50th Honour's day

hAHaZ!! today is our 50th hONour's day!! woo hOo, all graduating classes are down to watCh the prize presentaTion ceremony, as well as the performances by our own performing groups.

okayZ, i was also sitting in the hall, preparing to receive the cca distinction...yuCkz!! we'll have to march! so disgusting~ *pUkeZ* then..guess wad!?! i did somethiNg SoooO terRible!! Here it is...*march up the stairs,
*salute to guest of honour,
*Take one step front, shake hands and receive,
*G.o.h: "Congratulations on getting the award,"
*Me: "you're welcome..."...OmG!?! can you believe it!?! i was SO stupId!! that i tooK 2 seconds to realise what i had done! hahaz..she stared at me for the moment, i was like.."huH? did i say 'welcome'?!?!" so pai seh lor!! hahaz...dn laugh la, ppl make mistakes de mah..=P

Before the presentation, our parade...well, it was quite well-done I shld say for my squad! all my elites at the same squad, very proud to be the contingent commander for tt squad too, no regretS! *worth my rank*, coz..if i were to wear that rank i had, and my squad was of 'shit' standard..i'm gonna die like shit...but..no! hehex..they didn't disappoint me at all! goOD job!

nth happen, i just find myself continuously snapping my camEra!! hahaz..i'm so..'addicted'!! toOk so many pix of my squad, my contingents, my cadets..but..toO bad..none of them with *....however...really mUst say..i find myself kinda pervetic lei...nono VEry in fact!! hahaz...now then i realise, sorrY la *, no more next time k? i promise! =)

Then, after parade, go hall, after hall, went to the canteen..kekex..got 'music' wor..hahaz!! not bad la hor, loud and clear - that's how it should be right? Don't worry about the difficult part la, *, just remember my method, can be used at such occasions, but make sure you don't do tt in syf la!! =P

yeapz...after the canteen part ( i had 3 cups of drink, 1 pudding ), i heard alvin's and zach's plan about climbing and 'jumping'..really worried bout' them, what if they fall?! haiYo..they jz won't listen to me, thinking that as if they are proffesional like tt..i think i must be all-time ready for their injury cases!! then, true, clarence showed me the video..lucky nth happened!!

okayz, in the end...go get changed and..dash! hahaz..met everyone in quadrangle..=) yeapz, then go home lor..hehex..so hapPy!! so haPpY~!!!=P la la la~!! kekex..reached home around 9+, just in time to catch 'Huo xia qu - last episode', hahaz..very gan dong, the ah beng die leiz..he so 'hero', but nvm..jz a show...kekex...then, like this lor...

tmr got lesson, and..yeapz..got permisSIon from * tt i can play with some 'enemy' tmr le..hehehex...so, gonna chiong to court after my lessons!! hope i'll learn new things again tmr!!tt's all folkS! shalL upload new pix of my unit! enjoy~!

-MmX-

Honour's day!

Honour's day comiNg!! muahAHaz~ can't wait!! not because i can march or attend or whatsoever, but sth else!! hahaz..can't wait, can't wait..cAn'T WAIT!!

okayz, the UGs had prepared so much for the parade. Almost every wednesday would be the rehearsal for the parade - they nv get bored! Also, we had yet to try out the wet-weather programme...what if it rains? hahaz...they're gonna wreck their brain again! (mr kEong mah..)

alRight, for me..everything should go smoothly, unless i'm dreaming? Most work are done by the G.O.H (ncc this year) - they all SO shuai!! with the rifle!! so envious of them~ i want to hold...lend me leiz, zach~! =P

hMmM..studies, stiLl going on well, except that Mid-year are around the corner, getting closer to us day by day! wah lao, today Mrs Poh talked to the class...whole class so silent leiz...about the requirement for jc..woahz, it really freak us out! Rjc - cut off pt: 0! amazing...was not so worried at first...soon, she dragged in poly..omg~! nvm..just do my best..who cares bout those irritating stuff~ argH!! hahax..=P

wOw!! my aquArium had just invited 53 more new fishes, among 50 of them was cardinal, and 3 of them hatchet fish! vEry cute!! so beautiful!! next time take already show you people...=)

Oh yAHz!! i just realise, the show on Channel U, 7.30 - 8.30 (mon and tues) very nice leiz!! it's call "good-luck"! it's a show about pilot and aeroplane, very touching, very cool, you people should try catching them!

yeapz...tt's about all le, remember to stay in the canteen during the honour's day arh! coz, got some performance prepared there..kekex..(though venue seems low-class, but very HIGH-standard PErFormer k! =P) k la...remember arh! mUst applause loud loud too!! ;) tt's all! cya~

-MmX-

"Maximising O'levels summary Marks" - lesson

CooL! there was thiS summAry lesSOn conducted by a 'specialise' teacher? she was previously from Dunman sec, wonder if such teacher's tt goOD in dunman? shLd ask jer jer~ hahaz..=P

okayz...so wokE up at 8, veRy tired though..puLled myself up...get changed and hahaz...ofF i went..meEting clarence at 9 under my blk -15's bus stop-...missEd one at first, coz he not here mah, then met my old hang-around friend, Peng Ngee! have some goOd old chat, then his bus came then..bla bla bla..

reached library in just short 15 mins, only to find out all had reached le...quite a handful of pupils outside the entrance..haha....then, library opened, short registration and up!

Simple conclusion, the lesSon was great!! worthwhile! =) very clear, the speaker...name "marife Cruz yAp" or sth...hahaz..learnt quite aLot yea, hope it can realLy maximise my o'level english summary?? haix..kinda wasted tt i misSed last wk lesson coZ of red crosS...ARgH!!

nvm..met * online again..yAY! kekex..but..not the whole afternoOn, haix...nvm la, wait for tmr...misery, misery..can't wait for nxt fri!! hehex...

goOd luck to Yi Song and, congrat dArrEn for hiS new phoNE!! make sure you tAke great care of this precious of yours arh!! hahaz..tataz..and hOpE brian can recover fast as welL!!

-MmX-

Me, Xy and darrEn! in rc roOm - i broughT my camera, taking more next fri!! 

Honour's day Rehearsal

hMmm...today was the -full dress- rehearsal for the Honour's day, which is next friday.

Alright, the sec 1s were improving, however there's stilL some who cannoT make it...sad sad~ however, the majority had improved drastically!! yay...kekex...taught them new stufF again..coz 'good mood' mah..in the end...they dragged my time...lUcky i got away early..=P

hehex...finalLy!! after 2 days (you know what)...wah lao, pass 2 days soooOoo jia lat...then after tt, rush home...'argue with mother abit', then ofF i went to meet the others and later to bronto's court...tgt with jer, zy, alvin and Yu song..quIte fun though! :)

stilL so bored!! nvm...got somE photos in rc rm..kekex...*creative* yea? ahahaz...enjoy~

-MmX-

Argumentative!

Omg!!! i've flunged mY English ComPO test again!! Omg!! it's NOt because i don't know!! it's because i...ARGH!!!

Stupid me, i went to write a second draft, and my 1st draft, though complete, but unacceptable! It was the most messy handwriting, and unfinished...then, my 2nd draft...i cut away lots of paragraph, and i haven't even started on my the other side of view before the teacher announced the end of the test. We were all forced to stop, and too bad...got no choice, left my -test- incomplete...HaTe mYsElf!! argH!!

ok, one thing i've learnt, it's never enough time to write a second draft for exam/tests. Lucky i didn't regret not knowing this before the O's! pHewz!! i was thinking of doing that only in O, lucky lucky lucky!!

alright, napfa was cleared...hehex...hopE i could get a badge or sth? and..today's P.E was the end of work-outs..game!! hahaz..stiLl, didn't really enjoyed the lessOn - complaints by alvin (bb today sux) hahaz.. =D

and..yeap, that should be all for the day, waiting for Honour's day rehearsal This fri!! Full-dress manz!! so..cya PeEPz!! kekex..tatAz~

-MmX-

Arghz!! Not goODz!

Oh no!! whaT hAVe i eaten!?! it's nOt goOD ever since yesterday!! bad BAd badz~

StomAch-aching the whole day, of course, a sign to toIlets!! feW times!! Morning , while doing hmwk, had already bad-feeling and slight fever!! phlegm and all those headache...i'm sure...it's...FooD-PoIsoNing!

argHz, really not feEling well~ canNOt concentrate! grh...cannOt be wad, what have i eaten? dn telL me my grandma pOsioned me!! hahaz..-_-'' tt's the worSt reason i've ever have to come up with! then, what was it? i didn't eat outside...Grh!!

nVm, it's gonna be ok soOn! *i guess* hMmm..no choice, gotta force to fiNIsh up my work yea? haiYoz!!

hahaz..shit, Friday i'm going up thAt stuPId stage for the 'wives' presentation..omg omg omg!! out of aLl, a girl i'll hafta act! NoOOOo~! hahaz...pleAse don't laugh k! i knoW it's a pretty stuPId role, watta do...gotta be 'sporting' mahz...if not, our class's gonnA die unDer that stage! bad bad bad~pRay for rAInz!!

hmmm..my Sunday is getting from bad to worse!! it's so...'usUal'!! so normal...nth to liven it up! no bb (banned from mum) and no sports (stupid rain) only stucked with my com and revision! hMMm...just a few more mInutes, i'm goIng to continue with my woRK and revision...haiZ, i just can't concentrate welL! stupiD headache! bUt nvm, i'm a guy yea! kekex.. ImposSible's noTHing!


think it's time to include it here (from Adidas):
Impossible's just a big word thrown around by small men
who finds it easier to live in the world they're given,
than to explore the power they have to change it...

Impossible's not a Fact, it's an opinion.
Impossible's not a declaration, it's a dare.
Impossible's potential,
Impossible's temporary,
Impossible is Nothing...

hAHAz...although this 'paragraph' sounds inspiring, but...how can we ever discover the whole of universe? hahaz...=P

-MmX-

Going for the baskEt! *soRry, the lights off already -night-time- 

At Changi Point - Preparing to ShoOTz! 

RaiNz!!

ARgh! Now trapped in the house, not able to go out (for the time being...) My plan was to go Bb with xiao ye before 9 de...then can go play awhile, b4 going to Rc training... buddEn, wake up that time, look out of winDow - Bad Bad bAd~- Thus, not able to go, gonnA stay and blog until thE time 'ripe'...hAhaz...*chiMz*

okAyz, yesterday, my entry was like, sort of...un-finished yea? okAyz, let me continuE, the purpose of me writing entriEs now, is got reason one...*soMeonE ask mE to wriTe No mAtter what*, so..it was like sort of an 'order', tt make me want to...NonO "hAvE To!" obey..keKez... =P(jk la)

hMmm, what happEned the pasT few days...leMme recalLz, yeap! Disaster strUck Earth again, stupiD Earthquakes...you knOw what? the news reported that, after four years of research by 1000+ scientist, Earth is dying sooN, reallY sooN! We had alreADy used up 60% of what the Earth can provide overall! That explained the lack of natural resources, drop in health level, odd change in average temperature and even the recent disaster! I've discussed with my mum, and then she so sacarstic.." the 'sky (tian)' is taking ppl back, population overgrow le...you becareful arh, who knows it might be you" ....ChoiZ! But then, quite true lar, we can't decide that anyway...i'm juSt glad enough for what I hAVe now! =)!so...even i was to 'leave' the next day, i wouldn't really mind! coz..i've reallY learned alot! (omg...go so far already)

welL, so how was it? Earth's dying? hahaz..but dn worRy, they also found out the time which Earth most likely wiLl be 'unbearable'...thE result showed a confirmation of at least >100 years from now, not including other factors like, Sun 'explode', solar system disappear or comet strike, just Earth and it's polluiton alone! =)

haiYo, so long-winded, we're stiLl gonna die one day yea?

kekex...our bIo had started a new Chapter, everyone's so excited...*tell ya sth, our bio class had never beEn so 'attentive' yea?* kekex.. la la la... but, quite interesting la..everybody know the 'way' already...the process and how it works...howEver, we found out that it's not the steps tt's impt, but the meMorisation of SO many different terMS inside the stuPid repRoductive system! ArgHz! shit this...hahaz...and also, xx + xy chromosomes! *hey, i go check already hor! there's both xxy and xxxy chromosomes k! But then, xxy is mUch more comMon than xxxy! =P and...one more thing, i'm DefiniTEly a xy chromosome guy! ConfirmEd already, so get it straight into your head arh! k!! =P*

YesTerday night went to Changi Point to play some bB! kekex..so fun, total attendence was Jer, Zhi yong, Alvin and me...smALl though, but i like the venue...After Alvin left, the 3 of us continued playing until the sTupid lamp went oFf! ARghz!! it sucKs! no choice, played in the dark when we are busy looking for the ball, dn dare to pass to hard..haHaz! =P

okayz, i think it's about time already...gtg SchoOl already...cya guys! update you guyS later~ =)

-MmX-

dayz by dayz~

alriGht, very soRRy i couldn't blog for such a period, really very busy with thINgs around...sinCere apologies!!

hmMmm..busy with wad? curiouS yea? hehex...lemme show you~ alright, sch as usual...end the time you would end as welL, then after tt...'special and daily long-waited stuff' and back home! immediately, rest, bathe and hmwk!! haiyo...very litTle time for tv, tt explains why i cannot come online as often tt's y~

but, i'll always try my best k? coz i wanna chat with * mah~ =P kekex...

alriGhtz, schoOl have bEen usual, normal studies, and did you noe! my poa is left with one last chapt? fast eh? i thought there were still harder sub..but no! =P

alright, the 'O's are drawing nearer...day by day, i'm anticipating and dreaming, what will become of me?? have you wondered? i'm really afraid!

hMmm...nothing unusual though...oh yA! nxt tues's napfa!! hope i can get at least c for everything?? then i can get my..GOLD!! muAHahz...


k la...end ofF! cya~

-MmX-

Badz~ bAdz~!

hMmm...well, this weEk had bad stUff happening!

hAHaz...firstly, let me apologize for not updating first! Was really busy this week...not because that i'm playing or whatsoever k! it's due to my revision and hmwk mah...sudDenly then got the will to do that! =) spent late nights, or should i say..early mornings? hahaz...alL alone lor...quite coOling la~ =p

oK, the first week of schooL seemed rather smOoth, and even more, we had only 4 available days on this week! (Fri is good friday!) hahaz...lesSOn was as usual the past 4 days, but Mr kek was unable to attend class as he got some problem at home..hope his mother's fine!! Nothing gonna happen! ;)

welL next, the previous sunday, i've made the worst mistake ever! i can't forgive myself! why did i do that!?! haix...no point crying over spilled-milk~ nvm...all i can thiNk is only 'positive! positive!!' no others...

hAIyo..cannot do cme project sia...the stupId band...everyday so later then release, even sat was not spared! it's only syf rite? If they didn't get a gold or at least a silver, i'm sure they're gonna cry! =P

Sva, we didn't win...stiLl we received our cert of participation...and our heart for this competition had yet died down! Miss chan's spirit's stiLl with us! hahaz...don't worrY Chan mali Chan! golD/platinim for you next year...don't be toO excited arh? teacHer facilitator! =P

hehex...this weeK is overall, stiLl counted fairly good? nt much troubles? yeah..maybe..>

let's talk abt Red croSs...amazingly, i pumped the sec 1's contigent on wed! It was my first time pumping a troop without needing other nco for opinion! i felt guilty of course, but i think..it would be rather worthwhile if they know what went wrong! =)

tT's abt all loR...can't wait for later in the day!! hehex...tatAz!!

Ncc camP/hike~

welL welL welL, had been spending my past 3 days in school, doing almost...noThiNg!! hahAz...stupId right? what did i do to filL myself up? carry on to check it out...=P

1st day (wed), went to lesson early in the morning, which is...er...P.o.A and bio...Ncc camp already started, but...i'm joining them later la~ so, after the lessons...went back home, pack my bag, take my bike and off i went to the schooL! =)

hehez...was suppOSed to be excited, wah..gonna have fun, but what? was having some project meeting(cme) with jovina...(I DN WANT!!) hehez...not because she is someone i dislike, but...
-the project is about...out of all things....M.A.R.R.I.A.G.E!! :@
-she belonged to zach! you know how diff i have to carry on?
-not only her...i'm also already engaged!hear that! E.N.G.A.G.E.D! i dn want 2nd marriage!! (although it's not)
-it's supposed to be once in a life-time thingy!
but then hor, bo bian lor...teacher's command...whole class it's for the idea..i can't possibly reject lor...somemore, it's good we can be prepared for it nxt time lor(think positive!) and, counted myself lucky that i NearlY paired up with a ginger mountain..thank god! =P ok la...i'm not being bad or sth...coz, i'll really find difficulty if i were to group with her...*imagine*

hehez...ok, after the discussion, carried on with the camp lor...i'm being left alone la, coz i can't be possibly disturbing the ncc guys mah (they're busy), so..i occupied myself copying some notes and did my hmwk~ =P

night comes and..hehe~ the best part!! muAHaHahz!!the day was like sianz sianz lor...so kekez, did occupy myself la...~ haiZ...but sianz...can't enjoy too much, coz of some company~ hahaz...hafta entertain them also mahz..but, i seemed to be more concentrated on the other one~ =P hehez..was on seven heaven when i heard 'something'!! hahaz =P

okok...true true, i finally accomplished what i had wished for ever since sec 2++...slping alone in red cross rm? ok la..i know it's no big deal or wad la, but...that time young mah...sort of 'afraid' la...but then hor, now right..i seemed to have 'pei yang gang qing' with the room le leI~ and...dn worRy...nth happened! *although i was turning and tossing around the -stretcher-*

Next day, nothing unusual until the hike!! muAHAHz..cycled in the night to Old siglap then bedok reservoir and to school!! so shiok~! hehez...but then, of course tired la!! especially when we're returning siglap! poOr me cycled randal all the way back from bedok reservoir to schOol~!! hehez..i know i was tired la, but then...he seemed to be in a very difficult position mah...so, yeap..i volunteered! that cut short his torture by soOoO much!! hahaz...felt so 'xin wei' when i helped him~ heHez..=D

third day...nth much lar...just like this lor...

okok, match coming up to saturday..okok, better show some result~ (it's with dunman 'b' boys'), not much confident though..but the thought of able to play with reuben and kenneth makes me excited!! hehez..tt's alL folk!! better go catch more revisioN! =) tatAz~

End!

ok! cooL! misery ended as of today~ pHEwz~!

attEnded a lesSon/workshop on 'genes' today~ coOlz!! chromosomes! tt's what 'wrigglIng' in your nucleus! coOl right? all the dna...all the hereditary information..interesTiNg though! what's more...food!! hahaz...=P

ok...after tt, recieved a call frm darren..and bus-stop was where i stayed on! hahaz..waited and yeapz! hehex..got tT! lucky me! =P

well well well..after tt, was supPOsed to have an outing with nan feng? sad enough...no where to go...what did we do? hahaz...bb at hm-court...(bad news! p.a's under renovatioN!!!) yeapz...was under-performing today...no-moOd! y? dnnoe...>_< i just sucks today!! =P night-time oso..haiZ! i think i upset shafique again....shit me la! why am i always doing this!! jer's affected as welL! i always make things worst for others!! wah lao!! so jia lat man me...how to improve neh?? hAIz~ yeapz~ tt's about it...better go catch some slp! nitez~

What relish is in this? how runs the stream?
Or i am mad, or else this is a dream:
Let fancy stil my sense in Lethe sleep;
If it be thus to dream, still let me sleep!

Victory?

Yeapz, like the title says...we won! hehez...but, sad to say...nth to be proud of, due to some 'dnnoe-how-to-play' ppLz~ *shake head*

Firstly, the players (opponent), it's obvious they didn't know how to play!! haiYo...then act like "you are young ppl, you are noOb, i'm older, i can play better so you shut up!" those kind..hahaz, and to think they're older!?! laughing stoCk~ la la la...

Next, the referee..nono, shld i sae 'commentator'..example...

Referee : FOuL!!!
Me : Huh? why?
Referee : You touched him! there shouldn't be body contact!...opponent's ball!
my mind : - huh? what do you call a contact game like basketball to be when you can't 'touch' them! -

hahaz..of course i'm like 'w.t.h' inside my mind, so disappointed in their ' rules'! but nvm..fnf! hehez...stiLl, i enjoyed myself~

oh yaH! remembered few 'special moments'...i caught foul leh!! very nice!! not one kayz, alot!! very nice ones i admit! but..hahaz, the referee dnnoe...then say i foul~ wah lao...very chio leiz!! if i'm at official court, i'm sure i'll attract cheers and applause! wonderful! =P but..hahaz...still, no use...the ball always turn out to be theirs~ la la la
(caught foul = going up the basket purposely to retrieve foul from opponent, on the way push ppl aside, get the points, if not..opportunity to be given free throws for the team)

hmmm...overall, i was able to plunge in 13 points(out of 42) <2nd> for the team...so glad~ although i wasn't managed to get the 20 (which i was suppose and able to get) i'm still ok with the result la...if only i can apply that to my studies as well~ hahaz... -_-''

after the whole thing, took a shower in the club, and off we went! supper and straight home~ tiring! had a good night slp~ =)

okok..the end for the match, my today was usual, just tt..i found myself reading more articles and texts now..i'm gonna work hard!! really hard!! =) okok..the end!

*P.S : i got the 13 pts, not by myself..but you!! =) why i say so? coz...i was mad about the game until i heard 'something' - tell you next time-..yeapz..then, the 13 pts was for you! ;) hehez...hopE you had enjoyed your activities! ;)
-MmX-

misery....

hmmm...now i know what makes love 'blinding'...if you're unable to meet with the one you love, you'll then start to realise what's going on around you and making you cherish more of what you have now and not taking it for granted... =) -lesson learnt today-

yeAPz, yesterday was the '1st day', the beginning of my misery...i thought i could handle it well and nothing could make me 'unprepared', still...8pm! 8pm was the longest i can hold until...how miserable~

Called Ms lim yesterday night for the conversation between my mum and her, yeapz...she told me mum everything...and, true...i agreed on it, mum nodded as well!

Burnt the midnight oil yesterday...i just can't get myself to sleep! stupid brain!! flipping and rolling on the bed throughout the night, till i finally gave up and sat by the study table...Maths file's just a hand away, so open it up and hmwk! *is it true that maths is much easier late at night and when you're lonely? maybe*...

wrappEd up the whole maths assignment at 1am...cold and lonely...everyone's asleep and i'm just...cannot-sleep! grh...nvm..forced myself to...how? blindfold, off the lights and 'psycho!' -no choice-

yay!! got a match later on! :) located at some 'ulu ulu' cc...2 hours trip there...gooD! -far away from home!- yeapz...gonnA enjoy my last match for the year...siGh~ -too bad, but don't worry, still i'll have some recreation weekly~ of course not as much as compared to now! =) -

okAyz...gonna meet zach and xiao ye up later at 4.30! wish me luck! ;)

*P.s: I'm going to win this match all for you! so what's your 'requirement'?...hMmm, i'll set for you, winning them less then 20 considered lose? how about that? deal then! waiting for you to be back on monday! =) -MisS yA lOtz~!-

-MmX-

bad...bad...bad...~

hMMm, yeapz, like my title says...BaDz~

okayz, firstly, lemme apologise for not bloGging till now...coz, my com's down with some stupiD, unconsiderate virus, still waiting for anyone who can to remove it!! it's so irritating!! grh... yeapz, i was prevented from being connected to the net then until now... so, take my every chance to blog now! =)

ok...let me share my regrets! or should i say..disappointment? haix...1ST TIME!! i ever get such thing in my life, even my dad, my sis, my everybody! got shocked...not excluding me...ok la, although i know something's wrong already..but i gotta admit..a downright poor f9 for my ENG!! stuPId ShiT!! add on to tt...a 32% humans and careless-full maths e8!! i hate myself for tt period of time...!!!

but, relax everyone...i've spent the days thinking through...the marks were already recorded, nth i can do to change it or whatsoever, so...i'm gonna just learn from any stuPId mistakes i ever made and stop it once and for all!! b4 my 'O'S!! okok..breathe in..breathe out....

'some' ppl out there...i know, you were good, so?does it mean you'll have to condemn ppl by every chance you have? do You!?! you didn't do very well this time as well, ok...i've lost, i admit defeat...but remember...don't forget what you did today!

nVm..fnf! =) these days...though i did not blog and remind ppl, i've got wonderful afternoons and evening *except those on wed, sat and sun!*...just felt so 'myself'! =) la la la...so contented...hmMm...but dn worRy, this have nth to do with anything else! ;) and...haix....coming up wouLd be 4 days of...'mental torture'...terrIble, let's see how am i gonna 'handle' the problem~ haix...bad bad bad...but..hahAZ!! did you noe? the day right after the 4 days would be something else!! muaHahaHaz!! a sort of 'confirmation day'!! yayz!!kekex...*dn tell you* =P

yeApz..there's a match coming up this sat(basketball)! anyone interested?i think, not..hahaz...i'll be at upper serangoon cc or sth...to play with some guys...kekex, wait for my results then? hehex...cya guys!!

O levels...hMMmM~

okOKz, have not been writing, sorry..only coming online on Wed, fri, sat and sun...so only can bloG on THeSe days k? yeapz...let's start with...O'levels?

Monday, the release of o'levels result 2004! woAHz, the horror...well, the whole graduating classes was being called up to 'view' the whole environment...fillEd totally with 'nervousness!'

Result was out only after the principal long spEech again, and Mr marica's presentation...though long, but..ok la..i see the 'seriousness' of it.. then...taA da...Sharon's top in sch with 9 pts...and bla bla bla~

haiZ....after alL these, not enough...nxt day go back sch, wah lao...all teachers emphasise liaoz~ jia lat...kinda pressurizing though, but nvm...i'm sure it'll at least 'inspire' us to work harder! ...stilL, more problems coming up...many of my friends / classmates had dropped subjects, shi ming as well! haiZ..this made me like, sort of going to be influenced like tt..grh, but no! i'm sure i'm gonna strive and do sth abt it~ haiz...hard though~

still...don't care! hahaz...i passed my physics test!! yay! so happY~ =P it was given out today..but then hor, gonna have a meet-the-parent session on friday le, haiz...gonna tok tok liaoZ~ dnnoe what they going to tell my parents?no, shld be what my parents going to tell them! grh~

oh yAHz, red cross had attached 3 vis, all from tkgs~! grh...thought they were 'good', but NO! they ARE demanding!! haiyo~ lucky i stepping down soOn le~ =P

hMMm..what else, oh ya! today was photo-taking!! kekex..last year liao..die die must take! last year wasn't able, due to the stupid national camp...so this year don't care!! even student councillor oso! actually, feel abit pai seh lor...budden alvin pulled me de mah~ bo bian..shi ming wasn't with us oso~ haiZ~ stiLl...it's taken...same as 2 yrs ago, i'm standing beside khairul~ hahaz..but bad bad bad...for informal, i dnnoe what to 'pose', so just turned my head...then alvin go push! hahaz....=P

haiZ...sat got match lei..shld go mah?? please choose for me!!! grh~

the enDz~

kekEx...P.O.L!! =P

weLl well welL~ yesterday (26th) was the day for Siglap Red Cross, Footdrill competition...haIz..bad bad bad~ Lost, deep shItz~ but nvm...we earned some other things instead! :)

Firstly, b4 the day we were camping overnite!! very shiOk!! the sch was ours! still..i did not get any slp only until 4+ am~ haiyO..was in library 'chionging' one bOok! hahaz..very nice! very interesting...kekex..and 'someone' don't believe.. =P

B4 we can even slp...the day was like..so boring!! haiyOz...life's so freaking miserable without....you know who *~ then...cannot tahan..10+ i go get my phone and...hee hee~ =D so sway...found a quiet spot -staircase outside library-, but stiLl...discovered by all the brothers!!shIt! but still...it went on, and i was given an 'assigNment'..so bad!! was suPposed to be hmwk-free de leH!! watch out!! hohoho~!! jkjk~ then...haiZ..in short, the day b4 the conversation..as well as after was very bad! very miserable...until today afterNooN!! muAHahaz!! *don't tell you!!*

yeapz, my cadets cried after loSIng..i was smiling infront of them, tt's of course...showing a bravefROnt..but deep inside, my heart's aching!! really bad..i made them lose...haiz..nvm la, it's time i'm showing my duty...i've not been doing my job yet...don't worry...this had enlightened me, i'm gonna start working! to show tt stupid ng c.k!! hMph!

hehez...today was just great!! reaLLy greaT!! coz...Someone said to 'cat' something really memOrable!! oh shit..tt thing's just stucked in my head!! alL 'your' fault la!! =P kekex...just got so great tt even the afternoOn training (my 2nd for tt day, was with ji xian's torture in the morn and now nan feng, really very tiring...) however!! i was so 'high' tt my pol's maX! and nth seemed impossible!! hahaz....dnnoE why~ =P just very excited la!! =P

tmr no comMon test, coz hafta to watch the 'o levels result ceremony', it's just a day to see if ppl cry or laugh...i think hor, i may be crying nxt yr lor...so wORried!!!anyway, test postponed to tues...siAnzation!

hMMm..tt's about all~! okAyz...the end!! hehex... =)

22nd!!

muAHahz....today's the 22nd!! =P nicE number hoR? of coURse! =P

let's start with...nth speciAL? s.s no teachers? maybe tt's interesting...because Mdm gill contracted a sort of 'nerve' disease? very 'serious'...hope she's fine, she's a good teacher, she don't deserve this!

hmMm...tests tests tests...the chEm coMmon test!! i foRgot the water purIFicAtion steps!! omG!! haiz...lazy me, go studY what EquAtiOn, what sulphUr, what pOllutiOn...in the end...1st qn is 'water' already...In short - I studied the wrong chapters!!

nvM..lucky got pay Attention in clasS, tt one i stiLl can handle...tmr's physicS, wow..so good to have xiao ye as my science tutor manz!! hohoho~

hmMm...4 more days to Competition...ready? not really..i'm 'renting' a video cam from sch to take dwn the whole squad...let's see if you're gonna vomit when you see them...eWLz*

kEKez...welL everyonE, not gonna be hoMe on Fri..hafta stay in sch...remember kayz? however, anything just msg me k? wiLl be brging my phone! =)

hAHaz...so hapPy these few days after scH, though i hafta 'pang seh' my friEndz...soRry bro!! howeVer, i find myself more comfortable with tt =P you'll get what i mean one day kayz? :)

-22nd- hAHaz....tt'S all folK!! -22nd-

Darren trying to shoot me 'unknowingly'? hahaz...toO bad, take my back instead! (in Tm's food court then~) 

"A moment to Remember"

Sorry guys, for not blogging the past 3...no 4 days! i'm supposed to do it on an alternate day basis, but...toO busy yoU already you see~ soRRY!!

welL welL weLl~ let mE start With...erm..Friday? yeaPz...another red cross training day~ tiring though, then...the attendence was really disapPointing. To add on to tt, my nco gave me another problem!! tt was thE MOST angriest day i ever had in school!! lucky shi ming and gang saw me in tt situation..i've never beEn so mad! Even i myself was shocked! kekex....but, don't worRy...though angry and upset...after the training, when going 'home'...everything's back to noRmal! Very normal~!! =P

Yeapz...it was oso on Friday when 11 of us 'caught' the movie "Constantine"!! Very NicE!! i just like the graphic and the story~ though fake but...cOolz!! what's more fun was after the show!! Because we didn't manage to snatch the 7+ show...so, decided on the next one..(2 hours away...)-spent the time on arcade (the guys) and eating-....hahaz..coOl rite? Starts late...means ends late~!True..when we exit the cinemA, it's already 11 30+, timE passes reAlly fast! everYbody says there's no more buses...so, all of us decided to walk home (Shi ming left 1st, he lived in Tamp...alone) then..10 of us, crossed the expressway and..hehex...felt so cheating, but my house's the neaResT!! =P

howEver...wasn't able to online until mum sleEps...i thought she was already, after i bathe and 'acted asleep'...when i on the com, not long after 10 mins, she caught me red-handed and gave a piece of her mind.. "Why aren't you asleep! if you don't, others want!! oFf it..NOW!!" don't want to argue mah...then seeing no one there...so, off i went and..SleEp~

Next morning, sad to say..overslept! and...summAry...Red cross training was good!! vEry good!! i've got extra 2 badges now!! so proud of it..nxt time must take note my red cross full-u arh!! =P

Then, after tt...immediately rushed to woodlands, and come back to take my long-waited bath! it's so comfortable...not long later...meet up again, and off i went!! :D can you believed it...i toOk the same old bus 3 times today!! kekex...so cuTEz, exActly the same you noE!! got my best sleep in the bus~! Then...nite time...catch another movie, but exclusive to only Cathay~ (Mine's, in this case, causeway point)very nicE!! oh yah...the title is "A Moment to Remember"...very touching, but don't worRy...i controlled my tear gland very welL!! ;D kekeX...after tt..another bus trip home, but diff from the other 3 i tOok la....

erm...yeApz, tt's all for my day(s)~ cya guys!

*P.S: Why must bus travel so fast in the NIte!?! can't they slow down!! Why aren't there jams in the night!?! whY!?! hOwever...i'm still...*OVERJOYED + MAD*!! muAHhaHahAaHahahAHAz!! byEz guyS!

bad..bad...bad....

Die Die Diez!! what' hapPening to mE!?! oh mY god!! i swear thiS is reALly noT me!! how comEz? i faiLed my engliSH with a F9 for the firSt time ever!!! i can't belIEve it...i got it in my Sec 4!! o'levels year!! can you imagine me failing my eng in o'levels!?! omg!!! one morE thing...my gEog as welL!! haiyo! Melvin~ Melvin~... but, nvm...don't be pesSImist bout' it!! like i promise kayz? i'll work hard!! really hard noW!! i don't want to see anymore red marks, for let say...March 4th week onwards!! No MORE!! MuAHaHahaz!! just wait and seE! gonnA prove my muM and teachErs wrong!!!

waHz...so mad bout' myself~ but nvmz~ cheEr up yea? : ) ...there's nth i can do about it anyway... nvm, let's change sub~ kekex, toTal defence day yesterday~ erm, not muCh 'excitement'...it's getting boring!! *serious* nth much loR, just fall in in the morning, uniform inspection and taA dA! kekex...forced kwee yong up the stage~ coz i pai seh...so take the contingent instead~ hehehez...evIl hoR? =P then....haix, didn't go down for recess after that, shi ming was having problem again...then, as brother de must pei ta rite? in the end...haix...cannot see *~!! grh!!

yeAPz, i've given those 2 mini-cars to Shi ming le...as present lor(his b.day mah)One from me and the other's, Zhi Yong...though it's quite...'useless'..but, hope he liked it la~ hahaz...

oh yah..oso found out tt...tmr i'm gonna chiOng 3 tests at once!! Poa, social studies then Bio...hAiyO!! stresS!! but, noPe...cleared poa and bio..only left with ss! kekeX....lucky i got time!

hMmmMmmmm...tt shld be all bA? haix...stilL very disappointed in myself though!! i'm gonna just do sth!! and ...tt's all folkz!! byEz~

Valentine's day

hEHez...so farni...todAy Mr Kevin Asked about "what you think about 'valentine's day'? " hahAz...then he chose one by one..Darren said "day of cupid", Tina: "friendship day" ...welL welL weLl...what about me...its...a day to remind me of "total defence day"!! hahaz..-_-'''

ok la..back to pOint..it's a day for your lOved ones! thiS includes any1 you love, evEN the fishes tt swimed in youR tank and ignorinG eveRy words you say~parents! of course...you don't love them? yeahz...and speciAl someone! hehex..you know who i'm referRing to~

hAIz...hAVing some prOblems about this "fighter plane" tt's fightiNg for my parking slot in the airpOrt now...i knoW the airpoRt is rejecTing tt plAne la...however...passenger planE can nv beat fighter planes in speed, charm and power rite? hMmm...nvm...i'll just try my best to just make tt parkinG slot permanenT!! i don't care!! i'm gonnA just occupy there forever!! =P *sorry for being so stubborn*! wait wait..must relax first..FnF Fnf!! =)

nvm..cheEr up abit...2dae CommOn test..shiT!! i remembered all formulas EXCEPT the most recent spd-time graph thingy!! shit!! lucky i remembered others ( coz it's all points giver! ) yeapz...and...other than tt stupId problem~ my daY is juSt great!! esp after sch~ hahaz...I'm nOt FrEE oN SAT!! soRrY!! remEmber!! i'M noT free thiS coming SATURDAY!!

tt'S all folkz!! cya (and darrEn good jOb welL done!! kp it uP yea bro? hahaz...Brian, you as well!! gooD luck!! )

Dad's birthday~

yeApz, ten days after my b.day, wiLl be my father's anniversary! woo hOo~ he's one year olDer!! muAhaHaz!! so eViLz~ as usuAl, went to have a family dinner at Whitesands, and soon joined by zhi yong and clarence~ =)

hmMm..today, no 'yesterday', was sat...Espn showed a match between 2 rookie star - LeBron James and Carmelo Anthony.. (Cavaliers vs Denver) wELl, LeBron was doing great at first, but denver turned out victoriouS in the end...all thAnks to 5'5 Earl boys'kin! thoUgh short, he's really a good player indeed!! yeapz...this match made alviN, xiao ye, zhi yong and zach screamed, shouted and 'woah' for 2 long hours...hahaZ, kinda farni to see their reaction - S.W.A.K.U - ...la lA la =P

let's seE, Mr kek house, nth unusual but a future designer in the house..his son!! woah, quite impresSIve yea? then...talk alot on maths and studies..oh c'mon!! gimmie a break!! 5-days-week!! well...went through the "88 ways to relieve stress" poster..and of course..this interest me! i'm gonnA just smile to mySelf more..and keep my plant Busy listening to me!! =P

hehez...went Tm after tt...go Toyr'us~ hehez...sit down in the miDDle of the store to loOk for 2 mini-cars model...(tgt with zhi yong) ..so cute!! "2 teenagers blocking the pathway of a toy store!" hehez...yeap, managed to find substitution...then true..it's for Shi ming..(he's turining 16 this wed...-day to remember-)

and...lemMe see...yes!! hAikal tricked me again!! i'm always beiNg foOled by hiM!! sHIt him!! grh..make me so pai seh~ stupiD haikal!! i'm gonna pay him back!!! ho ho ho!!

hMmm..tt's my dad's birthday~ quite plaiN though~...

new year!! + ConfirmAtioN!! =D

muAhahahAz!! so hAppy todaY!! heard sTh very 'an xin' wanz!! =D!!

weLl...today went to ang mo kio...haix, first time i slept during a visit on chinese new year lei? how come arh?? the moOd is really droPping~ don't understand...but, really getting boRIng, was suPposed to have some mahjong game, but..neh~ cancelled! the 'organiser' wasn't there~ so..save money!! $$

AnoTher feW ang paos!! hehez..another incomE!! $$ but, still i can't find the mood!! :(

wah!! went to loyang's tua pek gong in the evening with parents...onlY to see a lONG lONG queUE!! wah..really turnEd me off when i saw it! but..no choice..it's said to bring in goodiE luck~ so...die die oso must get one!! =P kekex, weLl...lucky i managed to get it...but siaNz..only entitled to onE each..if not, i would have taken more man!! for alL my friends!! (that fortunately wasn't there to queue!!)

yaY!! can't wait for tmr!! playing with my brudders!! muahahAhaz!! make sure must turn up arh!!

new year!!

me shooting againz~ (i only liKe the background!!) 

hehEz...me shoOting~ (nice background!) 

Jer going for the offense!!but...NO! 

Chinese new year eve + Bad team-spirit~

heY hEY~ few more hours to chinese new year!!! yay~ Can you feeL the excitement?? but honestly...i can't...=P i don't know y leh, maybe coz my coUsins all not here yetz? maybe!! nvm..juST wait for them!!!

moRn was 'greatz'....went up stAge for lion dAnce? HOWEVER~ kekex, taufiq slip at the most impt moMEnt~ hehez..but, nicE manz...luckY we didn't fall! riGht taufiq? hahaz...nice peRformance anyway!! (for your info, that was taufiq first time man, and he didn't learn long kAyz!! - only 3 days - power isn't it??) hahaz...the video was nice too~!! :)

haiz..in the afteRnoon...really brought my 'new year' mood to zerO~ Philip called, and indirectly call me as 'betrayer'...because i went to nan feng~ -_-''' i'm so caught uP noW... but, can i make this clear..i put ji xian first choice k?! they just can't get it...i went to nan feng because of my friends!! haix...what's this...'team-spirit' after putting in so much effort, nvm..so disappointed, what to do...all my fault~ nvm..fnf, new year leiz...must cheEr up yea? :)

tt's aBout all yea? gonNA upload some photoS froM Zhi yong's hp taken at P.A, not really clear, but can see the outline la? hahaz...=P

quIte blurRIsh though, but...this is (from top left - clockwise) Jeremy, chester, me and zHi yOng...4 of us at P.A! =P 

Flag-dAyz~

Haiyo!! todAY so jIa lat!! Go sCh eaRly in thE moRning for what? meet alvIn and settle soMe adminstratiOn stufF~ hehex...and 'sth else' (la la la) nvm...then, 2 hours later...would be my English make-up lessons, speciAlly for the Bio sTudentz~

WeLl, lesSon was fun? yeap...all tongue-twisters~ haIyo!! but...coOl lar, stilL can handle~ "she sells, sea shells on the sea shore..the shells she sells is surely sea shelLz... ..." kekEx...fun FUN!! then soOn...we'll havE to deparT to Tamp maLl for ouR flag day already~

hehEz..toOk 81 lehz!! toO bad...aloNe~ alVin only accoMpanied me unTil whitesands tt stoP, coz he'll hafta comPlete his flag day @ whitesands~ kEKez...i was late...not becAuse i tooK my time, but coz of the lesSOn and the duration of thE bus~ Can say it's mY faulT la, got bus 15 i don't want to chANge..hehez..PuRposEly de mah~ =P

then, after tt...go play Bb witH alvin they all..(I was forceD~!!!) but, nvm...got brg extra clOthings!! hehex..waH, so shiOk sia...got no mOod to play until DarrEn mention "chicken PoX!" muaHahaZ....sudDEnly can play liAOz...last match, me xiao ye and clarence...wah, 21 - 15!! muahahAz...baIk arh!! can ruN here, siam there...flY here Snatch therE!! so fulL of energy!! =P

yeApz..tt's abt alL~ byEz!!

Councillor's games-day

welL welL weLl...CouncIlLor's games day todAyz, organised by the Sportsleaders, as well as the councIllor's own coMmittee? yeapz... thOugh sounded so nice 'games-day', but it's just a captain's ball game, battled between departments~

hMMm...first batTle was Welfare (mine) vs ..shItz, i forgot...think is functIon yea? hahaz...woN them manz, but not easy la...they got Alvin and kennedict..tough match thougH!! we, on the other hand have more advantage!! me, syafi, sufiyan and afiq!! muahahaz!!! stiLl..we lost 2nd match ( i thought we were wiNning manz), still..publicity led us bY 1 pts...mIserable(only first half), they didn't continue 2nd half leiz~ hMmmM...nvm..if got chance, we're gonnA win them again!! (sorRY welfare...i was toO playfulz!!)

nExt...a...hahAz!! found another new coUplE!! kEkez...my juNior and...*aheM* hAHaz...they so cuTe sia, made me want to jI xiao thEm more! but, at least i got apologise to them b4 i go home kayz? seE! i so good!! =P howeVer, still got more problems tt my fRiends face coming up!hafta hElp them all out manz!! i don't care!! i must make them happy again!! grH~ not easy though~

Last BUt not least!! i'm gonna be touchiNg my fav lion on neW year's eve le!!! so happY! i'm goNna do mY besT shOw on the day manz (although it's only welcoming!!) i'm gonnA impress the PpL who knOws abt lion dance on the day..(i've thought of all these patterns so long already!! gonna show it all out!! muAHahahaz!!) yeapz...tt's abt all pPl!! cya!!

-FoUnDZ-

Yay!! I foUnd my file!! hahaz...nono, more like...My fiLe is back!! Can eAse my mind already!! got back mY timetable liaoZ~ pHewZ*!

keKEx...luckY no hmwk stucked in tt filE, S.S wasn't today..but tmr is!! gonna shoW Mdm gilL the worksheet...haiYo, so tRoublesomE, but bo bian..she kept mentIoning 'O' levels'...don't do...alsO will feEl guilty de lEiz..like kenna threaThen but cannot retaliAte like tt...hahaz!! no choIce, no choIce...

hmMm...yAY!! feW more minutes To my fulL 16 years liAoz...hehez...i've seEn the world for 16 years? time passes really fast yea? coolz!! Nc 16 shoWs aren't obstacles to me now yea? who's watching with me?? hehez...=P

16, though quite along period of time..howeVer..facing my 'O's this yeaR...kinda fast...sucH major exam's just around the coRner!! i got this hunch that i'm gonnA just get 20 and above for my L1 R2 B2 leIz...then, i got no where to go!! so worrIed....my target is the Best busineSs school...but how when i'M gonna get tt kInd of result?? haiyo...better buCk up man Mel~ (don't worry...i'm already psycho'ing myself!!)

hahaZ...nvm...just one year older~ nothing tt great yea...expecting bruises tmr anyway...
P.S: *plz! for those 'treating' me birthday bash tmr...leave my face ALONE!!* i don't want my mother to know i'm having blue-black on my face yea? other parts...nvm la...hehex, eh tahan! hmpH! kekex...=D

yeAPz...tt's abt alL!! catcH ya guys soOnz!!

*anyway, izzit true that you guys are really going Mr kek's house on new year?!? :S

fiLe!?! where are You!?!

oH my god!?! can you believe it!?! i Lost My FILE!! arGh!! i want to Cry le la!! aLl my sch worksheets inside lei!! my file!! soBx sObx~

oH no!! talking bout' woRksheets...some assignments, tt ought to be pAssed up tmR...is insiDe!!! oh my goD!! damN~ i'm gonnA get a piecE of mdm giLl's mind!! haiYoz...HOw unluCky~ die die die....i can see my deatHz~! especially Ms ng!!

haiz..let's trace back...pOssIbility of placeS where i could hAVe misplace it...mY home? i've ransacked my whole house this afternoon...but nO! sch? neh...under my desk is all bOoKz!! rc roOm? there isn't a single souL! haiz...so, i to my assumptiOn, it would be..Bedok North cum Fengshan cc!! haiz...after tt trip, i seems to have 'un-notice' my file...oMg!! pOor file~

nVm..it's over...face the Music!! =P timE to cheer up and 'mian dui shi si!'...complaiNiNg won't help to turn my files back yea? keKEx...2 more days to my day!! muahAHahz...nC 16 shows are nothing to me now!! muAhahaz~

hMmmz...tt shoUld be all? i'm stiLl wondering whether i can survive wednesday? i'm imaginine birthday bash? omg...hope tt don't haPpen to me!! hahaz...just pray..pray pray!!

-FriEnDz? , maybe not...-

hMmM...beEn very moodlEss these days...and, goOD enough, i finally fouNd out one thing about 'Life', humAn's life...and, my first part... -Friends-

Friends, according to everybOdy, is a people that you need...without them, you'll suffer~ true? well..in one way or another..i agree..but, these days bring senses to me...i somehow thinks tt...yar, it's true...you'll suffer without them, and...you'll suffer as well with them...

"a friend in need, is a friend indeed", well said...i finalLy see the meaning of this phrase, they require fullesT attention, and cater to their needs...no matTer what circumstances...and you, as friend, should help them solve their problems, listen to them and help! However, when your turn comes...they'll be happily whistling to their celebration, and what's you? their party masks? decorate their faces and putting on a smiling face together with them, even though it's not from your heart? (tt's why they don't want you sad, cause you make them look sad..) okok..afterall, i shall sum up... "they demand your thoughtful food, and enjoy their sumptous...putting you to hunger, clearing up the plates..."

I just hate thiS...i'm really thankful for these days, which helped me searched out the real identities of 'some peoPle'...I'm utterly disgusted and disappointed in them...and, for myself..i regretted...but, nvm...fnf...what can i do? I chose my own route...

I totally deSpIse pPl who says about others, when they are themselves the one who they were drawing as..."the pot, calling the kettle black" they can describe all thEY want, even to junks...but never do they reAlise...they're worst! i've seEn through ppl...i don't want to mention names...just take note ppl...i may be one, but at least...i know i can change, and..i would constantly remind myself about tt!!

hAIz..what has the world come to? backstabbers? haiz....really feel pointless in living, research still tells "only human brains can think about benevolence"...yah...united in front and stabbing at the back, worse than a fox....even a crow can repay their parents...what are human!?!

hMM...nvm, i think i have enough...stilL, i'm glad to have some real/true friends who aren't the failures i'm describing as...really fortunate to have them..and feeling kinda guilty to have left them out last time? haix...don't worry...i realised my darkness...i'm searching for a way out now...please forgive me kay? really..i promise!

hehez...enoUgh of alL those sickening stuFf la...hahaz...cest la vie was great yesterday...hehex...got so many opportunities to look at *!! hehez..muAHahahaz!! so happy these few days (excluding things tt deal with my so-called friends) hehez...time to cheer up! coz, i've found out real and happy stuff!! hehez...cya guys...you can see my smiles back again on moNday!! no more frown from me, Darren!! i promise!! hehez... :-) thank You for everythiNg manz!! you rawkZ!!

Siglap BasketbALl matCH~

HmMMm, Thursday and Yesterday was Siglap last 2 crucial matches..so, i went to watch lor...hehez, is at Feng Shan cc la...quite 'interesting' maNz...hehez, will tell ya~

okaYz lar, basically...othEr than bAsketbalL match..there's another thiNg which is 'fights'! For Thurs the Most shuAi wan!! hahaz...Gordon's brother's gang / Friends was even called down to help seh..wah~ sO shuai!!! Got teens there wantEs to find troubLe wiTh amos...in the eNd, scared like hell...haHaz..so fArnI!! coz...gordon's side wan hor...wah, more 'gentleman-looking' lor...more big-sized, and one more...MOre older/matured! They all hoR, costume more 'formal' lor...evEn the way they talked hor..wah, scare the teens sia!! noW i noe the real diff between real gaNgster and 'act' gangster~

anOther wan is on fri, yEsterday~ hahaz..NIcholas (our 'centre') had a problem with opponent no.9, hahaz...when shaking hands tt time hor, he go push him down leiz~ wah lao..so the 'daring'...i pity that no. 9...hahaz...hafta fall in front of so many ppl...ke lian ke lian~

yeaP...tt's all abt matches~ and..yar, one more thing...yesterday is the day my china relatives return their country~ wah...their flight is today morn, 0400 lor..wah lao...went airport at 11+...siao riTEz? kekex..went to slp at the viewing gallery (the playground) ..and did you noe? i wasn't the only 1 slping there...hehez...got others there..hEhez! then..wah, vEry cold inside~ unTIll 2 + then wake up...haiYo..so tired! but nvm...good experience though (slping in a public place)

hahaz..few more hours to cest la vie...and can you believe it? someone overslept...hahaz..so farni!! =P haiyo...next timE cannot slp so much mah!! hehez...Bleahz~ =P nvm la...at least it wasn't that Badz~ hahAz... :D

hMmm..that's all lor, later meeting oNe Big ganG to go nanyAng poly..i can't wait i can't wait!! hehez...tt's all~ SiGning oFF!!

Nan Feng??

muAHahz...'Nan feng'...guess what? ex-huo lings had become nan feng now....HuO linG is back!! however...not everybody is lor...anw, training's on every sunday...5pm like tt...yAy!! bb agaiN!!

hmMm..my sis had been occupying com these few days..finally i can used it today..pHew!! but, still...also not for long...why WHY!?! i hate her!! (sometimes)

hahAz...today, another day for cest la vie' rehearsal..haha, almost half the class not arnd...hEHez...so, teacher didn't teach much loRz~ grh..talking abt tt...I hAte busEs!! thEY blocked viewS! i hate tt bus!! i remembEred vivdly!! it was the bus tt brOught thE bb players!! (the one i later tooK!!) i hate the bus!!! why must tt bus just stupid reverse at tt moment!!?! arGhz!! i already so miserable already lor...wanna cry liao la!! sTupid bus! hMph!!

hahaz...hafta help meng write 'summary'...haiyOz...so jia lat~ everYtime treathen me!! not fAir!! watch out man hiM!! "haO xin mei hao bAo!" hehez...

hehEz...todAy went to waTch bb match...though lost, but experience earned...neaRly fight lehz!! wah...2 gangs called dwn..make us so worried! hahaz...wanna knOw more abt it? approach me kayZ? yeapz...tt's abt all! ;P

pRobleMatic RemediAls!!

muAHahaz...i'M back..sorRY for not bloggIn...too bUsy i guess!! yALor...real sec 4 work coming le....hMmm..now then i realise the true sec 4? exactly..all day worK! Lucky, i know how to handle them..i'm very sure some of my clasSmates cannot handle liao...hMmm..must go help theM le!!

wah..so ke lian, these few days cannot use the com!! (another reason why cannot update!) my stupID sis's project...hafta take up so many days..and all need pc wan...fiSH! however, stubboRn me still sneak up and use the com when she's not arounD!! hehez...eViLz~

hAIyo..hmwk's pilIng up and up!! hMmm...this add on to the reason(not blogging)...wah, lucky today abit freE! hehez...phEW..gonna online overnite again..dn carEz!! =P

gRH! sTupiD dragon dance...alL pang seh us!! last minute cancel, then didn't tell beforEhand..make me wait for nth lor!! stuPIdz!! hehez..but, nvm..fnf...they may be busy oso mah, ritez? cannot anyhow guai ren jia de mah? haiz..hafta wait for nxt training lor...(abit short of time for those neWbies i think..HOw!?!)

hehez...also nvm la, no training rite, can go up peek at the upcoming concert's rehearsal..hehez..nice timinG!! kekez...although stilL having troubles with all those stupid remedial stufF...but, go up there...all calm down le....i'ver straighten my thoughts then!! for top 10!! i'm going to just pia all by myself!! i'm gonna study muaiself...-no teachers!!- =P!!

wah..these few days are just sO great!! however..when stucked in that class..i'm so miserable!! argHz!! no freedom!! i just can't...nvm...hehEz...tt's life anyway....oh yah..btw, i think i go back run better lar hor? any feedback ppl? Ismail and syafi wants to go back and run, why not join them yea? Mrs khiu shouldn't mind i think...councillor duty is boring either...no point, rather go do some 'refreshments' in the morn rite? anw..i'll be jogging only on tues and thurs...okayz? make sure you all noe where to find me arh? =D

yeapZ..tt's all ppLz!!

-So dEliGhteDz!!- =P

yeApz..tHOse tt stayed over at my house...(except the green t-shirt wan... -my lao pa-, and the black polo..ME!!) 

...?....MUAHAHAHAHAZ!!!

hmmMmz..nothIng to do, china relatives stilL at my home...hoWevEr, i have difficulty communicating..i feeL very shy...it isn't me!! hahaz....dnnoe why~ but, at least i try to talk to them la hor? hehez...not too bAdz...

oh yEs! In the morning...we played bb agaiN! we = Zachy, Xiao Ye, Clarence and me! 4 of us...just nice for 2 on 2 yea? hahaz...got jer's ball with me..so...coOL!! hahaz..den later on, played a 5 on 5 full-court...sounds interesting..but, we lost by 1 pts...shldn't have man..me toO playful le la..sorRy zach!!

yeapz..erm...after tt, went home...jiu slP!! hahaz...toO tired le..run here run there....haiz...haven't start my hmwk yet wor..gonna resume tmr!! if not, i'm gonna turn lazy any timeZ!! den...yeap, abt evening like tt..went to Parkway parade, as told by my mum, to follow the guests...welL...it's already 8+ when we reached there..so, almost did nth! wah..i just love the song man!! it sounded so nice!! everytime go out, or at home..sure must listen to this song de...hehez...for your info, this song is the same one tt i mentioned below...it just sounds so nice! =D

hMMm..yalor...quite "nth to do" until the night lor...hehez..so "exciting" ....nvm..you ppl won't understand..coz, i myself don't as well...hehez..=D yeapz...anw...msg for brian and darren..cheer up kaYz? when you ppl looks down, i'm ain't happy as well lor...so..smilE more!! cya!

-2nd part-
mUAhahahz!! thE best MorNing i've ever haD!! something to be memoRabLe, like the flower that won't forget to bloom, the sUn that won't forget to rise and me that always kEep this in mind!! hehez...

*For once, i'm the most fortunate man on EARTH!!*

Harnessing Youth Thingy~

hmmmmz...yeap, early in the morn, didn't go schOolz...was brought to Ngee Ann Polytechnic early in the morning...together with a small bus chartered by the schooL...unFotunately, the cd came out with prob!! we were supposed to reach N.P at 9am..we left at 8.28!! hahaz....and, yeap...latez! However, despite our lateness, nth really happened to us, except that our booth was decorated later...tt's all~

wahz...first thing when reached there proposal presentation...hafta prepare le...kaoz...nErvouS until like shit! but pheW!! i got my mp3 with me...hehez..."From this moment life has begun, From this moment you are the one, Right beside you is where I belong.." muahahAz...yeap, anw...during the dialogue, well...the judges were impressed with Brian's speech! WelL doNe BriAN!! yoU rAwkz!! yeap, he commented on his presentation... welL, at first, i think one of the judge had bad impression on me leiz...he was staring at me, maybe he think i stood there for nothing... hahaz..lucky he realise my role as the 'answerer' for the Q and A session...pHewz..and...yeapz! we finished it in a jiffy (though we overshot our time limit~)

hahaz...welL, everything went on well during the whole comp~ we emerged the best Enterprise award...the champ lei!! hahaz...600 bucks for us..but sian...for all of us, not each of us!! grh..and the guest of honour say mz imply on real life..but..how!?! hahaz...easier said than done...

yeapz...after tt, went to play Bb witH old partner...Jeremy at P.A..welL!! my fav all-time court! hehez....enjoyed myself...coz, i've settled sth!! =D

then...tt's all!! yAY!! so happY!!

FeeLing down...and...hAppy? argh~

nEhz..not realLy good today, almost the whole day...don't know why!! it's like first thing...you wake up..You can't think bright!! and...for your info, i overslept!....1st thing when reached school...force mysElf to smile...force you know!?! my smile was supposed to be 'auto' wan kaYz!!...but, nvm...if not, many friends would be affected...cannot like this...must smile~!

yeapz...first period, P.E...which i thought was suppose to cheer me up abit..but no! the class wasn't there...haiz...so, just...didn't help me...

but, lucky...recess's the best! no boOk, no studies, just...free half an hour of my tiME!

aftEr that...back to lesson...i just can't concentrate? don't know what was holding me back? but, i strongly think that, is the competition we're gonna have tmr...red cross...haiz...dnnoe how to cope...

well, sch ends...finally..red cross..i can turn to the original me...i wasn't smiling at all when i first enter the room..even in the meeting...was greeted nth but a fan that came flying towards me! for god sake...i already wasn't feeling good, and tt kwee yong had to throw a fan at me...for...FUN!?! omg...i was so pissEd off..i did reply in a...not-so-nice manner (loud)...but...well...i did managed to calmed myself dwn! that what i always do? yea...conclude...not even a smile..until? hehez...well...that's another case le...walk halfway...see * walk past...phew! p.o.x all come baq le...tt's my first 'sincere' smile for the day! really glad to see her smile as well!! hehez... =P

Red cross time...nopEz, nothing unusual...just the usual me....doing nth~ but...thinking... :S yeahz...thinking abt...why am i feeling this way? not for long....10 mins later...den i'm off to my duty for the Video...went imac rm to help-out with Brian...

yeahz...saw brian, frien mah...so 1st thing...smile and..."HI briAN!!!"...yeah...he replied in a moody way..."hi..." yeapz...and i can see...another mooDy guy...same as me! but, i cannot add on mah..rite? he already so down le, i cannot make him worse to see the ...not-so-good me ritez? and...yeah, usual job...cheered him up? ..i did...but, not a good job...coz..i wasn't as good myself~

after tt...all the way until 10+pm...was with mdm leow, brian, darren and santy...in sch at first and elias mall mac to finish our touch-up for tmr...so tiRed!! we all had idea on tmr's competition le...but, serious speaking...no confident in winning anything~none! but...bo bian...already halfway le...tt's y i say, it must be this tt's making me really upset! hMph!!

hahaz...i still think, my later nite are the best!! hehez... ...cannot say why...but, i just love my nite-time!! hehez...*thanKz for talking*...and because of tt...i'm back to normal me!! cheer up kayz? i can't when you aren't as well~

yeApz!! tt's all ppL!! won't be seeing you ppl in sch tmr kayz...gonna set-off early in the morn! hafta reach ngee ann poly at 9.45 am, and ..the bus journey is an hour+, so...hafta go early lor...like this....gonna hate tmr man!!! nvm...used to it le...hahaz...cya guys!! must support arh!

harnEssiNg yOUth...bla bla bla~

hmMm...anoTher meetiNg on the HarnEsSing Youth ProgRAmme..argH!! i don't see the conclusion yetz!! hOW!?! die die...nvm..we'll do it!! =D den..meeting starts at 4.00..hafta go rc rM to waste tiMe...

go rc rm do whaT? hahaz...nth much lor, tidy the room, scold the boys and...drink milo? hahaz... i didn't noe hot chocolate taste so greAt! yuM yUmz! hahaz...denz...alot of things hapPen la..stupid ah meng they alL lor...always makiNg me so pai seh....he'll get it frm me!! hehez....=P

yeapz...nth much, jarell's birthday, and as usual, the birthdAy bash...haha..wilSon injured hiMself whIle whacking...dEep cut indeed...sad for him~ so, moral of story? don't whack ppl toO hard...hehez...=P

wah..the meetiNg for the preseNtation..so LOng!! dnnoe what to do arh..going to slp anyTime manz! hahaz...buddEn, must concentrate...coz..deadline's reaching...argh!!

den..what else...today, we i have another 3 brOthErs le!! yeayz..firstly..is the long-time already wanz..Ah zhAo..my di di...now, got 3 more...Darren, 2nd oldest, brian den yi song...i da ge leiz...hehez...poWer hoR? but..shld had thought of tt earlier manz...=P wah...but, i dn mind...i love this gang of friends! nope..not friend..bruDders! hehez... ;P

wAhz..today so gooDz! see * soOoo many times lehz..hehez...foRtunAte!! but, sianz..kenna ji xiao by tt stupid meng they all more...argH!! haiyo..ke lian de Melvin...but nvm~ FnF!! hehez...tt's alL!!

clAss bbQ!!

welL!! 15th jan~ yeapz....we have oUR clAss bBQ!! haha...$$ from where? none other than our oWn reward from the bEzt clAss awarDz...=P well....we sure have lotsa fuNz!! games...bbq..haha..and my fav! the beach!!

hMMm...it was helD at pAsir ris park...Pit E, beside the HolidAy flat...hehez...P.A is there mahz...so, as usual...the bb couRt!! My fav. court leh..sure wun give it a miSs de mah! =D...budDen xiao ye scoLD me...say bbq cannot play ball...hAIyo...nvm de mah..oso not very Long...heheZ...tempTatioN mahz~

yeapZ...had gAMes like murderer and h2O, first time the clasS have so mucH fun outside!! hahaz...now i think, we're closEr!! hehez...though close enougH liao..but..More clOser!! =P

hmMMm...beach leh..so windY...everytime go there...got the 'same feeling' wanz...something's misSing!! hMmm...nvm de...can get it elsewhere...heheZ....but, still will feEl very 'nan shou' de la...den..luckY...reach home...* was online!! but shit!! i can't stay!! my stupid sis!! hate her!! she sae i was distuRbing the whole house..den my mUm woke up...give me a piece of her mind oso...den..bo bian..no choice...offlIne...shit!! i dn care!!i'm gonna stay overnite tonite!! hehez...

buT, yesT morn stiLl ok la..in the morn..hehEz..so hAppY..can see * lehz...hehez....me go training mah...den got cest la vie' rehearsal...yeapz...tt's abt alL for ytd lor...cya peEPz!!

hMmmm..cAMpfiRe!! + FarewElL~

hAHahazZ!! toDAy is sEc 1's oRientATion last day, the Campfire! hahaz...wEll, i'm helpIng out witH the stAtus Of "U.G"

weLl, tooK care of Sec 1n1! They'Re indeed SporTIng man~ luCky i gOt thiS class, not like other...so Sianz waN~ =D den, duRing their dinNer tt time..Mr kevin Kao kept shOutinG shoUTing..unTil face so red...ppl kenna scold liao, very scared..i still can hide somewhere and laugh...eVilz!! hahAz =P yahoR...den after tt is duRIng the nite itsElf....campfire SOngs ALl the wAyz!! hahaz..enjoYZ!! *went crazy*

hmMm...forget to mentioN abOut things b4 the CAmpfIRe itself~ well...was haVing bio 30 mins make-up lesson...very fast, den hafta go home change into campfire -attire, b4 2.30...den.....yalor..luckY made it in timez~

HaiZ..DuRIng lesson tt time hor, alvIn and nAomi...halfway call us go..and even lie to the Coach Tt we hafta go early..haiz..so disappOinted in him! den somemoRe...after tt...going to celebrate Ms chan's farewell...the boys!! *this make me SOOO madz!!* they're are all So crazy abt thE pIzZa more abt miss chan's last day!! WTH!! make me vEry disAppointed...16 yr old guys behave like 3 yrs old kids...haiz...nvm, enough!! angry angry~

bUt you All must be wondeRing..how i enjoyed the campFire despite my 'black-face' today?? hehez...lemme share with you...it thanx to the double bonus!! hahaz!! so hAPPY!! ahahz.....talk to * twice leh!! face-to-face!! alone, in sch while walking lehz!! hahaz...so 'an xin'...coz i so long diN tok to her liAoz!! =P ...shE appearEd bOth time at just the riGht moment!! hahaz...she realLy calmed me dwn alot lor...LOTZ!! so happY! den..after tt....i jiu get back my fav. smile again lor!! hahaz..FnF!! i'm sure the boys "that was facing my black mood beforehand", must have beEn confusing abt my sudDen up mood rite? hehez..here it was!!

welL...another one last major thing...i repeat again..our beloved miSs Grace Chan...is transferring to Bedok North sec i think..haiz...we'Ll miSs You miSs chAN!! and...thanX for YOur guidance siNce....the first time we met!! we'll do you proud in the S.V.A this year (though we know we're losing last yr)..nvm..we wiLl!! you must stay happy kayz!! cheeRIosZ!! dn forget this bunch of MoNkeYz!! :D

thAt's alL foLkz...cya Guys!!

MiSerable + HorRible + TerRible! = Me todayZ!

wAh..tiRed tired!! hAVe not bEen slpIng welL manz~ haiyO....yesterday till toDAy morn is the MOst mIserabLe waNZ!! hAIyoz~!! but, after tt is...hEhehEz~

let'S start fRM yest...oh yah!! yest, morn...first 2 period jiu P.E le...wah, haven't warm-up jiu run...siaNz...i 'dEpRoved' le!?! 7.45!?! omG!! how hOW?!? i was setting 7.30mins leh!! grh...15 mins extra...nxt round must know what to do le!! hahaz...budden..TiReDZ!! loNg time nEver train pHysiCal liaoz~ haiYoZ!! and..another thing...wah, i din noe 'they're' around untiL when P.E ends leH!?! kAOz...i'm like...so 'pai sEH' lor...the shorts are so ShorT!! haiYo..mei lian jian ren la!! hahaz~ =D

HmmM...aftEr that was GeoG a.k.a my HyPNosiS lessoN! grh...just can't ForcE my eyeS opeN!! grh...cannot concentratE lehz!! must Do Sth nxt time...if not, will misS out lesson wAnz!!

tHen, jiu ccA day Lor...hMmm..i din noE kweE yoNg changEd sooO much!?! ahaz...oh yah, on weD is Cest la vie rehearsal leh!! wanna go watch!!! but...haiz...stupId activities..tied up liAoz~ haiz...wAsTeDz!! nvm....nxt timE lor...

den, no more, until today...another 'theory-day'...wah, mR kek take 3 classes at one leiz~ den, after recess jiu strAight away go A.V.A, not badz, can study better (i hope)..hahaz...i just like Thurs!! den can go ava every wk...hehez...(3rd storey lehz...) =P!!

hMmM...after tt is..ngee Ann poly the busiNesS thingy meetIng..wah!! so zhUN!! someone's there leh!! hehez...so So so So so relIeved!! hahaz..after 1 and a half day!! hahAz!! la la la..sorRy, abit crazy...=P then..hafta stay in sch till so late...wah, we're the last student to get out of sch lor..so tired! and one more thing, i dn really have confidence we will stand out frm othEr sch lehz...hoW!?! haiz...nvm...will think of sth dE!! hMph! and..tmr's fri!! campfiRe lehz..hoPe *'s there...hehez...hoPe only la...=P, then...tt shld Be alL!! cya guys!! dn forget tmr's enrichment class!

*P.S: "Fuzzy wazzy likes Cheese, but not milk..why?
Fuzzy Wazzy likes Afternoon, but not morning....why!?!

Fuzzy Wazzy likes Green, but not blue...Whyz!?!?!?!"

tell me when you solve this...hehez....=D

hmMmz...tiTle-lesS?

whAt should i sAy~ today is, not as 'interesting?' yeapz...moRe of a Theory-day~! hahaz, this means...all day long, theory theory theory~ nth buT siANzation~! herE it goEs...

wEllz, morning, as usual, the 'morning basis' i nAme it, staying under the blOck and wait...den off We go...reAch schoOl, go class, take sth den go red crosS rm lor..hahaz...my locker remember? yeapz, go withdraw mY p.O.a bKz~ thICk + heavY + pOintlesS! tt's why, an ideal bk to be leFt in sCH! hahaz..den after that is....yah...like this lO, go back class, memorize the chinese pOem(needed for chi lesson later) den...go do duty! sianz...tt's the worst duty i've ever had..I want back-gAte!!

Then, all lessons aftEr that, no movement, no nothiNg, just stay in the clAss and...studY~ but, nvm...it's ok, not as iF this is first? =P and bad news...practical tmr~ i just don't feel right...hmMm...*bad feeling* nvm, worst come to worst, break an apparatus? hahaz...let's just hope not!

SchooL ended! immediately hafta rush to foyer, take the bus and oFf we go to Ngee Ann PolY (dream sCh!) we'lL hafta attend a workshOp, and cool...it's interesting...though 'theory' again..but stiLl, must think bright side! "i'm leaRning someThing todaY!!" =P HOweveR, stiLl worRIed...this competition, have not do anytHIng yet? we only went to the celebral palsy centre, and no more? how are we gonna make it by next ThurS!?! *kinda impossible* well, don't know good or bad, we're not attending class (again!) on next ThURsday, hafta go Ngee Ann poly early in thE morn to set up bOoth? yar, lemme explain abit moRe..it's a presentation thing that we have to come out with...thE ngeE ann poLy organised it, the theme name is..."harnessing youth sth sth " wanz... Bad neWs, there's so mANy otheR toP schools participating...and i doN't see anY cracks of lIght tt we'll succeed..!! hahaz...oh yah, must go support (if possible!), it'll be held at Ngee Ann poly block 1 i think....den, frm 9 - 4.30...if you're goiNg...pleASe bring LOTSA 20 cents coins!! hehez...you'll noe what i mean~

dEN, no more AlreADy lor...oh yah!! ConteNted aboUt something!! hahaz..somEonE is usIng the "FnF" spirit leh!! kekEx...so happy!! goOD gooDz!! =D then..tt's all lor!!cya!

Celebral Palsy Centre...

hAiz..today went to the C.P centre...yeapz, for the research on our competition in Ngee Ann poly...it's really saddening (if there's such word) to see them sufFering froM this incurable stuff... they'll have to live their entire life like until...who noes? you get what i mean...some have difficulties walking, some communicating...you can really feel the sadness that filled the entire school~ They may lOok very scary, due to the way they behave, however...they are still as harmless as anyone can be! so people, if you ever come across with this spastic children, please don't leave them out kayz? but still, i find them fortunate in a way that, they do not know what's upset. They'll just come to the school and enjoy themselves, learn new things, without the need to worry much about their future...they'll just do things they like, and there's no reason why they should feel sad about eh?

Oh...my apOlogies...toO much on tHe celebral palsy eh? sorRy abt tt...well, basically, today's just lesson and...trip to celebral palsy centre? True enough, the lessons were stiLl as erm....you know, and lucky the 'candyman' is beside me!! thankx darrEn! hahaz...you should take a loOk at the a-maths note he wanted to photocopy for 'someone'...it's so...beautifully decorated..nono, more of..'filled up' hahaz...very cute la, his drawing... (Darren -> 'Ai chEoKong'... 'AI chEOkOng'~) hAHahaz!! den after sch, go meet mdm leow in the foyer, den took her car to the centre - Nissan sunny, so she have to drive 2 trips (too small) - then stayed there till 4.30, where the celebral palsy sch ends as well!

yar, den come back...in the same car again...it's about 5 something, we alighted in foyer ma..wah!!! then i...erm...nvm, dn sae...hehe..secretz! =P soOn, we go up Com lab, according to darren we have a meeting with ms chan...bad news, she's leaving....sadz...talk more abt it next time, look for me if you need details abt miSs chan kayz? yeapz...tt's all...cya everyone!

heHez~

Yo~ hahaz..so boring, nth to do...but, at least there's sth! hahaz....

it goEs with morning, played bB with xiao ye, kwee yong and alvin... wah, today alvin no form, so..i oso no much mood to play as well, but...anyway...we oso din play for long...coz..i hafta rush!! hahaz!!

wAh lao..the pHone rang so soft..make me late!! was suppose to go off at 8.45..well..i only started taking the bus at 9.23...wah lao...sure-late de la...den somemore is double-decker...so slow...but stiLl, i did reach the place...and pHew, the ceremony haven't start...

oH yah, haven't explain where i was going...just to take a lOok at the ScholarshIp awards ceremony lor...hehez...shafique's there~ hahaZ...he go up the stage oso no smile de...come dwn oso....-standard-...hahaz..i was hiding at the back of the hall...so no one saw me...lucky was air-conditioned...i was so warm then! hehez...;p

hMM...after tt....come home...jiu...go online lor...see no-one, so decide to 'appear offline', the status...den...until * come lor...hahAz...evilz~ hehe...nth to do mah...but, luckily, i was able to complete my revision for tmr...pHewz!

wah seh...feeling so relieved...i finally let it all out! it had been inside me for sooOOooooo long...i'm really feeling way better now! hahaz...well..i'd nv beeN so nervoUS b4...well...no matter what, i respect ppl's choice k!! remember...make sure you make decisions wisely and honest to yourself kz! hehez...

wah, rushed baq frm whitesands le..den, jer call me go plAY bb again..yay!! it's been sooOO long ever since i played with him...so cya guys!! tataZ~!

So cuTez!! I'm not gonna change my display pix anyMorez!! hehez... =P coz..this is ME! 

hmmmmZ...bad-day~

hMmMmMz, early in da morn...overslept again...hahaz, but lucky alvin called to ask my grandma to wake me up, and i'm in time!!

hAHaHz..i think i'm gonna have a pHobiA to ban's hse again...wah lao...today dnNOe walked foR how lOng to find his apartment, just to get alvin's shoe...wah lao!!! so jiA lat lor!!i still wear jeans...(keep dropping down, so annoying) hahaz..den, very hot lor, lucky din wear black~!! PhEwZ~ den finallY, lucky i still remember sOme lAndmarks..den yeah~ we ReACH!! hahaz...

den, after tt...take bus out againz...to change to 147, den straight to Bugis (si. ma. lu.)...wah, alvin introduce one so-called vegetarian restaurant...their food, really really very nice leh!! feel like going back to eat!! ...yummY!! hahaz...somemore only spent $3.50...to make me full until now kaYz!! so nice!! nxt time, if possible, mz brg * go eat le...hehe... den, yar, b4 tt...i did went to pray first, at guang yin tang...where there is a big 10 hands Guan Yin (godess of mercy) statue....well, as usual, prayed for my mum, dad, sis, grandma, aunt, zhi yong, me and of course not forgetting *...i prayed that she'll be...haha, cannot say, if not jiu 'bu ling' le...(not effective in chinese...)

hehEz...den, after tt went shoppIng...shOp until we drop...we oso purchases zy's bag le...quite coOl leh tt bag, bt not to my interest so far lehz...stiLl looking for mine! den..go OG, and yeap..i found out some thing to do le..there's some sort of mini-size car models...i tink, i'm gonna start collecting it..hAHa!!tt's gonna be my hoBbY!! hehez...but, dnnoe when to start buying...haha..will kp you ppl updated on tt kayz~

yar....den, nth interesting le...went home alone lor...hehez...as usual, listen mp3 and looking at the 'sth'..until bus 81 reach my home....

waH lao...reach hm liao, see wad my mum did, i all the way no mood le...den...quarrel lor...she made me so mad...but, cannOT!! she's my mum!! i can't!! so...i just gave her a cold shoulder...she kept scolding me...i choose not to talk back..so, i just breathe!! but, not effective..well...i jz went out, took my bike...and cycled to the beach for some breather...i din even take my hp with me...i was sooOO mad just now! yar...lucky, it calmed me dwn...very fast! and...yeah, my bicycle key is linked to wallet! hehez..i brought it with me...yeaPz...thinking of * all the way..she really make me smile! serIous! after 1 hr... decide to go back, and yeap..i did apologize to my mum for quarreling with her....haiz...i felt so guilty..i shldn't have in the first place....

P.S: by the way, if you dnnoe why we quarrel, you can ask me nxt time? yeaz...

okAyz...yeap, after tt...i straight come online liao..no matter wad! hahaz..coz..i miss * until cannot miss liaoz...hahaz...den, only see her sis online...nvm..just wait..and yea!! hahaz...so good...can tok to her again..so..yeap, is her again...to change my day from dark to light again!! hahaz..amazing hor? yar...this is it!! okayz...i'm just gonna stop here...tmr still got bb training in bronto at 7.30..wah, very filled hor my days... hahaz...bo bian..anw, quite long le..better brake...Bye guYs!!

Sec 1 orientation - end (part 1)

MUahAHAZ...FRIDAY!! eNd of thE weEk!! hehez...so shuAng, well...din go sch..i mean, lessons since morn...why? because go sec 1 orientation!! muahahaz...so fun 'walking'!! but, nope...came baq tt time, was in mdm nasyita's car..shiok sia...6 squeeze in mdm nasyita's hyundai essence, you noe how small ish tt car? hahaz...farnie Horz...esp. clement!! smallest of all...hahaz..so farnI!! eric oso...we want him in, tt's y commotion..so cute sia they 2!! den the other is ah meng (shi ming), faris, mdm nasyita, radio and me!! hahaz..i sit front sit, no big effect!!

yah, reach sch tt time, oso found out tt mdm nasyita drive manual sia...other all auto-matic...power hor mdm nasyita?

hMMm..den, later hafta brg radio up, ...hafta go hall look for 'she bang', den...go lor (tot can see * in her rehearsal mah..) budden...nope, end liao..den walk all way up to com lab, and then M.R. room...old pig sty lor...haha..you noe whu i referring to rite? Haw chih Hao...=P

hmmM...den after tt play bb at bronto..wah lao..dnnoe why, first match.. as i play, the more pek chek i am..dnnoE why man, maybe i toO lousy le la..cannot contriBUtez~ yalor..tt's y so angry abt...but den, lucky i got do some 'soul-searching', and zhi yong reminded me on P.O.X (well, he's in my team) den..woah...hahaZ!! won!! kekEx..power hor, alvin, zy and mE!!

den after tt ish nite liao lOr...haha...online whole nite, not to chat...but to wait..den tok to shafique...haIyo..he arh...really make me feel so bad sia..but, nvm..forget it...now we decide to turn over a new leaf!! haha..shafique, you better kp your promise arh!! i wilL! dn worry!! =D

den..nite time..the best part, the later part la...10 sth..* online lEH! hahaz..actually...wanna confess liao..coz...really buay tahan le...the more i look at her, the more guilty i am....can see cannot talk..you noe~ very miserable....haiz...nvm..take one step by one step! but nvm la...as long as i still can talk to her..i happY!! but still...i'm looking for the chance!! hahaz..;P ok la, not because i desperate la...but seriously speaking, i didn't tot of it, coz....of studies..but it seemed to me now tt...i am more distracted, coz i can't concentrate in class!! how?!! tt's why..but, i'm afraid she would be lor...hAIz..den i'm the 'hai ren jin' le...haiZ...cannot be so selFIsh de mah rite....haix...nvm, i'll see what i can do...

P.S : she's looking for my new blog address now...so please ppl!! dn ever give her clue kayz? thank yOU!!

cyA!! buAiz~

C.c.a day~

welL~ Cca selection today, for the sec 1s, so the...nth to do!! hahaz...yalor..the fancy drill cancelled...tolD you!! i confirm it'll be cancelled wanz! jz as i thouGHt..but, nvm la...at least can train and hav fuN tgT tt time...yeA? hehez...

fiRst, let's start the day....morn, meet alvin at 6.25, bus so late...den walk to rc rm, he showed me the Mj's biography~ wOah, so magnificent lor, and his life is..sO fulL of...stufF!interesting la, his life...den after tt...go class look for shafique to pass sth to *, well...he was late...den i saw her mah, so shun bian lor...jz give first...and shafique's one later....

den...i hate today manz! stupid classmates..grh..always saboh and tease me de! but, i cannot do anything...shiTz this!! hahaz...wad can i do? scold them meh...eh, but at least i try to warn them hor, so...not tt guIlty!! hahaz..worse is when we at ss period tt time, her class jz walk pass and the stupid classmateS of mine just!! you noe...nvm..it's over! :P F and F!! - ForgivE and Forget~

well, cca reCruItment...well..rc's result's is 55! hahaz...not bad eh..but confirm..only 20 or less will turn up, sure de!! coz, they cannot take it wan...hehez...you seE lor...every year like this de! hahaz...so, si guan jiu hao...wah lao, actually...our plan very good de leh..but alot of things corked up~ den..bo bian lor..ruined alotz of thingz...nvm theN~ it's over!! hahaz..snatch zhi yong's sister to red cross...quite evil la, but kawan kawan mah...will help him look-after her de la...wad are friends for ritez? ;P

oNe goOD thing, maybe * dnnoe...but got very goOD view oF hEr on top lehz!! hahaz...*bian tai!!* but, hehez...eyes tio' attract dao mah...so...dn blame me...yea? rarely got the chance kayz!! hehez... ;p

yeAh, tt's all fer today!! slping soon..if not, tmr overslp again...haha...

2nd day!!

yeAh!! 2nd day of schoOl, and yes!! i'm amazingly stiLl in one piece! ahhaz..guess what? Ms ng our eng teacher!?! omg!! but actually hor, she so far hor, not very unreasonable lehz...instead, i find her to be a pretty goOd eng teacher (after Mr kevin tan la...) yeApz! first day jiu kenna compo le, and what's worse..title is "flight" and nth else!! i hafta crack my stupId brain for stuPId 10 mins to start my intro!! wth!! but dn worry...i'm not alone! hehez... and sad enough...3e1 got Rajen sia!! pity them...gonna see * more in the foyer already (coz she(rajen) usually make her class stayback in the foyer isn't it?) hahaz....hope not la....if i find out whu make them stay baq arh...he/she watch out arh~ hahaz..jk la, as if i can do anything like tt~

hahAz..but toO bad, cannot be changewadz.....wah...bAD news...now p.o.a class combined with the whole 4e2 le...die liao die liao..how to concentrate?!? nvm lor...go home study le...bo biaN! but, very sway leh!! haiz...than, physics, mr AzzAm...that one still can la, quite 'interesting'...and..the others stiLl not sure yet...

One more bad thing...bio's on tUes and thurs!?! shitZ tt meanz, now hor, every week only mon free lehz...tues - fri hafta stay sch till late leh!! wth!?! haiz....sianz...jia lat, but lucky we have Mdm su for biO teacher!! the sec 3s got Ms wee~ =P toO badz!!

haiz...cca day tmr! jz bet with * abt the no. of ppl we can get, i was targetting at 60...but she set her point at 50, so yeap...this tell me to at least get 50! yar, but..i hope gz have less than 15, so...she'll also win her bet and draw draw...btw, what's the point of having so many juniors in a gz club ritez? see, so...i'm not cursing them or anything arh! dn misunderstand!

yeApz...tt's abt all...haha...wiSh me luck for tmr's cca day..currently thinking a content for kai's compo (same as * lehz..) hMmm..not easy to think..yeAPz...tt's all! cya guys!

mUAahahA~! gAMe!

hehez..oNe lAst blOg to enD the day of HolidAys!! hahaz..this yr, starting from tomorrow, would be the year of O'levels...hahaz...very worRied, but i'll try my best de! hehez...

Still, mz find entertainment de mah...anw, mz tell you all sth, i finally found games for me to play with on my com le!! yAy!! hahaz...3 games came at one go leh...muahahaha, my mind's gonNA be bz with these, hmwk and sth elsE!! hehez... now i can make use of my freE time le, so no excuse for me to complain boring le... (P.S: and you guys, dn always confuse me with all the r.o, maple-story or gunbound le, i oso have game to play liAoz!! hehex...cannot suan me anyMore!!=P)

oh yah, rEgarDing the game..i'm stiLl not quite sure with the Earth 2025, but it seemed to be a nice game, you all shld try? hahaz...jz some introduction la, similar to utopia de....den oso, i jz started playin neopets again (restart) ...aiyah, i dnnoe alL these de la...noob lai de!! mz duo duo zi jiao hor!! hahaz...teach me teach me!! hehe..stiLl so blur, lucky got tt MojOjo refresh my memory! hahaz..thanx jO!

yEApz...tmr sch reopen le!! yeah! baq to sch...though hafta wake up early, but can go baq class le...hehe....can't wait...Btw...i've cut my hair, so obiang, but bo bian, no cut = detention...i want clear records kayz!! hahaz...yeAPz...

toDay so happy, chatted with * all daY lOng!! how i wiSh i couLd do tT face to facE..haha...*dream on* hahaz..yalOR, like this loR...hehez...jz wish to go baq sch soon so i can see * again!! wEeEee~! (siaoz) hahaz..sort of,

jZ recieved news, my dnnoE wad relative is coming to visit s'pore, wah lao..so sian..hafta give out my roOm....hehe..you noe why? coz my room most neat!?! omg!! tt's wad my mum said..anybody whu had seen my room...can you all believed it? haha..if my room is neat, then i cannot define what is 'neat' le? hahaz..yaloR, like this lor...hafta take out 'photos' from my table liao...to sEcure privacy...then i'm gonna slp wiTh my pO po! hehez...cool yea?

yalOR...tt's abt alL~ hehex..cya pEepz baq to sch!!!

muahAHaz!! foUnd AnothEr RCY 55th anninversAry Photo!! tt's out Guard Of Honour, all saluting with pride! i'm in it..can you see me? hehez... =P 

M.A.L.U!!

ARGH!! sO swaY todAy!! shiTz mAnz!! grh...

Nvm..let's start with morning! well...overslept again..budden, not very late la....den go dwn take bus 15 to sunplaza...only see pRss cadets there, den Yan lin(ex-ma'm), yun ru and adel lor...13 of us...weLl, at least i manage to finish up my part for the fancy driLl le!! hehez...

yeaP, come home liao, jiu stay home all the way le...wanna go barber wan, budden mama say dnwan, say wad public hols may not open...si meh? dnnoE la...den in the end nv go, raining oso..very nice to slp...den lie on bed liao..from 1.30 - 6+...wah..powEr!! very nice dreams leh!! hehez..

wad's worst for today is...wake up already, go msn..see * online, den i go tok to her la...but then hor...wah lao...tok to her so many things liao hoR, after tt...she off and online again..only to tell me tt is her cousin tt's using...kAoz!!! so dAMn pai seH! all my heart-felt! words leiz...to whu? her cousin?!? so freakin mei lian jian ren leh...haiz...jz hope she din noe abt this....wanna kill her cousin man, if i have the chance!! grh!! haha...jk la, i where dare~

yeaPz...tt's alL lor...haiz..if only tt was really her...haiz...but, nvm la...at least i was able to tok to the 'real' her after tt...hehez (she doesn't seem to noe!), but one bad thing is...she seems to be in bad mood~ haiz...dnnoe if i'm the cause? (coz i kept toking to her...) haiz...dnnoE wad happen lehz...really wanna cheer her up...nvm...seE tmr lor...try to ask again....if only i noe wad's going on...

yeapz...tt's all

P.S* : 'Model'...not a bad ambition hor? can anyone brief on me more abt this job? dn worry...i'm not interested...jz wanna noe more abt this~ hehez...cya guys!

new yEAR!! 01/01/05!!

yeAhz!!! it'S a BrANd new YeaR!! muahaHa~ the time psasEs just so fast~ welL, sadly...there's a disaster in one of ouR neighbourinG country...shld we fEEl hapPy or sad? jz can't agreE on one!

welL, early in the morn', i'll pei Zhi yong to Zhong yi(chinese physican - correct spelling?), yalor...all the way to Ang Mo Kio lEhz...mai siao siao~ haha..den, was suppose to ReAch tamp east cc at 3pm de...den i reach 3.05...luCky...the thing haven't start...so not tt guilty...hehez.. =P

Den...wah...at thE SNO concert hoR, hafta do the usher duty...so tirEd...no rest de leiz~ but good thIng is, got free drinks!! hahaz..Yeo's..packet wanz... oso goT coke light...hehez...not bad la! the thing is...din get foOD, until the nite where i have my dinner / supper at Central!! hahaz..poWer!! cannoT blAMe la...on diEt!! hahaz...-_-'''

Yeapz...den go pr pArk until verY late...coz no bus mah...hafta walk home, wah lao...the StUpid path...no road lamps leH!! so freaking dark!! wah lao...nxt time, not walking there alone le...yUckz!! senDing crEEpz man..but, fortunately, nth happEN jz now!! hahaz...

yeApz...faster reach hoMe den come oNLiNE!! hahaz...yeapZ, tt's my day!! cya pEePz~!

lAsT of all....HAPPY NEW YEAR!!