today marks the day of the worse betrayal I had in my life.
It sucks to be betrayed by one of the friend whom you really think you could trust. One whom you have helped all these while. One you can laugh and play with.
Now, I'll never treat that person the same way I used to be. There'll always be this barrier forever.
Friday spent on Guard duty, again. There's nothing more boring than this. Shucks~
Furthermore, I have to sleep on my precious Saturday to recuperate from the sleepless night. GDI (God Damn It)...
Conscious in the afternoon, only to be pestered by the little girl. Reached my limit so decided to go for a swim to escape from the girl's tyranny - trust me she's pretty... pretty annoying! Had a good work out, as well as a good hour relief of her nonsense!
LoL! Not that I dislike children, but if someone keeps 'ordering' you around, it kinda sucks! given that I'm already being ordered around in camp~ Give me a break!!!
Haha~
Sad happenings, Japan disturbed with terrible disaster. Countless people missing, rising death counts, unbelievable damages and pitiful scenes, all in a disaster-stricken Japan.
Deep sympathy, yet strengthless to contribute. I can only give my blessing from within as I read the remorse through the papers. The situation at the Nuclear Site just doesn't help the recovery, given all the danger from the radiation emission. Snow also make things worse...
People tell me it could be the retribution given to Japan now for the massacre which they are responsible in the World War 2. I think it's unfair to say that... afterall, Japan's contribution to the world remains understated. Their spirit to accomplish task exceed any other man on Earth! Why people only judge by the sin people have committed and omit their contribution?
No doubt it's a challenging period for the Japanese now. I sincerely hope they can brace through this difficult situation, for a better tomorrow awaits them. They'll learn from this significantly, and also warn others about the consequence of luxury.
In my context, it just shows me an endless track. The closer view of the track shows clearly a strong, sturdy track filled with rocks.
upon looking ahead as the track extends, it is gradually blurred; the road is there for you but it's vague and unknown.
How nice, courtesy of Kevin! =)
Btw, Kevin have moved to Pasir Ris. Coincidentally, his block is so near to mine, which means I have someone to drive me to West Coast CC!!
SPLD was utterly defeated hands down by NYP. What a shame. The prime of SPLD is over, that also reminds me that I should refrain from going back there, mainly because there's nothing much I can contribute either. We were able to do it in the past, why not now? It's still a question, and I'm not capable to answer that. We'll just see how it goes...
Anyway, went lion dance to help shi fu for an opening ceremony 'cai qing' at AMK's London Weight Management centre as well as it's partner Yun Nam Hair Care centre. Both located in the same building. Shi Fu requested for a Big Head, so I'm on it! Haha! So cool, not in my mood to crack jokes and disturb/harass, but sufficient to make the crowd laugh and smile. How nice! =) Just love it when they enjoy my Big Head's appearance!
As the title suggested, it's Photography. Actually, not very much on that line..but I just bought a new camera from the recent IT Fair. Well, a canon ixus 115. Quite a catch, given it's reasonable bundle package that comes along with it. =) A new canon camera user, but I hope it works just as good, or better than our present olympus which seems to be dying on us! haha!
For this, we got to buy the printer at a discounted price.
Enjoying my hard-earned off for fri and mon. What a wonderful weekend. =) Hope my coming months (till i ORD) will be smooth and peaceful. yay!
"Here we go, come with me.. there's a world out there we should see..."
Another hidden song from Bruno Mars which is meaningful and a nice piece of tune attached to. His voice is nice, although I wouldn't dare say he's the best around. Definitely enough to impress many! =)
Anyway, lost another round of soccer premonition to Sg Pools.
I wouldn't say I'm very addicted into betting, but I find myself constantly buying the tickets. It must be the thrill of anticipation which got me hooked. Must emphasise that I do cap at my limit, still the full loss this week made me buy another 2 matches tonight. What will be the verdict?
Had our annual class chalet yesterday... miss them!!
Catch up with the girls regarding their school and work, pleased to know they're all handling well with their school pressure and working environment; partially with envy as they've already taken their next step while we guys are still clearing our checkpoint.
Still upset by the fact we guys have to stall for 2 years. It's not a lot but come to think about it, it's enough to make me forget most of what I've learnt in school. Rather terrible ya? I hope when I return to accounting, I can recall quick enough! Not hope, must.
Lol! Btw, it was a risk yesterday for I came out from my sentry to attend the class chalet. I know, it's dangerous for I might be questioned for my absence in camp during sentry, but I think the class gathering is too much be missed out.
And another thing, our Kit Ping is attached! lol! Like finally, wish her all the best! =)
Finally went back to play with the Pinoys again. EXCITING!
Anyway, didn't get to play much, and adding on to the remorse is an injured thumb; either a fracture or a serious sprain. yes, OUCH!
loL! As what man will do, friends are number 1, I insisted on playing a second round at night over at Ris Granduer and Bronto...well, it didn't help but made thing worse.
Consequence: A swollen palm
Well, nice way to 'enjoy' the weekend.
Still, fixed my dvd rack and done up the decorations... at least i feel more organised now, even though it's insignificant. =)
Ransacked some old discs and found, of course old, photos and videos.
Reminisce...
Adorable right? I know! There were more, but not for show la! =P Confidential.
Find this extremely funny! Those days.. Haiz, brings me both good and bad memories. =(
Have I told you before? 2 is my Favourite Number! and to double that, I'm turning 22! WEEEEE~~~~
Maybe I would say this could be the favourite year of my life? I hope so...the 1st thing in my mind is that ORD occurs THIS YEAR!! ROAR!!
Was spring cleaning over the weekends and 're'-discover my diaries. 2 of them, one from primary and the other covers from sec sch-present. haha~ I noticed the change of my sentence structure, maturity in writing and vocab & grammer improvements! Tsk tsk... My diary post are usually written with vivid details, so much so they can make me live the past virtually as I read and reminisce at the same time. Sweet and naive memories I have... unforgettable.
Alright, I've been cursing, deemed myself unlucky and less fortunate (in the sense of bgr and social life) However, I neglected the fact I used to have very lucky and irreplaceable past, both in Pri and Sec school...especially Sec school period. It was like a golden period of mine... let's take a look:
Got the 1st crush in pri sch (she studied in the same poly/class as me, how coincidental),
Studied in a Em1 class,
Received Singa Merit award (cute hor?),
Knew Jeremy,
Started engaging Basketball (after kenna ram-but by a mutt in a casual soccer game made me gave up on that checkered ball)
and... discovered my talent in skipping. (my record, I hit a 600+ in a minute which got me champion!)
Sec sch:
Lion danced (my childhood fear-turned interest)
Studied triple-science,
Got directors' award from RedCross Youth HQ and attained the highest rank in the student system,
Won the 1st champion for our school's red cross among the district in footdrill,
Engaged in official basketball matches under school team, oh ya I was qualified to represent the school team *proud*,
Met my 1st love (sad ending though, shan't elaborate =( ),
Achieved many awards in the school, including Eagles award, edusve scholarships, harnessing youth *** award etc..
and most importantly I found true friends/buddies/brothers/comrades that are still around me since!
thumbs up for a summary of my past encounters.. ^^
Anyway... it's a week before the CNY. I'm pretty looking forward to it as it means income, monetary'ly! *loL!!* and not forgetting the period where mahjong is legal everywhere!! WAHAHAHAZ!!!!!
Sad to say, Lion dance is not my priority this year, so income will be greatly reduced, part of the reason is because my 'theme' for this year, also my resolution, is to be around and there for my loved ones... which I may have neglected in past years. Mainly my own family, my cousins, my fishes and BOSB! =) Peace out!
DID I TELL YOU I KENNA GUARDY DUTY ON CHU 3?!?!? Damn suay, I picked the lot myself...no one to blame, but I'm pretty touched by my detachment mate effort to actually fork out $40 each (so made up $200) and the rest by myself to pay someone else to replace me. (Guard duty on that day can sell up to $300! omfg)
Nope, I'm appreciative but I can't let them spend innocent money on me..I turned down their kind offer... Really thankful! but I'd rather do it myself...just 24 hours + no lion dance..might as well.. So, I'm not free on Saturday. Sorry buddies!
Alright, exercise agni warrior 10/11 was finally over, fatep also completed. Now, waiting for ORD lo...
On the day of flight, really appreciate my parents, sis and zach with Jo for coming to the airport. It was a very unearthly hour, yet they came! Touched! Thanks zach for driving my parents home! =)
ok, to the topic
let's put up some photos of us in action over at Incredible India.
I can't really tell you where we exactly are due to confidentiality... but i guess you roughly know where it is la. =)
Let's start with..a brief pix of our bunk:
it's like a much 'cosy' style of BMT. Yeap, unfortunately I sleep on the upper deck..
Honestly, without friends whom you can talk cock and play around with, it's going to tough there...
Jo, Me, Ray and Lewis! =)
Shortly after we've arrived for 2 days, it's ready for our exercise proper and the real action begins. We set off!
On the tonner with our prized asset.
No time to fool around..didn't record or snap down our deployment procedures (confidential and time constraint) still, this is the end-product of our deployed gun, under camo.
Mission continues bla bla bla...
and me in Action! Yeap, that's my role there~
btw, did i tell you that? I'm the no.3 man (out of the 8 man team) as the APU driver. Basically, I drive this gun (yes, it's self-propelled) and I control the loading mechanism as well.
Oh yes, it's a live-firing so The projectile!
Yeap, swakus as we are, just like previous batches..we signed our rounds!
This is our detachment signature...all 8 of ours!
and next is my personal one!
hehe, Garfield!
with signature...
It's really a once-in-a-lifetime experience. The impact and recoil from the gun is kinda out of the world. Now I can really understand how a nuclear/atomic bomb can cause devastating consequence. Our 155 is just normal HE yet has already high damage potential, needless to say our WP and other much fatal kinds of projectiles!
with only 2 charges (highest for our whole live-firing), we can already feel the back blast so spine-chilling and deafening, I can't see ourself firing with 3 more charges (max is 5). fuyo!
anyway, was greeted by this billion dollars building by one of the richest man in the world! nice eh? It says the 1st 3 or 5 stories are carpark which stored 200 cars. Crazy. How I wish I could have just 1% of his wealth, fantasizing the fortune and life I'll be soaking in...*wooTs*
and last but not least, after 19 days of very cold and very hot weather... we finally make our way back. Nice...
SQ is still the best because it just tells you, you're going home.
What's the worse things that are ever going to happen to me?;
Are the snakes and scorpions there friendly?;
The weather is going to be fine right?;
The evaluator's not a bitch;
I miss dota... ...
Yea...kind of sum up my mixed feelings now.
Anyway, despite my reluctance to this trip, I'm pretty happy about what's going to happen after I return. If nothing goes horribly wrong there, I'll be enjoying my pre-ORD mood already.
After this trip, I'm more or less a complete soldier/gunner. Haha...no more outfields after this!
But...IF (touch wood) something really happens...I'll just say, i'm going to die in regrets. There's many things I haven't done nor make up to yet. So sad... Part of it is her, part of it is another her and another part is you you you!! loL! Not sure if you understand, but... just know i'm still living in regrets yet to be settled. If you do know what i'm talking about...please accomplish for me if I can't make it.
