Monday, August 15, 2005

Hate it!

HmPH! I just hate it when aunties on the streets that are strangers to you to come reprimand you in front of the public!

Auntie!?! Can't you see we're not blocking the whole damn Stairs! you arE! I know, you can't pass, but what's wrong with "excuse-me"? So difficult to come out from a fifty over lady eh? Yar, i can see that someone's coming up...i was about to ask Brian to come out when out of nowhere this aunty came out and started to scream... Yalar yalar, we no brain la you have BIG oneS!

"You all from Siglap arh..." DuH! there's many other schools in Pasir Ris tt's wearing white! Grhz...(Must be another anti-siglapian resident I say~) And one more thing...do you have the right mind to even ask b4 making noises?!? can't you ask politely? Mind you...you blocked out the stair even longer when you stood there shouting and stopped the other aunty from moving up instead...not uS!

..........breathe in...........breathe out...........breathe in............breathe out............ ...........

ok la...sorry guys, i have realised that i'm in the wrong...i don't meant what i 'typed' just now...just shot out from my mouth without thinking but mere anger. Sorry aunty..i knew she meant well...i was just unhappy with the way she shouted at us previously...sorry, really sorry! Okok...i had reflected myself...i did saw the other aunty waiting to come up...but was blocked by us, and my mistake to not asking brian to shift quick enough...sorry brothers, made you all get shouted for nothing...

hMMmm...another blow, Miss Wee said i've done very badly for Chem this time...haiz...it must be really bad! She emphasised my name..."MElVIn! You'd done very badly this time, what happened to you?"..alright, don't ask me how badly i've done..haven't got the paper yet... It's not the grade i'm worried...it's because i stayed late night plus afternoon to go through my tys...but, it didn't help much...i could meet the standard of the tys, but why not miss wee's test?! Must be true that o'levels standard are lower...haix...must really work hard le...jiA you MeL! =)

=) ok..got some plans later on, shan't come online after 10 tonite...sister's using...hahaz..toO badz~! cYaz~!

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Thanks!

I'm so thankful, so thankful for my friends around! They did not leave me alone! I'm so glad...they didn't ignore me or left me out...i just can't describe it! Thanks so much!

I'm sure if i'm still in my primary so-called "Em1 class", I'm sure i would long have been left out...and they sure will ignore me de lor! If not..the other way round...they'll be happily discussing their points. Whereas those who didn't meet the standard, will again be despised..hate those time! Also...when you console those who get bad marks, you'll be shouted you know!?!

"what do you know~!! Don't know don't talk!" will be the reply..sad eh? but...dn worry la, not all like that! =D soMe were really great!!

just like this year...especially xy, meng, clarence, zac, alvin, brain and Darren etc....they didn't over-react or anything lor! Even congratulated me...if i have that situation in p.sch arh...i'll be a happy manz! I'm so glad and contented..

however, i'm still feeling bad...i don't know how to console or talk to those who didn't meet their expectation. I'm really afraid that any word that i say may be bad and..wRoNG!! So, very scared to console them...in addition, xiao ye advise the best is to leave them alone to think...hahaz, hope it helped? yeapz...

k la...i think i better shut up le..just went cycling with brian, meng and clarence. So cooling yea? but..so lonely..haiYo~ k la...go rest le, cya guys tmr at 8am!!

Thursday, August 11, 2005

English Oral

OmG!! Today's the English Oral...shit shit shit~ what happened? you want to know..i shall tell you!!

daRnz! i got stumped during the conversation when the examiner just shut me up 2 times with questions!! Argh! Is that the way the oral go???

okayz..b4 it's my turn, i remembered what the presenter told us about seeing the examiners as good ppl, they wants to help you..i diD!! I imagined them being so kind to us and giving us the marks we would like. However...my imagination paralysed as i spoke to them! They...S**kS!! But, lucky mine was still ok, just stumped me with questions...the other table was worse! The examiner so slack..*phEwz...

Then, back to me..everything was fine, just that my reading was slighty fast and 'nervous' in the first part...but it recovered and everything went well UNTIL! the conversation! Arghz!!out of all the questions in the world..why this 2!?!?! I've thought of all kinds of 'impossible' questions...but,why abt careers!?!? OmG!!

ok, i've thought of careers questions b4...about my ambition, what's so good about job..but their questions was like..."what courses would you like to take up in college or furthur institutes" and..."do you agree that there's different kind of people that suits different kind of job"

First question..i'm quite confident..I talked abt my target that i've longed for...the Business course, accountancy. I mentioned about money makes my eyes wide, i don't like research all those ( have to lie your way out wadz..) then, i kept bull-shitting about money often come from business making...until she asked..."Is money the only~ motivation that makes you want to get into the course" ok, i was shocked by her question...i maintained my confident look and replied 3! seconds later..."well...yes~! but there's other! when we talk abt business, we mean partnership...i love working with ppl..."etc etc...

phew...that was close! i nearly died! then comes the next question. Darn...i was so confused by that question!! Different kinds of ppl, different kinds of job...of course there is...so, i gave example abt "some ppl were borned with good body-build, so...they will be suited to do rough work, not those office and white-collar jobs.." then she went again.."so you mean the body build is the only factor for choosing a job?" shit...they asked me twice the same kind of qns!! i turned arnd and replied, in quite an annoying manner though. "Well, not all...some have talents for this this this...whereas some depends on interest" haiz...that's shit~ I'm not repeating that anymore! Thank god it's over now!! muahahahaz~

ok la...back home already, just knew this morn' that we're only getting back our MT results tmr...am i prepared? to see the C 5/6 i'm going to get? haix...not much confidence thought...let's see tmr...that's all! Good luck everyoNez!! =)

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

SBG

Hey hEY~!! Guess where i went today?? hehez..i didn't expect it as well..i went to Singapore Botanical GardenS!! hehez...funNy hor? how come suddenly go such a place? Reason is beacause my leg's still hurt and wanna go sight-seeing, the 'Evolution Garden.' Remember that time during assembly, we had 2 speakers from SBG? (one of which was Mdm su's ex-classmate) They mentioned about the Evolution garden rite? what trees with scales, what 'one-cell' plants..hahAz, so went to check it up yesterday! =)

hehex...Long bus trip, but ok la...finally reached there! Stupid me, didn't know where to alight, so i think i alighted 2 stops away...long way to the entrance!! pHewz...Even inside also sweating sia!! I was utterly wet manz, not because it rain but i really perspire...scary hor? indEed~

then after checking it up..then go back bedok lor(bus 7 mahz) then...hehex..go macdonald, "mixing coke with Milo"...woahz, that was like the 1st time out of soOoo long when i finally drank Coke?? hahaz...kinda missed it manz~ =P Lucky no stomachache arhz...=P

Bedok library was quite neat eh? I don't know...i stiLl think it has a better and yet simpler library as compared to others (national, tamp, Pr)...remembering that time when we took the thumb's up course together with darren and ho yin..hahAz...took so long to find a librarian and ask the location of the auditorium~ =P

Stayed there till it nearly closes...then, then...like this lor...returned home~

Btw...have you ever wondered, does your parents apologise to you b4? Well, i never did except for sometimes when she mistook some words and i explained to her, she'll say sorry..other than that...she never does! I've never heard 'sorry' from my dad yet!=) Actually, i did thought about it b4...why wouldn't they? hmMm..long story yea. 1stly, they seen you grow up, of course they have this thinking that you're younger, and you shld listen to me, why bother apologising to you...

2ndly, they want their 'face', their dignity! Why would they want to make themself feel bad right? so...very seldom parents will apologise =)

3rdly....maybe because i'm really the one at fault?

hahaz..ok la, I know i'm naggy..but..that what i always tell myself mahz~ so, you get what i mean le mahz? Not say, they isn't wrong la...but, they'll never think they're wrong, instead...to solve this, we have to sacrifice, be the humble ones! This way, they may in turn be the guilty ones instead you know?

ok la...i know i know..i shut up k?? ziPz*! hehez... Tmr's english Oral!! good luck~!!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Sport's Day

Alright, the national day celebration cum Sports day today~ how fun! And i meant, "fun~" hahaz...so boRing!! I neaRly rotted to death, didn't you?

Ok...woke up early in the morning..met zhi yong at my bus stop, then was supposed to meet xiao ye in the bus later on. Who knew the bus was so full that we
cannot even squeeZe, so hafta take the bus behind (81). Took it to interchange then walked..."laTe!" saw Mrs Yoong shouting for us to rush front.

Sat there for like..2+ hours just to see the runners complete the track. Nothing better to do...so, talk lor? talk talk talk~ then joined the first-aid post later on. (the next batch is really...oMg~) hahaz...i'm trying not to think bout' it! =P

Yay!! Getting Mt result on Thurs! finally..all the waiting..either i'm taking again or not!! At one go...who cares whether i'm doing well or not...just don't keep me from all those suspense can le...i hate these kinds of mental tortures lor!! Waited so long just to get the results...grh~

Ok..after the celebration, went out for a short "dispute", a disagreement actually...all very disorganised. So, in the end...5 remained watching movie and the others (me, clarence +++ ) went home...so...bo liao, that the first thing i reached home was to push everything on my bed to the floOr and *bOom*... ...zZz zZz... hehez...such nice slp lor!!

that's about all? Before that..now's 9th aug le... so...
HaPpY 40th BiRtHdAy SingApoRe!!!

Hope Singapore can be forever peaceful and a nice country to stay in..FOREVER!!!
-MmX-

Sunday, August 07, 2005

City Harvest can watch NC 16 already!! CongratZ~

hehez...went to City harvest's service today, as well as their 16 anniversary celebration. It was held in the Indoor stadium...just by looking at their long queue..that would have killed your mood to enter the stadium lor...Clarence made it worse by.."there's over 20,000 people from city harvest, not counting their friends.." i was like...'fainting'? ..regretted going...wanna go home, wanna go home! The blazing sun was not helping at all lor!

Fortunately, we need not queue that long, it commenced shortly after we queued. The queue advanced quite quickly too. Btw..we = Clarence, Eileen(5n1), clarence's cell group members and me! Finding a seat also got problem..and thanks to the "efficient" ushers that led us to south section...to watch nothing but backstage. There wasn't even any screen to show us the front lor!! stupid!

Throughout the whole event, it was just standing, sitting, standing...so sick and tired of it! What's worse..i ain't Christian! I don't understand what they praying, talking, singing about! Nvm...just forget it~!

hehez...after that, sort of lied to Clarence...very guilty lor! hahaz..see...i so good, confessed myself lehz. Come to think about it...i just realised quite recently..he's my friend for 10 whole years lehz!! See...such a long-lasting didi~! You all don't know rite? And out of these 10 years...we were in the same class for 6 years! cool eh?

ok..what's after the celebration? I seperated from clarence's cell grp members...then left for somewhere else...Quite a rush manz~ So hot...ewLz*..but, it's worth it la...then..return to NLB. hahz..not for long..then off we go!! heez~

where? to Willy Wonka's factory!! hehe...started quite late la...but, i must say..VERY CUTE!!!!!!!! hahAHaHaz~!! Then, what's next? Public transport rAwkz~ hehez...I didn't knew from Bishan to Pasir Ris for bus 53 very fast lehz! How come arhz?? It used to be draggy mahz..is there a change of route?? I don't know...the surrounding very dark, so didn't get to see it clearly~ When reaching home that time..omg!! I just can't describe how wonderful it was...hehez...Reached my own home...first thing i grabbed was my diary and wrote it all down!! kekex...so unbelievable manz! Thanks * so much for letting me realise something...hehez...i'm over the moon!! la la la~!! Can't wait to tell everyboDy bout' that...but....NO~! hehez...just me me and me! heez...k la...tired le...SleEpz!! nite~

-MmX-

Saturday, August 06, 2005

HmMmM~

hmMm..suddenly felt my blog so cold hoR...izzit because 7th month le...so abit creEpy?? hahaz..

yAy!! yesterday was beginning of 7th month!!woOohoo~!...???why am i so happy arh??? -_-''can see things is it?? hehez...or get the air polLuted by all those incense paper's smoke?? aiyah..stiLl must show respect mahz...so...the smoke is..er...healThY~! hahaz...-_-''' ''' '''

okok...i'm so...dNnoe what to dO!! we're getting our MT results on either Thurs or Friday..how hoW?!? What if it's on thursday...my English oral leh~ will it demoralise me?? omg omg...what if i score very well, and on the other hand..what if i got utterly Bad!! aRGH!?! I so hoped that day doN't coMe! NEvER!! hahaz...die liao, i'm so freaked out now...*relax, relax* hu..xi...hu xi......hu...hU...hu*choke choke*

okok...today so sway..i twisted my knee(old injury) today..it seemed to made it worse! so stupid...can't my leg just recover? Grh!!wait for few days then...hmMmm...

yAYz!! Got speaker for my computer already...i can hear!! =P Songs that i'd waited so long to listen..hehez...but, so sad..now it's Clarence's and Zhi yong's com's turn...*'s one too!! hahaz...so strange hor? Computer down'ing seasoN!!

hehez.... let's pray for these torturous 3 months to pass faster...pray pray prayz...Faster and successfully!! =)!

-MmX-

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

"Secrets to Oral"

woah ho...amazing yea? just one more week from now, i'm going to face another 2 examiner for my O'levels English oral...fast eh? Just after National day, have to do this already...omg! hahAz...what's worse...we're taking our mt results soon...around the 2nd - 3rd week this monTh... Whether to retake, i'll see...most likely is need...i don't think i did well yea? EspecialLy that stupid oRal!! hahaz..

Well..i don't know why, but i'm getting sleepy nowadays in clasS!Why why?? even sweets can't help...why arh?? even mornings..i have difficulty waking up!! hahaz...yesterday was so late that Alvin waitied 15 for nth! kekex...yalor, maybe dream too sweet le

Stupid Darren, keep asking why today...hahaz...until i finally used 'finished' technique..." One more 'why' and i'm not telling you anything! "...not very useful...but it did work to a certain point of timE! hehEz~

After consultation...we went for a 'lecture', named "secrets to Oral"...i thought was another local, useless course..lucky i went to check it out...it's a "Singlish Ang moh!" hahaz..So lucky..his presentation was great! It seems to me that i'm more interested in his presentation then his content! (cause' i've been listening to the same old styles that they're teaching - Nothing New. ) hehez..so cute sia~ cannot stoP laughing...come to think of it now..reallY humorous lehz! kekex...got the paper clip one..and the "mY turn! my tuRN!" joke...keke...can la, quite enjoyable!

then..next...early in the morning..reached the classroom, the first thing was to see Sva crews gathered together..so i joined up later...It was about the dates we had left for the entire filming. In all, minusing grad'nite and weekends..we had the whole 12 days to clear up! lOoks like we're gonna stay in school for 2 weeks agaiN! hahaz! can't wait...not for the grad nite, but 4 the stayover~ heEz~!!

yeapz...that's abt all..gtg! Cyaz~

-MmX-

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

NationAl day~

WahAhaz~ It's a whole new month...August it is, it's gonna be the National day's month!! hehez...you know what? This year's ndp parade (school's) it's so..omg!! hahaz..only one pathetic squad...new idea it is, but..it suckS!! i still prefer the old one!! hehez...got every contingent and GOH!! =P

Well...sports day will be on the same daY with National day eve...then, we already had our heats last fri...BAD!! stupiD..because Clarence, Alvin, Zhi Yong, Zach and i went to try out in Meridian Jc. HAhaz...so stupid hor, zach and philip were runners, nvm..they're used to it...Clarence nxt day, muscle strain, whereas Alvin and me...hahaz...the next next day! cannot move our leGs lor!! So stupid! We went to mjc on wed. I jogged frm my house...so didn't brg ez-link card...then..met up with them there.

then..reached there already, jogged a few rounds...then they carried on with the sprintings...ahaz..including me! so fun...run run run, sprint sprint sprint...kekex, so long nv run till so shuang le!! Then...very tired already...until when we were walking hm, my leg got the 'cramp' feeling again...hahaz!! bad sign!

so...the next day...i found it weird, usually when you absent yourself from these kinds of training, and suddenly you do that again, you'll feel that kind of muscle aches. However, Alvin and I felt nth wrong while clarence was complaining abt the pain. Unfortunately, the next day when i met up with Alvin...he started a qn..."eh Mel, your leg ok mah?" then i.. "HAHA!! same!! i thought you don't have, didn't ask..mei xiang dao...same time manz!!" hahaz...the thing is..it's more painfuL!! hahaz..i even had problem sitting doWn! Darn~

ok..after that got the heats. I'm only a reserve...but then, shi ming and taufiq backed out...so, don't want to see ho yin disappointed, i decided to contribute my effort, then xiao yong volunteered to be the starter of our relay.Hahaz..bad start according to Ali...then, Ali 2nd runner and 3rd me! Why isn't it 4 x 200m?? We'd been at the back since start...so, when it's ali turn, he brought the pace up again, but...maintained...then my turn! I grabbed the baton...off I went, when i found out.." OUCH!! mY leg!!" but...nope, i overcame it...and sprint all i could...no prob manz! i ran...and already caught up with 2 beside me one I saw them dropping in speed...muahahaz...then i looked front.."shit! Ho yin!?! so fast?? i still haven't overtake yet!!" darn..just a few more steps to overtake,but had to pass the baton, it's kinda slowed down...then..ho yin tooK the last sprint...stiLl..we lost, the other's last sprinter was faster...

shit manz..we were close!! if that's 200m sprint..i make sure I had overtaken that 2!! wasted...nvm..it's oveR! hahaz... Other than ali's 400(1st), we didn't get much then..so...ho yin and gang were looking forward for the Field event! wish them gooD luck yea? hehez...

ok...after the sports day..my leg already cannot make it...still I ran to school, and ran to bus stop again. What's worse...there's still training at Starlight...OmG!! My leg was already like sending a signal..."plEase stOP!"

nope...no luck for me, when i reached there.." lai lai lai, pao 20 quans.."
Me: " huh? not 10 mehz??"
Cap: "nope, today special...20..."
wah lao~ yeapz...8th round, my leg disobeyed...so paused and do some 'painful stretches'...hahaz..back to normal~ run and catch up with them. When they were at 16th round, i'm still a 10.... "Stretch = 6 rounds!!"

hahaz...not enough, still got layups, alleys, passing...worsestill! the "daily basis"!! heLL!! Shuttle run, push-ups, crunches, star jump, jumping jacks, the 'kallang wave' thingy...wah lAo~!! buay tahan manz! after the training..shaGgEd!!lucky after that is 3 on 3...can play again..though leg's pain..i seemed to forget and woAh~ thrAshed others!! muahahAH!! eViLz~

Next day...hehe..morn play bb with xiao ye they all...leg's still pain, but i forget abt the pain once playing the orange ball! kekex..reached home..wah..leg really cannot take it already, so i didn't turn up for the match lor, my mother reprimanded me as well, so...absent for that match..and, they won 3 pts though! =) that nite...went for wedding dinner with my lao pa...hehex..so simple, 1st time see 2 wedding ceremonies in the same restaurant. hahaz...then, stucked on the phone later on..hehEz!!

Sunday...hmmMm, training again lor...*for god sake, my leg's stilL complaining!! hahaz...then..went bugis and bla bla bla~ ~

ok lor, monday back to sch..nth special la...today as welL...but the pledge was led by some..."newbie" hehez...neEd ppl to company on stage one..shame shame...HahAz~!! jkjK!!

k lar...tt's abt all...and b4 i end must apologise 1st...

*P.S: SOrRy la DarrEn!! xia chi bu gan le...k?? Bu yao zhE me "small gas" la..k? The most, next time i ask qian bian wen da ti, i tell you answer 1st lor...k?? deal arh! ;)

-MmX-

Nat day~

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Unfair!!

grh..why can't the world be...fair!?! What's wrong with daughter in the family?? haix... sometimes i just hate the idea of old tradition about son more impt...what's so bad about girls?!?! No girls, how to have boYs!?! haiz...

can anyone tell me how you solve all these things? I'm beginning to have wrong mindsets sooN~

whY!?!

haiz...why did I do that?? WHY!?! I waNt to turn back time, to as early as poSsiBLe!! I didn't want it this way, why did i have to choose it this way...stuPid Melvin!!! why..WHY!!!

I just hate myself...why can't i just do and follow what i'm thinking sometimes? Only to regret so much more after it is over?? DarN!! Blame who? No one else!! Can't I just understand? If my surrounding is dark, it's me who didn't on the lights! If my fish died, it's me who didn't took care of it! If I didn't got what i want, it's ME who didn't work for it..get it Mel!!! ...It's not the short circuit, it's not the bad water condition, it's not the others that's in fault..it's yoU You YOU(me!)!!! so, if you (me) got any scolding...you deserve it!!

sigh, pretty pointless now~ stupid Melvin!! No one can save you anymore... ...

Sorry everybody...just realised something about myself...learnt a pretty important lesson today~ that's good isn't it? Yeapz...it is! =)
-MmX-

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

NOT ME!!!

Grh..tell you something, i really hate who i am in schoOl today!! I really hate myself whenever i felt myself that way! It's something i cannot explain also...It's a feeling where i can't be bothered with anything! I'll feel that something is awfully wrong, but just can't find out what's that! It really irritates me, I'll lost my smile and..."me!" I'll start to avoid my group of brothers, just wish they don't come near me...because, i'm really afraid i will do something nasty to them! I never want to do that to hurt them k! I really hate my "this" self!!!

What happened? let's take today for example...i shouted at Shi Ming and even some 'nasty-words' followed too....That's really not me!!! It's my the other self whenever i got this 'strange' mood! It's not as if i have Pms? I'm a guy! My sincere apologies, brothers...especially Shi Ming...when i shouted, i couldn't control myself then...Just thinking bout' it makes me fuMe!! Stupid MelviN!!

Nvm la...forget it...just hate my this self jiu dui le...So, take note...whenever you see my face got change or seem uninterested in anything...make sure you check how i reply 1st...if you find it's "not-me" right, just avoid...i don't want to get any of you bad...Shi Ming already kenna liao...i don't want any1 next...ok??? and...don't worry...i don't that way everytime la...hahaz...i also don't know why i felt like that today...this seldom happen to me too...don't worry k..what's more, after some long time of "self-argument" with this "other self" of mine, i'll feel better, and return to mE!! =)

k la...just hope you guys understand k? Thanks lotz...(stiLl wondering why i felt this way today too, what's the things that's "missing") hehez...nvm la...i'm back~ =P!!

-MmX-

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Nat. Library~

well~ i just found out that the NLB had opened since 2 days ago.. hahaz...i didN't knew about it, Worsestill, it is loacated at a place where i go everyweek and i didn't notice it!! Stupid yea? I still thought "who so stupid go and build such a huge Structure, and right in a place where it seems to be quite 'difficult to locate"...now i know, the government and a place where it's supposed to be used by many!

Hahaz...very sad leh, to think i was 'extorted' by 2 girls yesterday who looks like nothing but Ah lians~!! Where got pPl ask for donations dressed up until like go gala like tt!! haiyo~ Still act pity, speak soft soft...*eWlz* 2 of them somemore! No license, no logo, no nothing! Just a stupid pink clipboard and some sort of a namelist?? I saw only 3-4 names?? then..all donated $10? omg!! Then, when the other gal found out tt i "hao qi fu", she also approached me...now, 2 on 1~ wth!

I even tooK off my earphone to listen lehz...so...they talk talk talk, until finally they asked..."Ke yi juan $5 ma?" actually i already suspect since i 1st saw them already...but, k la k la, since my mood not bad, i woudn't care less what they are up to... When they were explaining i took out my wallet and look for some cash... During explanation, I heard mumbling...but when i say "$2...na!", they immediately change volume liaoz.."wah lao~ $2 bu gou la? ren jia zhi sao juan $5 lehz!" grh...my mind was like: I'm not working, got donate $2 not bad already lor...nvm la..."hao ren zhuo dao di", so i took out my wallet again...but this got me soOo disgusted! The second girl came beside me now...i opened my wallet, then she go peek!! *Disgusting! idiotic!! Freak!! grh..i was so mad! Inside got so many private things and can't she just...*EXCUSE ME!!* Grh!! what's more, she looked and went..."theRe!! got $10!" Next, you know what? She reached for the $10 notes and pulled it out, lucky i turn my wallet away, and gave them a $5 note instead!! *that $10 was for something else much important than this, you @#$%^!! - hehez..that was what went through my mind that moment!*

After that, i gave them the money, they just turned and walked away...i was still standing there in the middle of the walk-way and like.." huh? aren't you gonna give me sth in return? a flag? a receipt? or at least a "thank-you" for goodness sakE!! ok, i turned myself to fate..."i'm really 'lucky' yea?" so...as i continued walking and returning the earphones to my ear i was repeating, meditating and chanting to myself..."forgive and forget, forgive and forget, forgive and forget... ... ..." Well, Melvin, you must be toO nice a guy! or should i say...foLly enough to believe someone you don't even know at all! hahaz...Fate, fate~

nvm la, shouldn't judge books by its cover right? who knows they are really helping those orphans out (according to what they said) hahaz..if that's true then my $5 should be worth it...
k la...back to schoOl already, so sleepy for a monday! hahaz...niteX everybody!!

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Physics~ NooOOo~!!!

omg...i hate this afterNooN!! Yeap, it is our phsics practice paper...and, i forgot all my formulas last minute!! That shouldn't be the case!! i went to study descriptions, and explanation...kAoz...don't know whether to cry or laugh lor!! Hate myself~ well..cannot turn back time liaoz!! sobz soBz~

i think, today..as long as it's b4 and during sch..i just find it very sway for me la...
1st - Nearly overslept
2nd - Brushed too hard tt when i spit out the tooThpaste, it's fresh red!
3rd - Stayed in toilet too long, i think i was 5 minutes late for my usual procedure
4th (and which i hated MOST!!) - the damn bus was full + late!
5th - Met alvin late...
6th - Almost slept in class...
7th - Didn't stick the IN newspaper to jotterbk (last min)
8th - Got sort of 'said' by Ms ng...
skip...
14th - I foRgot my formuLaz!! booO hoOO! greatest regret!! studied all wrong de~

k la..think positive...at least, it was much better off after sch when i left tt stupid compound?? hahaz...not very wonderful, still better than b4 tt!! grh...

hehez...oh shit!! i'm feelind the itch in my hands again!! they're tingling!! kekex..BB tomorrow(today)!! what more?? i may receive a call tmr(today)!!! hehez... a wonderfuL call!! kekez... can't wait for tmr...bb! bb! BB!!! So gonna thrash others tmr(today)!! muahahAHz!! here i come!! P.O.X!!!

okok...don't want to say liaoz..so tired...hahaz....may recieve *unusual testimonial for some ppl~ beware!!* hehez...=P the enDz!

-MmX-

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Pe? no more...

Wah lao!! I'm sure the 11 of us would agree with this!! Why can't you spare a thought for us!!! We're still Students!! we still need fun! In fact, we need MORE time!! Can't you just squeeze in two small periods in the time-table?? Who care's about the ministry? It's not as if the ministry will prevent us from learning? omG!!

Grh!! talking bout it makes me F.U.M.E!!We will no longer have P.E! Instead, they're substituting morning jog with the fitnesS club students for our 'fun-to-be' lessons!! It's not as if you can play with your beloved classmates for just that 1 hour?? Jog?? haiz...it's not that bad though, it's just the pe that we can't participate!! grh...stupid sch! (oOpx~! =X) okok, i know...just few more weeks then we no need care bout's this anymore rite?? fine, fine..i'm not gonna care bout those laughter and joy in the foyer/quadrangle yea? ...FnF!! haiz... watta do, extra subject? extra sacrfice~

Another sad thing, Ms wee was replaced by Mrs Yoong. I thought change teacher already (the new relief teacher), but then...no change...wah lao~!! It's not that i'm complaining about her meaningful teaching method was not useful, it's just her character i detests so much!! whole class would agree to that! E.g: During one specific lesson, she was SO kind to us, so good...and that's her 1st day... 2nd day? total change!! she shouted at us (unreasonably), take for darren who just sat on the table while discussing our mind-map, she just came in and gave darren a piece of her mind. It's true tt darren was wrong, but...we wasn't told in the 1st place!? She shouted at him! Xiao ye was also not spared...3 of us explained to her already, she chosed to turn him down...wth! nvm la...we knew it's her "...", but...haix...tell ya sth..i'm beginNing to miss MisS wee!! bOo hoO!! i told Honkey this, his eyes widened and hugged me!! (GAY!!) then he say.."S.A.M.E!!boo hOo" kekex...poor us~

okok, forget that...Physics tomorrow...i think the physics lesson would be the best among the other 2! Instead of changing teacher and removed lessons, we had Mr Dawood to assist Mr Azzam in handling our class! We also had more lesson than before! that's the besT!!

NExt...hehez...got back 2 tests again!! I'm so satisfied with both marks, however, i know i can improved more on one of them...I got b3 for that! i should have gotten better, but i left that section out during revision...if not! i could have gotten 2 more marks...A1!! (stupid jovina, got 2 more marks then me, then skipped 1 grade of mine! (me 22/32-b3, she 24/32-a1!) hahaz...sWayz!! The other test was P.O.A! Grh..i didn't put the posittion of the particulars in order! because of tt..i lost 1.5 marks! if not..i would have gotten fulL!! Nvm...cannot be complacent...what i have is what i deserved, is enough for me! =)

haiyo...now reaching home quite late lez...afraid that i cannot pei my family members lor...how? haiz...lucky they don't reach home tt early oso..phEw...felt so guilty about leaving my parents behind while i had fun outside...grh, hate this feeling!! When they're off frm work, i'm either in sch or got a date or meeting, otherwise i'm free to stay at home and they got last min work...how sad!! nvm la...i understand..it's partly my fault oso...( why am i mentioning this? because i 4got my father took off today, and i returned hm frm sch late...due to 'after consultation' work...)

k la k la, getting long on my post...gtg!! byez~!!
-MmX-

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

I finalLy got iT!! Don't laugh la~ =P

mUahAhaz!!! Finally! I'm so contented today, hehez...i finally understood about the "Nutrition in Mammals" ( a chapter that have been thought last year 1st semester...sloW hor? =P well, at least i'm glad i knew it now then later? =P=P!! okok, let me revise...it is... ...

Proteins (proteases) -> Polypeptides
Polypeptides (trypsin) -> Amino acids
Amino acids (toxicated) -> Urea (non-toxic)

hehehEz...so proud of myself! i'm starting to get the hang of it! hopE it's not toO late still?? However, i still find my only hatred+weakness! Essay questions!! i hate it soOoOoo mUch!! haiz...watta do, if only i can just answer these questions in point form? haiyo...hate describing things, especially experiments. that's why i love it so much when teacher says, " you can draw a diagram to show the answer..." hehEHez~!! =P

well, timetable's changed? however, i had not take it down yet, hope it's not starting from tomorrow onwards right??

hehez...so eviL, made someone shouted/screamed today!! thanks to brian, ho yin and me!! Anybody like "xiao qiang?" or should i say, cockroach? ho ho ho~! pass pass pass, eventually to Brian who showed it in front of jovina and then..." AHHH~!!" kekex, she was actually dodging from ho yin and me, coz she thought we were holding on to it, who knew, she chose to stand beside Brian and...taa da~!

hMm...mdm Su not in school today, did the worksheet on Nutrition...see! thanks to that i learnt so much things today! (tt i didn't got it in the past) then, return to consultation, not really to have peace and quiet but to laugh my heads out! i reallY cannot tahan his jokes leh!! he always can think of anything and anytime..and i mean, anything and anytime!! seriOus!! very cute onez!! sure laugh till buay tahan de~! hahaz!! *tetris!!!*

oh yah!! found out i appeared in 3 so-called big photo in one page of the sch magazine lor!! so pai seh!! One is S.V.A ( took in library), one is Harnessing youth award (outside hall, road to Dnt studio) and school's recruitment drive last yr's december, in bio lab when i was explaining some bio stuff to some primary school students! so pai seh!! i was explaining to them until i sweat, and they go put it in the mag!! omg!! the perspiration was so obvious lor!! so pai seh!! i hate the euditor! grh..somemore mdm su was behind me...hahaz....she so blur! Remembering then, she nearly confused me that time...i explained correctly, then she said i was wrong...hahaz!! then she pai seh...kekex~!! *Crickets were fun!*

hMmM...conclusion for today i learnt more new things today! EurekA~! kekex...continue Melvin, continue!! ; )

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Christian?

Alright guys...today was some sort "boring"? lucky got the evening to spur me on! =D

Saturday morning, as usual...basketball with same old friends! Unfortunately...the weather brought us down...as it got heavier, we had to stop the 5 on 5...how sad! Heez~ I didn't knew i could score that good then? MuAhahaz~! Btw, i've learnt sth today!! hoHohO~! I'm so cleveR!! kekex...*bhb*

okok...back to topic, kaoz...didn't know vincent's new home was so great...swimming pool, recreation lounge, "special" facilities and even steam rooM! how coOlz~ must go and try it out after El oral in August~...Got that guys? let's get some fun then! hehez...provided if Vincent allow la...=) Then alvin and zhi yong...so stubBorn onez...tolD them their outfit is unacceptable for the swimming pool already, they refused to listen...haiyoZ...in the end kennA chased out~ how saD!! hahaz...then...tt's all lor, me, kai xiong and ho yin left earlier...my, i was really tired!! tak bolEk tahan!!!

reached home, first thing go finish my geog~ so many things to write - and i hate that! afteR that, got some sleepy spells then slp lor...I DID set the loUD lOud alarm! Stupid me go pressed it, and i slept on... stilL in my sweet dreams until... ..."Bin arh! What you wanna have for dinner? it's 5+ already...i need to prepare..." wah lao!! i actually jumped up from my bed mAn!! kekex...from sleepy to "shocked?" i overslept!! hahaz...my grandma was shocked by my actions...kekex...so cute~ =P imMediately rushed to bathe...prepare myself...go 'da ban da ban' then...ofF i went...stiLl, can't catch up...stupid me...i was late~ indeEd late...you can't just rely on puBlic transport sometimes...not even taxis!

yeap...then entered the church(darn~ i took the entire travel time to ponder about the destination...where the helL am i walking aimlessly!?!) hahaz...then explored here, explored there...until 'someone' tell me it was 2 stops after tjc~ omg, that sure helpeD! (did you know what was the previous clue? - "take bus 12, after it turn...look for a red+white chimney") omg~ can you ever locate a red and white chimney on a moving vehicle?? what's more...the bus turned a total of 7 times!! hahaz...i'm so lucky!! phEw - I didn't lost my way~

reached! only to be surroUnded by so-called "holy spirits" i just don't get it~ you'lL feel somewhat uneasy when you're like visiting church? i don't feel comfortable...ewl, hate tt feeling! nvm...got used and listened to a speaker...welL, he's indeed a good speaker~ i like to hear him talk and present himself! so cool...humorous, serious, meaningful...he's really iNteresting! still, to the end...he wanted more ppl to "follow the god"...i told myself as those people who wanted to convert walked out of the room..."do they really want to?" coz...their face was like, being "forced"? aiyah..i don't know la...comPlicated~!!!

then...go hoMe lor...hehez...Although public transports are unreliable...i still must say, i like to take buses! hehex..=) la la la~! *whistle*

k la k la, abit toO long..btw...can you guYs tag sth about the ongoing nkF news?? I realLy wanna noe hOw you guys felt abt that incident...can??? pLeasE do so!! thanks!! The enDz~!

-MmX-

Friday, July 15, 2005

Mt Listening Compre~

hey hey~ today's the 15/07~! according to my time-table, it's the O'levels Mt Listening compre..interesting yea? hMmm...i hope it's ok? it was broadcasted through radio~ fm 92.4 i think? The papers start at 3pm, and they wanted us to report at 2.20 for god's sake! haiyo..sat in my class for 40 minutes, doing nth!! coOl eh? BorinG!! just played with my beloved mech. pencil~! hehez...=P

hmMm...true, the 'stress / nervousness' was there the first 10 mins...but, as time went by...all seEmed to have relax? we even talked! hahaz...then the CE came, a strong-build guy...he spoke so deeply...toO 'man' liao...kekex, when he came in, the class so quiet~ only hear the rain and the fan, cooL eh?

ok la...the texts, shld be 'nt so diff', it's just the mcq choices that was like...tricky? hehex...

okok..what's b4...sth i'm reallY mad at...they changed the time-table?? NO!! they didn't even touched our class one, even though we needed a change badly!! There's no bio class in both the previous and present time-table!! it's really getting the bio class on the nerve! Stupid managment!! nvm nvm..fnf fnf!! =)

wah lao...i just realised that teachers can change too!one teacher of ours were talking to us so nicely just few days b4...and today she's shouting at some of us like nobody's business...real bad eh...lucky i'm safe~ if not...i don't think i'm gonna enjoy her lessoN that much afterall? hahaz..true eh? but...back to point, her teaching's really not bad..cannot defy that...=), stiLl waiting for Ms Wee!!! hehez...now the class is beginning to miss her already!! hahaz...see, that's wat happen when you got good and cute teachers!

hehez...yesterday, we helped decorate the bio lab, with...bugs and eyeballs! hahaz...cute eh! i put those eye-balls...so cuTE!! especially when they bounced! i played it on the tables...so fuN!!mdm suriati oso follOwed...haHaz!! then, got someone saboh yun ru, put a cockroach into her bag...then she screamed, even to the point of tears flowing...hahaz...so much fuN!!

back to today...gRh!! hate myself...always being slOw!! but...come to think of it..i think i made the right choIce! don't regret Melvin~! it's a good joB well done!! (hehez..praising myself)...
oh yah, btw...i've decided to change my blogskin, i've been fixing it for long, b4 my previous com broke dwn...hahaz...please don't mind if it's badly done? hahaz...that's all~!!

-MmX-

Monday, July 11, 2005

Computer's recovered!!!

HeY Hey everyone! I'm back after so long!! Finally...i'm seeing the yahoo page in my house again after such a long period!! hahaz!! so happy!!

okay, quite a big price to pay la...got myself a new dsktop, not toO bad afterall...quite good oso, got myself a faster internet as well...=) however, something's still missing...no sound yet, haven't install the sound-card i think, so i just transfer to my old com to listen lor...

Omg! Jay's song is so nice!! "piao yi"...kekex..we change some parts! " De piao, de piao, dou fu lan diao~!" hahahaz!!

ok...today's the first monday since the timetable changed...well, with addition of consultation...CoLDz!! quite surprise lehz...didn't know sch library provide 'hot chocolate'...hahaz...can say me swaku la...but i remembered teachers saying no sweet drinks or food outside canteen mahz, what more the library? nvm la...their idea oso, next time i purposely go spill one cup on the books, let's see whether they'll ban it or not! =P la la la~ who's with me? =P

alright...my days are pretty good, thanks to everyone around me! so fortunate~! hehez..esp when my com's back! just needa change the keyboard and mouse(quite old ones) ...which to chooSe neh? hmMmmm

k la k la, nth much anyway...wiLl blog soon~! cya pEepz and thanks for watching! ;-)
-MmX-